In last night dream I was given an dandelion...when it had turned to over bloomed..when you blow at it the seeds spred to the wind like smal parashoots...but when it was given to me it opened up memories in me when I was looking at the small parashoots floating upwards...I remembered after a very big effort I was sure I will be rewarded...but the only thing happened that I did know that the only reward is to get to another level and the work continues....the only reward is to know you are alive and life continues....as long as you learn to love life...it continues...and it is worth the effort.