IA´s dream diary....

IA56 · 2nd July 2012, 11:20 AM

For a long period of time I have had many dream´s but nothing I could dress in word´s but this night I do remember one seckvense...I was helping to feed hen....I was trying to work indemendently but the staff did make me unsure...I did knew how to feed the hen...but did not know the time for it...I did also know the did break porkelaine plates to mix in the fodder...So I asked...when does the hen come??..They where only smiling but not telling me.....I hate to be this unsure...Now when I think of it...maybe it is to lure me out of my unsurance...and to make me start to dare think independently and to work also independently.
It is hard to grow.

IA56 · 3rd July 2012, 04:31 AM

Last night I did dream about that I saw from distant a big big dog, much bigger than the biggest pitbull...he was rushing towards me...I froze....and I felt fear...the dog dig grabb me by my neck and hold me firmly still...I was bend forward with my head towards the ground but still standing....I had to fokus...what did I remember about dog´s?...that they attack who is afraid....okay...I was thinking fast...I did find my self confidence and the fear left me...what to do next??..I have to come out of this situation....so I only rose me up and felt...I have to go beyond this...and forward...and I did....afterwards it felt easy....but it was not when being in the situation...How to keep this confidence and fearlessness??...by just feeling it??!!

**Pneumismatic** · 3rd July 2012, 10:34 PM

Bless you, IA56. Again, I say, bless you! You're going about things the right way, and helping others in the process, whether you know it or not. Bravo! ...And thank you.

IA56 · 4th July 2012, 12:20 PM

Originally Posted by Pneumismatic

Bless you, IA56. Again, I say, bless you! You're going about things the right way, and helping others in the process, whether you know it or not. Bravo! ...And thank you.

Bless you too Pneumismatic...please tell me more how and what you mean and see in my writings.....please.

IA56 · 6th July 2012, 06:24 AM

Last night I dreamt that me and my bf was in my house....My father was outside and yelling and being angry and frustrated...I asked my bf if he was ready to go out with me to my father....but he was not...so I waited him to be ready....but in the end I had to go out to calm my father...he was so angry...shouting...what is the delay??...why are you not coming...??...I looked at my bf and he was not ready...so I went out...and I shouted back to my father...what is the rush??..why do you not have any patience??..You can´t possibly know what is the issues of other´s....why can´t you understand??!!

**Pneumismatic** · 7th July 2012, 03:23 AM

Your dream from July 3 mirrors a real event that happened to me at around age 5. I have been collecting soul fragments that were stolen from me successfully for a while now, but hadn't made the conceptual leap to realize that animals could also "offend" one and thereby steal a soul fragment until I read your dream. I thanked God because it was like being given my 5 year old self back, after I forgave "Jack," my grandpa's old german shepherd, for threatening to kill me. There's a reason Paul said, "Beware of dogs." I have seen synchronicities and I believe your dream has just as much valid meaning for you somehow, and perhaps others, which displays the Creator's wonderful ability to economize/synchronize/efficientize, and make art.

IA56 · 7th July 2012, 02:54 PM

Originally Posted by Pneumismatic

Your dream from July 3 mirrors a real event that happened to me at around age 5. I have been collecting soul fragments that were stolen from me successfully for a while now, but hadn't made the conceptual leap to realize that animals could also "offend" one and thereby steal a soul fragment until I read your dream. I thanked God because it was like being given my 5 year old self back, after I forgave "Jack," my grandpa's old german shepherd, for threatening to kill me. There's a reason Paul said, "Beware of dogs." I have seen synchronicities and I believe your dream has just as much valid meaning for you somehow, and perhaps others, which displays the Creator's wonderful ability to economize/synchronize/efficientize, and make art.

Thank you for telling...for me dog´s usually represent men...who have submisset me ....but I am rising up from it...and do not accept submission any more...period.

**Pneumismatic** · 8th July 2012, 02:54 AM

We should never submit to humans, male or female. You and I, woman and man, were made in the image and after the likeness of Almighty God and S/He alone deserves our submission. -"So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them." - Genesis 1:27 Since God created both male and female, the male essence and the female essence must by default both reside in Him/Her as One.

IA56 · 8th July 2012, 06:41 AM

Thank you again...I can see this from many side´s and why my life look likes as it does in this life....to be submissioned in this life means to me that I in past lifes has submissioned many...and killed also other´s...in this life I have bean destroyed in very early age so I had to rise from total destruction and to see it deeply, in this life I have hade the opportunity to understand what it is to be human and what we do to each other´s and other spisies too...animals and plant´s and minerals...so I see and understand even I do not have the abbility to tell my understanding in word´s...but I am at peace with me off what I understand this far...to understand is one thing...but to practis your knowing in real life...to materialise it is a whole other thing...and this gap can and also is very big...I have understood in many year´s but cant live it....but I am getting closer day by day....and I am very greatful for my bf now who is in my life...he really help´s me to put thing´s in practis....which I am so happy for and he will always have my pure love and respect....
So to be able to return HOME and to become ONE means I have to be able to be total devoted and submissioned to become the part of the ONE....as I am today I still want to be self/personality/separated.
I am apoligize for my pore English...but I am not able eighder to tell these thing´s in my native language, so...

**Pneumismatic** · 8th July 2012, 06:25 PM

IA, no apology is necessary, the True Light is shining through your messages just fine. Our past life activities and present life destruction at a "very early age" also mirror each other as well. God knows what He's doing. I'm infinitely grateful for and humbled by this message, and I appreciate it very much. I believe everything you've said, and there is great meaning in it for anyone who will hear, who wants to return HOME and become ONE, as I do as well. It is always a blessing to hear the Truth spoken, as 'iron sharpens iron.' Thank you, and bless you. Namaste