Day 26: Help please, my dream recalling has disappeared =/
I have a problem which is actually bothering me very much.
I have, as some of you may know, been keeping a dream journal for around five years and I have never had any problems with recalling my dreams.
Now I am on day 26 in the MAP program (this week is focused on the primary centers) and four days ago, when I woke up, I couldn't remember a single thing from my dream, and what's bothering me is that it's been like that since then. I've been trying different things; waking up by myself, without an alarm clock, I've been getting more sleep (6-8 hours) than I usually get, but nothing seems to work. I've also been raising alot of energy before going to sleep.
Anyone have any idea what it is I'm dealing with and what to do to get rid of it?
Re: Day 26: Help please, my dream recalling has disappeared =/
Hi that's amazing i'm also on 26th day of MAP and my dream recalling has completely dissapeared.It happened all of a sudden.Yesterday i could recall very little and today i woke up in the morning and to my suprise absolutely nothing,not even the smallest thing to hold on to.Up till now i'd been quite good at it,actually only the day before yesterday i slowly started getting annoyed because it took me about half an hour to write down my dream<only one sometimes there is more>.So i guess be careful what you wish for even subconsciously.
It seems that it must be somehow connected with stimulating primary energy centers.I've been also raising energy about three times a day.
So loosing dream recalling ability temporarily<i hope> is bad? or is it rather a natural part of developing processs?
Does anyone have any idea?
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Originally Posted by CFTraveler
Everyone who works on consciousness or awareness experiences this at some point- it's exhaustion. I suggest you take a break from any awareness enhancing activities for a few days, (maybe a week) to recuperate, and continue where you left off. Sometimes you need time off for all these 'new connections' to get cemented, so to speak. Like I said before, it happens to everyone, but perceiving a problem breeds worry, and worry breeds fear, and that gets in the way, and you may be blocking yourself. It's ok to take a mini-vacation even from this type of thing. When you start up again you may find that you have progressed when you weren't trying. Consciousness is funny that way.
I just found this .This means that i'm actually doing fine,just a bit exhausted.thanks
Is taking a break the best way?Would going forward with MAP and for example getting more involved with physical matters at the same time be a good solution?
Any ideas thanks
Re: Day 26: Help please, my dream recalling has disappeared =/
It depends on what the problem is. If it is exhaustion, then I recommend a one week bread from all practices, and go back to where you left off. If the problem is different, then your idea may work, it just depends.
Re: Day 26: Help please, my dream recalling has disappeared =/
Thanks.I think it's coming back ,i was able to recall a very short dream in the morning,plus a weird thing i saw two people run through my room <in the middle of the night>and it startled me and i woke up.Waking up it's not the best term to describe it,because as i saw them i was half-asleep half-conscious,i'm not sure.<my vision was blurry again half-seeing half-feeling,sensing>
Also it was the second time it had happened to me.The first time was three days ago< 24th day of MAP solar plexus center>
From my notes:
before going to bed i listened to Gateway Experience <wave 1 cd 2>then i said my nightly affirmations and raised energy for about 10 minutes.At night i quickly woke up and my base center was sort of being worked on,navel center as well.I was half-asleep half-conscious.At first i didn't quite realise what it was,but now it hit me.Iwas definitively half-conscious yet i saw my base and navel center<one at a time>out of my body.There were both glowing rectangular circle sort of things.It didn't go so well with solar plexus center.Side note i did ask to contact my higher selves so they can help me.
I should add that first experience was pleasant,the second one not so much
Do you have any idea what it might have been?thanks