IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was back to a magazin I was working when I was young....I have own office...and 2 co-workers come to visit me...and they ask if we will soon have a meeting....my first thought was...in what position do I have here today...I try to understand from the co-workers but they do not say anything so I would understand what kind of office I have....I joke to the female co-worker that we maby would have a meeting about charks...aka...male.....I look at the male co-worker if he understands the joke...he looks little bit sad...so I say...aw....no everyone will work together....

In this episode I am with me childhood friend...she is on the other side...she have a flower garland on her head...and she is asking me what she should work with...I say...you should start again to take photograps...you where so good on that....and you may then put some slogans on the photograps with some deep meaning in....and sell.....she looks at me and asks...you think I was good photographer....yes you where....

I am good to givr advise to others...but can not work out what I am good at...??

In this episode I was totally missunderstood by a female...she did make a move towards me...and I had to tell her...no...I said...I am sorry if I have given you mixed feelings....Itold this to my friend and I was cincerely sorry and aske her if I am so indistinct??

[IA56]

Last night dream was again those dreams you do not know how to wordy .....I was looking at a image of something...it was in dawn light so I had to focus to really understand what I am looking at...when I got the image that it was an alien...then I panict...and wanted to awaken me from the dream....but before I got awaken I saw like bright light power lines.....a thought come up...are they wiring the image by the nerv threads direct to my eyes....or is there power lines outside of my body what I am linked too???

[IA56]

In last night dream me with others where looking for to find what raimin means...we went to a place to look into old telephone direktory but nothing....I asked if we should look into a dictionary instead to find what the word means......

[IA56]

Last night when I went to bed and was waiting to fall to sleep...I was drifting into sleep when....BOOOM....very bright light and a huge jolt like I was hit by someting....I was clear awake at once...and my adrenalin went sky hight....so I had to stay up for few hours before I again went to bed and sleep....then I dreamt about I was on somekind of train....and I was watching at a young couple when they where operating in somekind of "thing" I tried to understand...I somehow knew they where payed off so I wanted to know how much they get payed to do this thing....they did not want to answere me...they like talked around...so I said...is it so hard to tell me how much you get payed......and here I awoke....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was looking at a bear mother and her cub...I loved to look at them...and when I turned around I saw a elephant baby...it looked like it was somekind of elephant gadering place...and I was thinking that this baby have lost the heard...and was still here waiting for the heard to come back....I told someone who was with me that this elephant baby has bean here whole day...then I turned back to the bear mother and her cub....and now I noticed that it was just outside of my aunts house where I was going...and I hurried indoors and the cub was by the door but I was able to close the door just in time.....here I awoke....

[IA56]

In last night dream I was with my first husband (he is on the other side) and he wanted us to take on a project together....we did sighn the papers and when this was done he said...I have no time so you have to do this by yourself....I said...why did you not tell me this before, this project is so big so alone it is impossible ...He is still as he always has bean...huh!

[IA56]

In last night dream I was riding a horse...it was winter and I was afraid that the horse will slipp and tumble over....so I dared not to steer the horse when sitting on it so I jump down and walk infront of the horse...the horse did look at me...like ...are you kidding me

[IA56]

In last night dream I saw a white kitten with lower back injury....I held her in my hands and the kitten did express her grattitude to me....but I had to put her down I had to do something...but the kitten did rush up by my back and did not want to let go...so I had to take her with me....and when she did "know" that she can stay she did calm down and let me put her down so I can do something with my hands ....

In this episode I was with horses...I did open the gate and one horse did run out...and a person did be angry with me...so I had potatoes in my hands and I said to the horse ...come ...and I showed the potatoes and the horse did follow me into the barn....

[IA56]

Last night dream I got my period...I was very surprised..I asked my sister if she can give me a bandage..she did not believe me so I had to show her my knickers....she looked at me in desbelive...but showing her the evidence ....she had to belive....and gave me what I needed....

[IA56]

I have again had that kind of dreams what I can not put in words...as last night too but the difference last night was that I should not take things so seriously as I do...even I can not express the funny content of last night dream I only remember one word what made me laugh like mad....mömöck....in mids of the seriousness there was so much laughter and hilariousness as I think life should content...so I just have to wait again to comprehend more what my dreams is telling me........I woke up this morning and I still feel the laughter in me and I feel so light and happy