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-after D telling me he doesn't feel the connection he wish he did with me, and us ending again, him telling me less then 24 hours later he has feelings for me, then a few hours later, randomly getting jealous(which he's never showed before) and accusing me of having sex and saying he got mad and asking me a bunch of questions then saying it's good i keep a distance from guys
-hibiscus tea
-getting in a great workout yesterday at the gym then also 7 miles in the fitbit
-water
-doing something kind of crazy to get back at D after i thought i heard something which seemed very hypocritical and throwing my g-string on his balcony.
-my fashion sense
-ibuprofen
-feminine hygiene products
-showering
-doing laundry
-coffee
-tony's chocolonely sea salt caramel chocolate bar
-sleep
-mobile photo editing apps
-getting rilakkuma socks in the mail
-cleaning
-going for a drive with M's husband today
-my lip peel i use
-my gucci purse
-gin-gins
-benzodiazepines
-being strong
-sleeping with my givenchy bear
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-reading inspiring things from a magazine i got in the mail recently
-finding shoes i like finally
-my body getting tinier
-chocolate
-walking for 7 miles today
-having nice lips
-having a beautiful face
-fashion
-my sense of style
-my fitbit
-water
-face rolling
-doing laundry
-turning my phone off sometimes
-xanax
-paying off the rest of the month's rent
-having hibiscus tea tonight
-my pink neon heart light
-starting to mentally detach more from D
-admitting when im wrong
-music
-comedy
-beautiful things
-helpful people
-compliments
-yoga
-comfort
-sleep
-nice weather
-paying another bill off
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-baby wipes
-M being there for me lately
-style
-going with M to her class tonight
-finishing cleaning the bathroom sink area and getting rid of and organizing products
-face rolling
-hyaluronic acid
-having a nice dinner of spaghetti with bread and ghee
-trying to drink more water
-my gucci bag i bought this year
-having a job finally coming up this week
-having nice lips
-getting my meds today
-painting my toenails a nice vintage yellow color
-physical exercise
-coffee
-M taking me to store today
-having a shot of rum before dinner
-beautiful things
-music
-comedy
-entertainment
-compliments
-making a self hypnosis audio for myself
-beauty
-inspiration
-hot guys
-cuteness
-animal activists
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-losing weight
-having a beautiful face
-sleep
-xanax
-coffee
-going to the office today
-my hair color
-makeup
-getting a fast food vegan meal for lunch
-seeing my ferals today and H cat looking good
-finding out M's husband has been taking care of another cat
-putting on a cbd skincare face mask for 15 minutes
-forgiveness
-coloring in my positive affirmations coloring book
-kindness
-being stylish
-my burberry hoodie
-wearing heels today
-music
-baby wipes
-setting positive intentions
-prayer
-ibuprofen
-feeling stronger
-good news
-motivation
-determination
-candy
-water
-sunshine
-plants
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-D and i being back to normal, or at least the way we were a little over two weeks ago
-seeing how i detached from negative feelings and thoughts and certain perceptions before all of a sudden an event brought us together and him initiating talking with me and us making up
-face rolling
-my hair
-getting back more into my self-empowerment
-music
-spending more time at the gym lately
-the new lingerie i got the other day
-doing my multi-acid peel on my neck, chest and hands
-my new acupressure mat
-xanax
-water
-hibiscus tea
-fashion
-my sense of style
-working the other day and running into an old friend and having fun chatting with her and she gave me a ride home
-the slight chill in the air
-slippers
-having a beautiful face
-being high status
-the vegan fast food meal i ordered for dinner
-rum
-having nice lips
-cleaning
-my neon heart lamp
-self-care
-cozy clothes
-little luxuries
-the text D sent me the night we made up saying he felt happy when he looked up and saw me
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-my acupressure mat
-water
-seeing the money on the card for the injectables i need to get
-my beauty
-my stomach getting more sculpted
-going to the gym tonight
-feeling more self-empowerment
-hot guys
-makeup
-coffee
-getting my burger king vegan meal for dinner and a salad
-being a kind person
-fashion
-getting garbage bags today
-listening to third eye chakra music tonight
-sleep
-ferrum phossum tissue salts
-cuteness
-love
-laughing
-my unemployment not getting deducted
-my little heater i put on tonight
-my fabric refresh spray
-my new hermes lipstick
-being smart
-being talented
-my body getting smaller
-blankets
-my phone
-animal activists, advocates and those who do work to help animals
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-chocolate
-salad
-vegan food
-good deals
-ferrum phossum tissue salts
-going to target with m and m today
-doing a skincare face mask
-my bed of nails
-feeling my feelings and letting myself process
-healthy digestion
-water
-D being chivalrous last night. Now, a few hours ago i've ended things though which im sad about
-fashion and style
-showering
-coffee
-clean clothes
-being smart
-art
-my little heater
-pillows
-blankets
-my givenchy teddy bear
-fabric refresh spray
-self compassion
-getting fillers and botox the other day
-cats
-having beautiful eyes
-baby wipes
-self reassurances
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-water
-coffee
-delivery services
-going to the gym today
-self compassion
-doing a lavender epsom salt foot bath
-my acupressure mat
-my hair cooling nice
-my chest looking nice
-my arms getting more toned
-xanax
-rum
-fashion and style
-finally finding a bath mat i like
-baby wipes
-sleep
-great deals
-those who help and fight for animals
-not drinking soda yesterday
-makeup
-my lower body getting more toned
-seeing cute and interesting things
-having nice lips
-being strong
-ferrum phossum tissue salts
-showering
-having great curves
-music
-cuteness
-being unique
-seeing my swarovski crystal order shipped
-being a kind person
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-breaking my block with D after a fight with M's husband where he was awful to me and i wanted to feel better and like i had a friend
-hibiscus tea
-going to the gym today
-how great my hair looks
-D bringing up my mail yesterday for me
-makeup
-my acupressure mat
-trying new things
-coffee
-my new gold colored face mask coming in the mail
-my crystal cup arriving soon
-water
-xanax
-sleep
-ibuprofen
-being smart
-my beauty
-my arms getting more toned
-applying for an event today
-tampons
-fabric refresh spray
-being a nice person
-hope
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-sleep
-romance
-my pink neon heart lamp
-hope
-getting my beautiful crystal chanel inspired cup in the mail today
-my acupressure mat
-coffee
-eating some carrots today
-cleaning
-doing some spiritual work with crown chakra music and setting some intentions
-being pretty
-my hair
-having beautiful eyes
-my side of my hips and thighs looking more toned and smooth
-makeup
-showering
-resolving things with M's husband
-my balcony
-night skies
-taking the garbage out
-submitting for some work
-taking some of the election judge training
-updating my resume
-purple toning shampoos and conditioners
-prayer
-calmness
-blankets
-water
-those who fight for animals
-self compassion
-mobile editing apps
-pretty things
-being smart
-pleasant memories