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Re: IA´s dream diary....
In last night´s dream I was waiting someone to arrive....I run out to a field with hight grass...suddenly a thought came to me....there might be snakes in the grass....I had not quite eneded the thought when a huge snake did pass by me....I freeze....but I was able to focus and keep my cool....and only observe it...this was a test dream....I think I passed it...or ...I am nearing this kind of test to pass it...
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Who is the one that do not let me sleep?? I usually do wake up early in the morning, but when I go back and try to sleep one hour more I am not allowed??
Or is this connected to the big beating of me?? He did not let me sleep, he kept me awake to be able to controll me, and to brainwash me.
It might be wishful thinking that someone is afraid I might not wake up if I go back to sleep??If it is who can it be??
Who is so afraid that I do not wake up??or is it veiled to make me think someone is caring when it is the opposit, or is it the memory to be worked out??
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Last night dreams was few I remember, I had made an appointment with an insurance agent to come to my home...the door-bell rand and I opened the door, outside was standing a huge man...when he entered the apartament his head touched the seeling, I said my name and he breafly touched my hand, but he did walk towards my mother and said to her to follow him...and she did....there where other people too, I was looking out of the window and was asking repetedly, where did they go, when will they come back....and the time passed and I become impatient and Went out to seerech for them, but no-where was they found....
I noticed that I was on a farm, and I see people who do the milking and I look at the clock, it was 5 pm and I was thinking, do they milk at this time?...
I was sitting with some women they where strangers to me, but I did sit with them, I was making some kind of hat, it looked little bit strange, and the females did look but did not dare to comment, so I said, I am going to a party and the theam is ...self-made costyme...so I will have this on my head, and I laughed...they did stand up and Went away...so I said...have fun...one of them looked strangely at me...did not get what I had done wrong??
It did have some fur on it like shamans from some tribes have....
There was some kind of paper bag...some asked me what it is...I said it is death??...I did have some explanation what I have forgotten now....
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I am so frustrated and compelled, last night I had again a dream what is coherent to the dream night before...I do not remember what did happen but I did like "awaken" or to become more focused...it was the same paper-bag what represented death....I hear myself say...I can´t give birth to death...someone answered... no not you but Gretchen??
I do not know any Gretchen...and what does the symbolism stand for?? anyone thoughts, please.....
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In last night dream I was told to love precocioucly?? All was so clear in the dream, I did even explain to someone but now it is gone, I do not understand the meaning of this line??
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Last night dream was again in symbols....I was looking at a sceenary and nothing unusual was showing....but suddenly....it come out as...yellow and green threads...so clear...a consequence....it awoke fear in me....then suddenly someone threw white cotton-balls at me...I did not be frightened...and I remember this test was done to me for years ago...and that time it awoke fear in me...so some changes has happened inside of me...this makes me happy.
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Last night dream was a reminder....I had moved back to north and was living in the same house I lived in before, I was asked to be a some kind of book keeper, he who asked me did come by to ask me in person, I was outside working with garden, he drow a big car like a suv....I tried to ask more what was asked me to handle and I tried to figure out how to do this task, so I asked, how do I get the information and from whom, he said, we will use an out caller, okay I said, so the report will have one day´s delay....suddenly I noticed someone inside the house, I said to him to wait a minut I have to check this out...I did hear voices from the upper floor...here the dreem did make a pause...and I was back to the man outside the house...and this seequenze was like not happened it felt very strange because I was so aware of it but the skip was done like deleted from my memory but I was aware of it but the man does not know that I did keep it even he did believe it was deleted...hard to explain....I tried to ask the man how will it be reported to me...if the hunter has shot several species even those
not allowed...he grinned at me...they will be reported to you as mooses.....I said ...no thank you...I can´t become your book-keeper.....
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Last night dream is that kind of dream what I have difficulty to dress in words...it is symbolic both in colores and patterns...it did also get other meaning when it was zoomed upon and out zoomed...when out zoomed it did get overall bigger or deeper meaning....It did affect deeper in me and my inner feelings...when I say inner feelings it is other than the usual feelings.
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Last nights dreams was as the night before, but one difference...I had bean doing friendship bracelets..so when the colored threads showed up I said...oh I know ..it is because of the bracelets I made...but then it was shown again to me...and I noticed that it was not that colored at all, so it was trying to show me that it is not that....but I did not figure out eighder what it was.....My inner seeing is changing...it is more up-lighted if I can use that way to put it.....before I did see like in twilight....
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Last night dream was so stressful...someone did take my car keys out of my pocket and leaving a hole heap of strange other keys?? in my pocket...I looked at the keys and I said, I am sure they will come back with my keys because they do need theirs keys eventually.....