IA´s dream diary....

[thedevil]

Last night in my dream I was visiting my mother and the bed in her bedroom where I always sleep when visiting her, was so high and the pillow heap was enormous, I started to remove several pillows when my mother called me ...

Now suddenly I feel that I am in my bed and someone is trying to draw me out with him, I awakes in the dream to my own shouting, and my bf askes what is the matter, I said I had a nightmare, he asked what was it and I told him that someone tried
to take me away, oh my little one he said...and I put my mouth against his and felt at once peace and did fall to sleep again, I noticed though that the mouth of my bf did change but it did not scare me now...( I asked my bf on the morning if he remembers this, he said no, so I must have dreamt this)...In this nightmare part was also small bugg´s crawling on my tummy...and I was freakened out, and bruched it away...when I looked at my tummy it was totally in blood, but next time I looked it was normal?? (Thought come to me...I have stomach cancer??)

I've been having dreams about dreaming. I've also been having a lot of time awareness while sleeping. The other night I dreamt I was laying down falling asleep and it was raining. Then I woke up (actually still dreaming) and was floating on a big sea of water. Then geysers started shooting up that were pencil shaped and looked perfectly smooth with no ripples, waves, or bubbles.

this morning I woke up and went to check my phone to see the time. I was thinking it was 5 am but for some reason my phone wasn't coming on and i started to wonder what might be wrong, like if the battery was dead. Then I woke up for real (at least i'm pretty sure I am awake now ) and it really was 5 am but there was nothing wrong with phone.

another thing that is weird is I came to see your dreams and i was thinking/wondering if you had any dreams similar to mine

[IA56]

Last night was strange...I was to movie and was sitting on the first row I did not notice what movie it was, suddenly I stand up and said...I must go out...I went to fetch a magazin and now I become somehow aware and did not leave the movie theatre but did sat me down on the back row....this did repete one more exatly as the first time (thought come to me..it is training for the afterlife awakening??))...after this realisation I went to the movie hall, I noticed there was a maschine for snacks and besides that was a cupbord with glas free chockolate......I did not dare to take, but I was happy.

Now suddenly I feel that I am in my bed and someone is trying to draw me out with him, I awakes in the dream to my own shouting, and my bf askes what is the matter, I said I had a nightmare, he asked what was it and I told him that someone tried
to take me away, oh my little one he said...and I put my mouth against his and felt at once peace and did fall to sleep again, I noticed though that the mouth of my bf did change but it did not scare me now...( I asked my bf on the morning if he remembers this, he said no, so I must have dreamt this)...In this nightmare part was also small bugg´s crawling on my tummy...and I was freakened out, and bruched it away...when I looked at my tummy it was totally in blood, but next time I looked it was normal?? (Thought come to me...I have stomach cancer??)

This is not a dream...yesterday at one time when I was meditating the ET did appear again,(I call it ET because it has eyes very apart from eachothers....very vide range between eyes and the head is enourmus).. for many many years ago I was scared to death and I asked ET not to show his/her appearance to me because it scares me, I feel it´s love and caring energies and it is okay to be around me, but now it showed again, and now it is okay...I am very greatful for the support it gave me, I have now dared to become totally my self even in anger and I now know I do not kill anyone when showing my "anger" ....I feel safe in my self now...I wonder if this ET is my higher self??

June 19 is the date what I am afraid it will be something happens, so I say it now...then it has gone 87 days.

[IA56]

Last night I did dream that I was to my ex husbands parents house (again??)..There where several people and it was like a campus??...I was like hiding in the bathroom to have time to think what I was doing there, and that I do not want to meet any of my ex husbands relatives....off course people wanted to use the bathroom and was constangly knocking on the door, but I was not ready to open the door, and now suddenly I noticed I have got my period??...but when I was looking closer it was feases...and I was thinking if something has collapsed and I got the poop through my vagina??...Now I did get out of the bathroom and there where a man telling me that one bag was one womens I knew one time...I could care less, but he was watching my reactions upon his talking...I talked back and said like okay without any reaction, so he did leave me alone...I did glimse my cousin T she also was there on this campus and studying something....All the time in this dream was that I did not have any oderliness of my things...I was not happy to be on this place, I know I have not choosed to be there, It felt arranged ...and as in real life I feel unconfortable in this kind of situations where someone has planned things behind my back, as like my mother this week-end ..she had asked me to come to help her with laundary etc...but did not tell that my sister and her husband was coming too, so she forced me to meet my sister what I do not want to do...I hate this when it happens...

[IA56]

Yeah..that is so confusing ...dreaming and awekening in the dream but still be in the dream..this is frustrating..is this too some kind of training for afterlife or for the astral?? or what??

[IA56]

I have always thought that lucid was some kind of transparancy when it look like it is about clearness, or is there still something I miss here??

[Korpo]

Lucid dreaming means being aware of the fact that one is dreaming while one is dreaming. When you suddenly realise that you are dreaming, then you have reached a high degree of lucidity.

[IA56]

Lucid dreaming means being aware of the fact that one is dreaming while one is dreaming. When you suddenly realise that you are dreaming, then you have reached a high degree of lucidity.

Thank you Korpo....NOW I understand totallty!!!

[IA56]

Lucid dreaming means being aware of the fact that one is dreaming while one is dreaming. When you suddenly realise that you are dreaming, then you have reached a high degree of lucidity.

What is then the transparance of clearness feeling in a dream what I thought was lucidity??

[IA56]

What is then the transparance of clearness feeling in a dream what I thought was lucidity??

I Think now it is the one...what I see as abowe the duality....the emtiness the nothingness....gives the transparance clearness feeling....correct me if I am wrong ...

[IA56]

Last night I did get lucid and was able to protect my self, I was invaded by neg like being´s...they did really invade my apartment and my bed, but when I raised my voice...strong and firm....OUT.....they did vanish at once....Off course this give´s me self confidence and the feeling I can take care of my self now...I did wake up from the dream and I was in chock and felt fear of being in a dangeres situation in the dream/astral or this was an old memory how powerless I have felt before, now my whole being felt the positive feeling ...that I can protect my self....so the shift has started deeper in me....thank you for all support just letting me be me.