IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was in an appartament I do not know if I was moving in or out ...but I could see from the window buss number 18 pass by...it was new to me...as I do not today live ner a buss stop....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was working in a home for elderly people...I did observe my co-workers giving wine to a old women...and also giving her morfin tabs also...I was worried...I Went downstairs for a coffee break...my co-workers come to take a brake too...one said to me to go upstairs and give more wine to the women...I said..No I will not give any wine but I can go up and see how she is...I was Walking upstairs when the doctor came and she asked me what is her name...I said it is Karin....she was awake and sitting in her bed...it was dark and I said...oh I will put the lights on...she wanted to hold my hand and I noticed how Cold my hand was...I was apologizing for that...she wanted me to take out her denture proshesis.....here the Dream ended and I did awake...

[IA56]

Last night was terrible...I was around several men who did be on drugs...they worked with wild horses...tamed them...I was hiding me for the men ...I was sure if they did see me they would be violent ...but to my surprise they did not see me...they where like manic...and in theire own World so to speak...it took me long time to calm down when I did understand they did not pay any attention to me....their energies did awoke fear in me because they where on drugs....

[IA56]

Last Days night has bean hard on me....I have Wake up with nausea and trememdeous head acke...today my 3th Eye is throbbing...I have had vision flashes..not sure if it has bean Dreams or real visions...it has bean like this...I see a female floating at me and when she do notice me she freakens out....I see a shoulder and a hand touching the shoulder...it seams that the hand to have some kind of decease...it has like bubonic plague...

I feel really sick....

[IA56]

Whole last night had bean about....cause and effect...if there had bean real support in right way...things had happened differently...so ...the Dream was about to show me episodes and they said...because this happened the outcome was this because of the cirkumstances was like this....and so on....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I did understand how I was interrogated ...this person tried to get information about a third part....I am so proud that I did see this....so I did not say anything...and this person did try to make trouble for my breathing....but I did cut this Dream short and did awoke myself....

[IA56]

I do not know if I did Wake up in the Dream or if I did really Wake up from the Dream ...I did see a silhuet of a man lookin at me...all was just peaceful...nice to feel the difference when some who does not have any anger against me and looking ...I do now know the difference the intent of or agenda behind when my fear is awoken....

[IA56]

Last night Dream I was visiting a couple who lived in a big house...after a while they started to pack theires thigs and said they are moving...okay I said and Went to get my shoes....and noticed them to be totally destroyed...I was so upset and asked why they have drow over them with their car?? -they just bruched me off and continued to pack theires things....I took off without saying godbye...I was so hurt.....I ended up in a friends appartament and they did also have some kind of comotion...I wanted to leave them because of the negativity but thought it was rud as I just arrived...I noticed they had decorated strangely according to my taste...they had figurines under the table I wouldn´t decorate that way...and I was surprised to find things both decorations and furnitures from Dalarna (it is a landskape in Sweden they have the most known is the Dala-horse)...I had no idea they fansy that kind of things....

[IA56]

I have bean looking/listening to Sadhguru´s videos so now last night he was in my Dream....I entered his room and he was sleeping...he had turned his head several laps around and when I awakened him his head did turn back several laps and I said...guru...I need to ask you a question....You say you keep you as uneducated as possible...still you resit scrips and I Think you must have studied the scripures ....yes??....he´s voice was gentle and I had hard time to hear what he said...but I tried my best....he said...repete after me...he said Words and I tried to repete after him...and I had to tell him that I can´t hear what you say...what does it mean?? he now did stand up and made a movement with his hips against me...to saying...I am just f****** with you....so what use/help was that to me?? did he answere my question or not??...I Believe he did....that he has studied the scriptures (not in this Life, but in some of his life´s as he has this knowledge) but not studied bye societys standard....thank you guru....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I got a gift....a bracelet in gold...