IA´s dream diary....

Last night Dream was Little bit strange….2 men did rang on my doorbell...they said...is it here the comotion is...NO I said...but I want to say that my son is like a mirror...the backed out..and I followed down the staires wispering...if you are bad against him you get that back at you...if you are kind...now I noticed one more man standing in front of the entrance he was standing Indoors in the stairway...I stopped talking and Went back to my appartament...I noticed now a box infront of my opened door...I let it be and Went Indoors...One Young man was in my appartament...I did know him...I asked if the box is his...we Went together to check it out...yes it was his...it was several juice packet..I did take them out and placed them in the frizge….suddenly an unknown women did enter my appartament...handling over some lingonberries to me to Place in the frizge….I started to becom irritated...who are you….she did not respond..but said that they are here to take me on vacation...what?..who...she did force me out and I said I do not have any clothings with me...take the robe and it is enough she said??

In this episode I had 2 strange animals ...one had a long trunk like elephant but it was something else...I did take the trunk and said to the animal...Bitte...and it followed me...the other animal I had in a Leach...

In last night dream I had manufactured one skin cream...I was offering folks to test it....one person did put her whole hand into the can and grabbed whole hand of cream...I did not dare to say anything...just that I have to open a new can to offer to others...the idea was to only take little bit on the finger, not to put a whole hand into the can and smoosch around.....??

This Dream was 2 nights ago, I have bean pondering on the Dream ...so here goes...

I was on a railwaystation...I did not know where I was and how I would get to my destination...I noticed a man who seamed willing to help me...he approached me offering me a beast mint...oh thank you...I have a sore throat...I asked where do I have to change train on what stop...he said Gustavsberg....he did let me know that he is going at same direction as me....we entered the train, and I hear the station Gustavsberg announsed….I see he looks at me and I become hestitant about his intentions....so I linger a while...and started to feel panic...and asked several on the train...is this stop Gustavsberg....and they say yes...so I get out of the train...but I see it is not Gustavsbergs stop....so I ask the people where is it...they Point at a distant Place ...there is Gustavsberg....I start my journey and it is hard...I climb up and down hills and Mountains...and it is a struggle….but I reach my destination...exhausted.

Last night Dream was that I have moved back up North..and noticing that me second ex husband is living at the same Place I just moved to...I at once start to plan to move somewhere els...I meet a neighboro and he do recognize me from the time I was living at North in 1990...he also told me that my ex is living there too...like he wanted to give head ups to me....I looke when he is going into his house I noticed he had a strange belt...with hand granads…??
I never did notice that back at 1990 so that was a big change in him.

In last night dream where ever I went into houses all rooms was undergoing remodelling....I was serching for the bathroom but find only showers and no toiletts??...

In last night dream I come into a room where a couple was sitting on a couch...I was happy to see them and I sat down besides them and said happily...you are over weighted as me....the women and me Went out for a walk...I started to tell her how good result I have gain from EMRT treatment….she instantly started to cry and run away….I was perplexed...why...what happened??

In this episod I was on my way to a school...but noticed I have forgotten my books...so I thought to ask if I can be on the lectures without books...but I never found the lecture room?

In last night dream I was walking and talking with my first boyfriend...we where talking what we should have done to have succeeded ...we thought maybe a child would have kept us together....we entered into a imagined our home...and I could see now what also was a hinderance ...was his mother...she have put table cloths what was hers on our tables....and I did in the dream put mine over hers.....it was an close. Thank you.

In last night dream I was in water in a big lake or likely...I was behind a huge rock before I come out of the rock I saw the the huge snake...it was huge...I was afraid the snake will spotted me..but it did have it´s focus somewhere els...and I dared to swim into the shore...but before I was out of the water another huge snake appeared....now I had to be more still until the snake passed me.....

In this seequence I was with my father shopping clothings...he was testing jeans...and he said ..K will look good in this...I said...but do you really Think he fits in them...and he smiled...and I asked...have he lost weight...and he nodded…

In last night Dream I found my summer shoes in snow...I bruched off the snow and pondered how they have ended up here??..Then I saw my Winter jackets and was surprised I had so many...did I save all my clothings??..I was surprised I had so many cool things...wow.

In this episode I was sitting on staires and glided down on my butt to the cellar...I did not have good vision...and my heart did rusch...I felt Deep fear...why was the staires so steep??..I met people going up and I suddenly was totally alone...I was listening to something...I freeze.??

In last night Dream my cousin gave me a shotgun...she said...we are going to hunt bear…..I had one shot cartridge in the shotgun….I took it out when I was carrying the gun...we entered up in the forest and she said we are climbing up to a look out Tower...but Before we climbed up I saw the bear behind my cousin...I started to climb up and the bear touched my leg..but not in anger but gentle??

In last night dream I was visiting doctor and she told me that I have STD...I was surprised because I have not had any relationship in very long time...I told the doctor that it is 8 years since I had any relationship....but when I leaved the doctor my ex husband was waiting and I told him...how could I forgot that I still am married?? I told doctor that I have not had any relationship in 8 years....how come you are here, how could I forgot...so that means you have given me STD.

Strange dream.