02/Jul/2012: The Diabetic Public Health Offical
02/Jul/2012
The Diabetic Public Health Offical
I am lucid and standing in a familiar street about 50 metres away from a house where I shared a flat with friends during my university times in the 90ies. I take off for a flight to this house, I try to keep my vision focussed on it. However, the house changes more and more the nearer I come. This disburbs me first as I really wanted to practice focussing and stabilizing visuals, but then I accept the change.
When I finally land before the entrance area it has turned into a little office with glass doors. I go inside and there's a man. I remark that he wears similar glasses than me. He looks at me with a very 'perusing' gaze, looking me straight in the eyes.
I seem to sense this is a simulation or a test and declare myself ready for it asking him what I am to do or how can I help here. He then tells me that I should (literally) 'measure his sugar (levels)' while he shows me a stop watch that has the seconds running up. I know that he wants me to find out his blood glucose levels. I reply, knowing that for this I would need to take a quick blood or urine sample from him, that I cannot do this just with a running stop watch. (I knew in the dream that this would be useful for pulse measurement only. Tachycardia can of course be a symptom of acute hyperglycaemia, but it is never a sole diagnostic factor as a high pulse can of course have a multitude of possible causes.). The simulation ends with this.
Surrounding Dreams:
The Mailwoman, The Parcel And The WHO
I am at home and the doorbell rings. There is a beautiful postwoman outside and she hands over a parcel to me. It is pyramid shaped, but with 3 sides only and rounder edges. I do not remember if this had to do with the parcel's content, but the woman also then shows me a kind of thin red string (presumable cotton thread). And she attaches it to her arm and then herself with it to one of the bathroom window grates, laughing. I do not remember what was talked about. joke with her that she should take care if she does not get away from here anymore.
Generally, I seem to want to flirt with her and go on with the friendly chat (no content remembered though). Then there is a guy next to here who turns out to be her boyfriend, because then they kiss each other. First I'm a little disappointed but go on with making conversations with both of them.
Later they are even in my flat and we talk about job life. I tell them that I do not want to wear business suits anymore and prefer casual wear on my work. They say that's okay. I see then myself in a huge green woolen pullover I used to wear years ago (still have it). I ask the guy what he does as a profession and he somehow mentions the WHO (World Health Organisation).
The Laptop
I am at home as a schoolboy and do not want to go to class today pretending to be sick. I argue with my mother but then decide to go. I seem to have taken my car and am then at a roadhouse sitting at the bar. On the bar there's my laptop and I try to take it with me because I want to leave for school now. I then notice it is still plugged in and get a little bugged by it. I then get around the bar to unplug it and leave.
Reading Messages In Class
I am in class and I see I have done a lot of homework as I take out so many papers. I am also more confident in class than before. I used to be more shy as a school boy in class. The teacher (a real one I had in school) asks me sth and I reply. Then I get a piece of paper from him. There is sth written by him and also sth added to it by one of the female school mates. I look at it and am able to read the sentences to me completely! The teacher wrote (rough translated from the German handwriting): „Thanks. My job is okay. Sometimes it gets a bit annoying, but in general it's fine." The girl's handwritten sentence goes sth like this: „You have changed and things have changed for you, didn't they?“.
Comments / Afterthoughts
The Lucidventure:
A simulation without doubt. The interesting thing is that this could even be a preparatory exercise for a test in my physical life. If you want to become a licensed naturopath / alternative medical practicioner in my country you need to pass the official test (first written and then oral) with the authorities. The practical test is done only when you have passed the written (multiple choice) exam. You are then tested by a real doctor (Public Health Officer) who asks you questions and lets you perform practical examination measures for diagnosis. I've been told many of them also like to 'play the patient' then pretending some symptoms for you in a 'simulated' anamnesis test situation. So this was highly relevant. The PHO was a sham diabetic only. Should not make me wonder if 'my' PHO then testing me at some point in the future will look similar to this guy (also remember the scrutinizing gaze!). But maybe it was also done to check my reasoning and analytical skills in the astral. On whatever level I don't know if I passed the test.
The dreams:
Mailwoman: Again I have been given another 'packet'. This time I suppose it could have to do with my healing path (WHO) or even more specific with Reconnective Healing, as shown by the girl's reconnecting herself to that grid. In RH, there are said to be 3 interrelated levels of reconnecting: 1. body acupuncture meridian lines; 2. Earth's leylines / crystal grid; 3. universal 'axiatonal' lines. I wonder if that's what the 3-sided pyramid was about too?
Other possibilities, as Dream Moods says this: "To see a pyramid in your dream symbolizes longevity and stability. You have built a solid foundation for success. Alternatively, the dream suggests that major changes will occur over a short period of time." That's at first glance almost contradictory. Still, both could apply (hopfeully). First the change(s) in order to build sth successful with longevity and stability?
Laptop: If there is one progress in metaphysical discplines for me than that I've become a very good dream programmer. So I already knew that the laptop itself would come up soon in my dreams (see posts above for Sinera data retrieval). That was fast! After the dream computer 'from above' in the first night, this is a huge successs already in the second night.
I might have made a grave mistake though by pulling the plug instead of turning the notebook on. Maybe I would have seen the screen with the document as I had prepared it .. filled in ???? Anyway ... next time!
School reading: Being able to read an entire sentence (2 actually) is for me a huge success. And maybe I am being trained in this skill also because I've been requesting it for a long time and also specifically now for my past life data 'reading' attempts. Moreover, again another reference to a change for me, in me, with me. Very interesting.
04/Jul/2012: Mirror Healing In The Lightportal (2)
04/Jul/2012
Mirror Healing In The Lightportal (2)
One good development: Many lucidventures lately. Maybe the astrophyllite is to blame. Anyway, tonight it was nothing for my Sinera-Project. (Possibly because I forgot to leave the laptop on?)
I exited into the lightportal and felt some force at my left shoulder tugging me back. Interestingly this is almost the point I did some pre-sleep healing affirmations for, as it chronically hurts again, and I also cannot be lying properly on my left side because of it (well, it's not quite the shoulder, it's a spot nearer to the clavicula and/or front of the neck, a little in Body-Nowhereland actually).
This might have reminded me of the healing goal. I got to the mirror immediately, looked into it and found what I almost expected. A younger version of me but in a Quasimodo version again. Bruised, distorted, a little scarred and also hunchbacked as it seemed, at least the shoulders were quite high and the neck buried in them.
I immediately started healing by affirmations for several known chronic-hurt body parts that torture me (in physical life) and also by 'willing' the mirror image to change. It worked again. I saw a young and healthy looking 20-year old version of me, as I was smiling. It worked the same way it did last time but the experience lasted longer and was not as spontaneous as then.
Comments / Afterthoughts
I don't know if it has an effect at all on my physical state now. Cannot (yet) attest to that. But maybe it is (also) an emotional / psychological healing or has to do with my other energy bodies?
Also, it is good to note that finally the (healing-)mirror is at the place in the Lightportal where I always wanted it to stand. I am manifesting some (additional) things in this portal, my childhood room, by visualisation / meditation, things that did not exist in it's RTZ-past version. This is progress, too. I might now be able to furnish, (re-)arrange and customise it to my liking and/or to some degree of purposefulness.
Maybe that laptop being placed on my lightportal's old office desk should be next? :)