CF's dream diary

I have gone to one of the houses in the neigborhood I grew up in. It's the house of one of the only two neighbors left- everyone else sold the houses and moved away (in real life).
I go into T's house, and when I come in there is a multitude of people that are in the living room- these are the survivors-(of what?) some of the people there are dead, but most are alive.
I come in and sit, and everyone is sharing. It's some sort of a support group. I sit and listen but don't participate (or at least I don't remember participating.)
I don't know what happened afterwards, I think it turned into some other dream.

The night before last night I had a dream in which something happened, but it was accompanied by something I didn't want to hear (personal issues, won't explain). Then yesterday I found out that the first thing happened Saturday (the dream was Sunday night), and now I'm afraid that it's going to lead to the second thing, which is not horrible, just not pleasant.

Last night, like a series of competitions/tasks- I went through what you could call a place that was carnivalesque in appearance, which had many booths, and each one had a task to complete. I cannot remember what all the tasks were, but at some point I finished all the tasks. In one of them someone encouraged me to cheat, but I didn't, because I understood that I wouldn't learn anything by cheating. I believe some of the activities involved weapons, but I am not sure what kind. At the end, there was a graduation ceremony, and there was a lot of mud in the area we were supposed to be in, an outdoorsy area. As we all got 'diplomas/keys', when I got mine some of my teeth started to fall off. No pain, and not all of them, but they were falling off. For some reason this didn't give me angst, like other times, because I knew I was either going to get new ones or replace the ones that fell out somehow.

Hello, CF.

This has all the contents usually associated with an initiation experience - tests, graduation, even a slightly weird version of "replacing old with new."

The carnival is a hint that the booths are simulations - unreal, tests of skill, almost a game. This is followed by a graduation experience, and the mud might be a visual pun that your clarity/lucidity was a bit muddy during this whole experience.

The key represents unlocking of new abilities or unlocking of a new body. This could for example mark the stepping over from the astral to the mental body, as in establishing your consciousness firmly there. Notice any and all changes in the coming nights to see if this is the case.

They way you react to the loss of your teeth is awesome. It's a signal of faith in the process. You lose something but you are firm in your knowledge that you will also gain something, that the new will replace the old.

Cheers,
Oliver

In this dream I was in the house where my mother in law used to live. I was having a very long and convoluted chat with my father in law, who is deceased. It was long and complicated, and happened sometime in the middle of the night, before I projected.
I think it happened in between hearing people walking around the house and projecting.
I also "saw" something in the moonlight before going to sleep, that I can't describe. Don't know if this influenced me or not, but last night before going to my bedroom, I walked around the house in the dark (as I always do, I always think I haunt my house, lol) and the moon is almost full now- at least the gleam last night was very bright. I looked outside and could see a silvery figure in between two trees when I wasn't focused on it, but when I looked at it there was nothing. I stood there and 'played look-see' with it for a while, not knowing if it was a trick of the eyes with the way the moonlight was angled, or if it was my normal 'romantic' way of looking at things. Then I went to bed, and slept fitfully most of the night, getting up frequently to pee or drink water.

Hello, CF.

I'm sure you saw someone. Because it reminds me so much of what I saw - though many years ago. 2006.

Cheers,
Oliver

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Originally Posted by Korpo

Hello, CF.

I'm sure you saw someone. Because it reminds me so much of what I saw - though many years ago. 2006.

Cheers,
Oliver

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You're going to have to tell me about this one of these days.

I was dreaming about being somewhere in the country with my dad. I was telling him that I wanted to go back and work the land, become a farmer. He was telling me that I should decorate the house beautifully with the farm profits. Then I woke up to a phone call (that was a wrong number). I tried to go back to the dream and ended up in my mother's house (the one she lived in while older). I was in one of the rooms that were converted to a garage and someone was telling me that they wanted to give me something. The smell of the place was so strong that it shocked me and woke me up a little. Then I went back in and was in another of the rooms, and was being hugged by someone. The love I felt from the hug was overpowering, and the smell of the place was very strong also. Shockingly so. I woke up after this one (just minutes ago).
The smell is something extraordinary. It's a house on the beach that has been mostly closed up for months. And I could smell it.

Hello, CF.

Unless you truly have wishes to become a farmer, this could mean that you are "planting the seeds" for future growth. There's work to be done, but your dad tells you that you will benefit, and that the payoff of such work will be a self you will be more at home with.

The thing with the smell is amazing. Kudos! 8)

Cheers,
Oliver

There is some 'real life backstory' in regards to the farm, but the way it's put together and the time it's presented I think it has to do with something more symbolic. I'll pm you with the details and you tell me what you think.