CFTraveler's Blog

I have been making myself be busy, and keep coming up with ways to be distracted from the loneliness I feel.
I have written a book (a small book in spanish, if anyone is interested message me for a link to it). have joined a few art organizations to see if I can sell my art and make money, money that would go a long way in helping me make some payments...I have opened up a sales webpage that is not doing well at all, partly because I'm not a salesperson and don't like to sell anything, and setting up and populating a YouTube channel that doesn't have enough subscribers to monetize.
I feel I should delete this post, because it sounds defeatist, but at the same time I want to be honest, it's not all worrying about paranormal stuff or societal stuff- that is a whole 'nother source of anxiety- but that one will have to wait.
People often ask me what I am doing, and most of the time I don't know what to say.
Go figure.