She may be a feminine aspect Eyeonblack and your meetings may be a form of integration. I'm glad she returned.

Perhaps this says something as to how that 'hot romance' goes cool within a few months.
I heard a interesting take on this recently. The argument went that as soon as expectation comes with commitment - and fun, spontaneity and innocence are lost - then physical union just becomes another job, part of the routine. Instead, we should never expect that it is someone's "job" to take care of our needs but come together only when both people are genuinely drawn to do so.