Excited to die?

Title pretty much says it all. For whatever reason and for the longest time I've been excited to die. I just want to see what it's like. I'm not a religious person at all but I'm very excited to see what happens. I do believe in Astral Projection (that's why I'm on this fourm in the first place.) I just can't wait to find out what happens. Is it weird looking forward to dying? I feel like it'll just be so nice and peaceful without daily dramas like being late or forgetting homework. Anyway, my question is; is it normal to feel this way? Is anyone else out there looking forward to the day they pass? Not in a phsycotic kind of way, but just kind of like to see what happens and what it's like.

PLEASE NOTE: Those of you who are worried, do not be, I'm not going to kill myself. I feel no interest in doing such a thing and still have stuff that I want to do.

this is quite alright to feel, your mind is undergoing speculation and consequentially the idea generates interest and excitement , I'd be excited to die too (to see what happens next) , but then again there's that thought that it's just "end game" , you die and that's that and nothing more to it.Just empty black darkness and cessation of consciousness and nothing more.

so I'm 50/50 on this one because the chance of one thing happening are just as good as the other.

I used to feel that way (excitement at 'what might be next'. That wore off.

From what Ive gathered over the years, I would temper my excitement if I were you. Unless you are of course a REAL sweetheart. I mean a REAL sweet heart not just a put on. And not just sometimes but all the time to most everybody. If you are in the right place spiritually by that I mean virtuous, as opposed to base and selfish-ishy , hey my hats off to you. Really BRAVO, if you consistently put others needs before yours, ect. ect... Sheeeiittt your good to go baby. Thats my experience ahhhh OvEr-ThEre.

Personally I've failed waaaaaay to many "tests" to be excited about the prospect anymore. Lots of Personal work for me to do before Im ready .

Yes, I have probably failed some of the tests as well. I'm interested to hear what you've experienced over the years

My experience on this is that to die you can´t do anything to develop your energy, you have to go down into materia to be able to work with to expand your energy/knowledge....so when I did get this info I has started to understand life on earth more and I am happy to be here, to be able to do some difference on the energy....right or wrong but it sure has helped me to value life more on this side.

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