IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

I read so many of your dreams, but one thing is truly bothering me, I don't want this to sound too blunt or insensitive, but why your dreams are so mundane and kind of boring, not that's a bad thing or anything... are you only interested in those kind of dreams and ignore all others... the more weird ones?

Well..what to say to that....wow....it is my dreams so....I was not going to record this last night dream but now I feel it has something to say to me....it went like this...I was with native people and one man gave me a knife....I asked...why do you give me this...I do not use weapons....and here I awoke...

[Sh@dow]

@IA56 are you sure you are awake...

[IA56]

@IA56 are you sure you are awake...

What are you refering too??

[Sh@dow]

What are you refering too??

I was expecting a more constructive answer, but instead I'm getting this:

I was not going to record this last night dream but now I feel it has something to say to me....it went like this...I was with native people and one man gave me a knife....I asked...why do you give me this...I do not use weapons....and here I awoke...

For me this is like a red flag...

[IA56]

In last night dream I at last got to the centralstation....the dream went like this....I was out to a club with my sister....she come to me and said...we must go now...I said I have to find my jacket...I went into the club and serced and did find it...my sister had already gone...I asked the door man for directions to the centralstation...I asked if I have to go to left or right...he said right...but not more did he say for helping me...so I started to go to the right and to my surprice a man walked becides me and he said he was going to the centralstation....and in a very short time we where there....in we went...and I felt that a narco dog did take a wift of me...I let it happen ...and I took my phone to ring to my sister...but for some reason the fire alarm went off and the water sprinkles went off...and here I awoke...

[IA56]

In last night dream I was sleeping in my bed....my father tickled me on my neck (when I was teen and very hard to get up on the morning my father waked me this way)...I wake up and I say to my father...okay...okay...I will get up....(my father went over 2016)

[IA56]

In last night dream I was buying ear rings online...it was blue dragonfly charm...when I got them one was broaken....I contacted the sales man...and he promised me my money back..but he wanted the ear rings back.....he was very arrogant....It felt that when he did understand it was me who have bought them...he did not want me to have them and he did damage one of them so he could have them back??...strange feeling....?

[IA56]

Last nights dreams has bean about death ....when I am falling to sleep ...I can not breath and has to awake me from falling to sleep....this happened several times last night...so 2 times I had to get up and be awake like an houre...and when get back to sleep it happened again....I first thought that this was really happening for real...but it showed to be only this kind of dreams...and I suspect that this has to do with the 6 months what I can not remember when I was beatened up in the 1981....I do not even remember to bean in hospital....my son have asked me why I was in the hospital hooked into some maschine and tubs all over me....he was 3 yrs old when this happened...my sister will not tell me..or talk about this...just starts to cry...and saying...I do not want to talk about this.....I know that my sister had my son at this time....

[IA56]

In Last night dream my aunt took help from me to talk to her husband (her husband did abuse me as a child, I was 15 when I exposed him..my aunt wanted to divorse him and her lawer did talk to me and my sister and my aunts daughter because he have abused all of us..her husband nearly killed my aunt to take back the divorse and she did..my aunt said I am sorry to me but did not say or help her daughter...the abuse did continue towards her daughter)...so in the dream we are sitting me becides my aunt and her husband on the other side the table...she looks at me and in her eyes she is hesitant...I say to her...you do not have to do this for me...she looks at me and asks...for whom then....for your daughter and for yourself....Both are on the other side....we had her funaral at 16/2-24 she was 94 yrs old.

[IA56]

In last night dream I was scolding a mother of 2 small children...I have bean helping her to take care of the children. I gave her a bake machine but she did sell it...I said...what ever I give you to make your life easier you sell...do you even care about the children....so I asked the children if they wanted to live with me...and they become so happy and said...yes....she did not mind ...so I took the children with me...