IA´s dream diary....

**IA56** · 31st December 2020, 08:54 AM

In last night dream there was a girl crying....I went over to her to console her...and she called her sensitivity for an illness....so I said it is not an illness to be sensitive it is an feeling condition and it is the finest condition you can have....

Here I got answere to why I have felt ill all my life...it is because of my sensitivity ...it was not allowed in my childhood....I learned to shut down my feelings....and when I had learned this...my mother called me cold and without feelings...so I have now got the last answere what I have seeked....thank you Antarest for asking why I always dream about doctors...it is because I have seeked the answere to why I have felt ill all my life...and here is the answere...I am very happy and content...you helped me by assisting with your energy by interacting or just by writing to me...thanks.

**Antares** · 16th January 2021, 08:34 AM

IMHO it's better to go into intuitive (not analytic) side when interpreting dreams. I mean, the dream books with all terms "explained" are useless. I'd rather try to figure what hair symbolically means to you. Then you are at the threshold of discovering the hidden idea behind your dream's meaning.

**IA56** · 16th January 2021, 10:19 AM

Originally Posted by Antares

IMHO it's better to go into intuitive (not analytic) side when interpreting dreams. I mean, the dream books with all terms "explained" are useless. I'd rather try to figure what hair symbolically means to you. Then you are at the threshold of discovering the hidden idea behind your dream's meaning.

I did not talk about dreams but what I feel/felt in real life about when I cut my hair and the why I did do it...vs...what happened to me and what I discovered afterwards....that the behavior from men towards me and afterwards when I had short hair was totally different...and I noticed how much I had built up myself on the outside appearance and noticing that my inner was not matched to the outer look or confidens what I was holding up because of how I looked like....and what happened when I no longer had my long hair...so if I now go back to my dream I would interpret it to...the hair growth is pointing out my grown inner security ...and that it had grown so much what it has bean before...

So if you now read again what I wrote before your respons...would your answere be the same as now??

Love
ia

**Antares** · 16th January 2021, 11:05 AM

Originally Posted by IA56

I did not talk about dreams but what I feel/felt in real life about when I cut my hair and the why I did do it...vs...what happened to me and what I discovered afterwards....that the behavior from men towards me and afterwards when I had short hair was totally different...and I noticed how much I had built up myself on the outside appearance and noticing that my inner was not matched to the outer look or confidens what I was holding up because of how I looked like....and what happened when I no longer had my long hair...so if I now go back to my dream I would interpret it to...the hair growth is pointing out my grown inner security ...and that it had grown so much what it has bean before...

So if you now read again what I wrote before your respons...would your answere be the same as now??

Love
ia

You mentioned hair in the context of other men. Yeah, it is typical to humans to pay attention to appearance, this also refers to women (who, as I heard from them, pay also attention to other senses more than men, but still these are physical senses). But indeed, this may be more complex symbol in your case than just one aspect, yes.

**IA56** · 4th January 2021, 10:53 AM

In last night dreams I am back to the doctors dreams...In this dream I am in a laborotory of somekind....I have a friend with me and she is very upset about the hars treatment they give me and do not at all listen to me and my friend do see that I am getting wors and wors...so she tells me to tell the doctor that it is too hars the treatment...the doctor listens and asks me to stand up...and (it is difficult for me to tell if the doctor is a male or female so I just say doctor) the doctor assistent gives me my spectacles and the doctor tell me to be very causes of my eyes because they do not have any eye doctor..and I feel that they only take care of the physical wellbeing....the doctor hold me up from my waist with his arm...and he starts to run and offcourse I crumble after few steps and I start to cry loudly....it is so hard for me to continue to be in the dream so I wake up myself.....(this dream are refering to the 6 months blackout what I have in my life from the big beating of me and my son in the 1980-81) ...I am a bit afraid to see how bad it was....but I believe it is unavoidable as I always want to know the truth....

**IA56** · 8th January 2021, 09:44 AM

The last nights has bean so draining...and I can not even tell what the dreams contentet....only that I am totally exhausted...and the only thing I remember or can say clearly was me shouting....I did not concent...over and over again....I did not concent....

**IA56** · 13th January 2021, 08:02 AM

I am back to the feeling I have not slept at all...but I think it is dreams about that I am awake...and when I wake up in the morning my physical eyes hurt and I have difficulty to see....I have to look with one eye closed....and I am very dizzy and have difficulty to stand straight and I have to hold on to walls when I walk to keep me not falling over?? strange....

**IA56** · 14th January 2021, 08:56 AM

In last night dream I was shown myself...like I was 2...the part of me who wanted to show me to myself was how much my hair have grown...I was surprised to see it was so much...the growth of my hair...(I find this very diffucult to put in words, do this make any sense??)

**Antares** · 15th January 2021, 05:03 PM

Originally Posted by IA56

In last night dream I was shown myself...like I was 2...the part of me who wanted to show me to myself was how much my hair have grown...I was surprised to see it was so much...the growth of my hair...(I find this very diffucult to put in words, do this make any sense??)

Hair - does it have any special meaning to you?

IMHO hair for women have more important significance than for men. Women tend to have long hair when young, and then cut them, as I noticed. (Not sure why).

Long hair could therefore be a significance of youth - getting younger, particularly psychologically (mentally). You might be therefore unaware how your psyche transforms, getting younger (i.e. refreshed, getting into your original state).

Note that this is very essential thing, getting younger. It's the core idea in taoism.

**IA56** · 15th January 2021, 06:53 PM

Originally Posted by Antares

Hair - does it have any special meaning to you?

IMHO hair for women have more important significance than for men. Women tend to have long hair when young, and then cut them, as I noticed. (Not sure why).

Long hair could therefore be a significance of youth - getting younger, particularly psychologically (mentally). You might be therefore unaware how your psyche transforms, getting younger (i.e. refreshed, getting into your original state).

Note that this is very essential thing, getting younger. It's the core idea in taoism.

Well, the only thing what comes to mind is...when I was teenager I did cut off my long hair...and I lost totally my confidence....In a way I feel very young in mind

Thank you Antares for your input, I do appreaciate it very much.

Love
ia