IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Abba (daddy) is what Jesus called God. That's a good thing- you've connected with that energy. And remember, if you weren't 'worthy' of it you wouldn't have been able to. God knows what's what.
That's why the bible refers to being able to "see God and Live"- you couldn't if you couldn't.

Thank you CFT...I know now why the feeling did occure, how others would react...and make me feel I am not worthy and that I am a lier...Yes you are right, and all the cleansing what has happen in my Life now, it is not at all strange me meeting Abba, because he is the ulitmate healer, and I know what metaphysics work I have bean doing since my childhood, and I am happy to come this far so to speak, and now I can rest in the bossum of God yes and you all have helped me by not critisising or mocking me but letting me and giving me the Peace to work Deep down to my core, Thank you ALL...I love you ALL

[IA56]

Last night I did Dream that my sisters sister in law was taking off in a warm air baloon, I was eating youghurt from a blue bowl what I did put to the basket on the baloon and said it is for her protection. I saw her take off to Gothenburg, I could follow her all the time, and soon I saw her go into a hurricane and I hear her screem, she did swirl back and forth and off course I was hoping all the best and wishing all go well, and now she did blow at my house back yard and crash landed and no harm to her...phiuh...

[IA56]

Last night I did Dream I was Walking with my friend L it was night and pitch black, I said to my friend that we have to be quiet, Little bit fear I felt but it did leave me soon, but what I noticed was when we where quiet I couldn´t navigate at all, in that quietness it also was timeless, emtiness, and it felt like we did not move at all so I had to awake me to leave the Dream, really odd feeling.

[IA56]

Last night I dremt that I did loose a lot of hair and I met a women from Asia who told me that she had the same problem so she did cut her hair short, that she had as long hair as I have now and I could see how Beautiful her hair was and healthy, I was thinking, so strange that again one more person trying me to cut off my hair short, I do not want, but I said to her, I have bean thinking to cut if I cut my hair short I would cut the same cut as you have done...(In my real Life there has bean a period when several people have told me that I should cut my hair short, my hair is to my hips, and I feel they are jelleous and want me to cut my hair short, my hair does look healthy, it is not dry as she told me in the Dream that her hair was dry so she cut it off)

[IA56]

Last night I did Dream that I was with my sister, my brother and my father and we where to my fathers house. My brother wanted to leave nearly right a way but father did say, no we are staying, then my brother sudgested that my sister could drive one of his car´s, my father replyed, even if she can but the car is not going anywhere. My brother raised him up to leave so I stand up and stayed infront of him and said, do not leave I want you to stay , stay please and I started to cry, he smiled and felt good about my reaction.( I noticed my brother having pimples or pustules on his face, my sister has in real Life this kind of skin condition and are under going somekind of treatment).My father wanted to help me to get better relationship with my siblings, and this was one of his tryings, to keep us long enought under the same roof so to speak ...and he succeeded, thank´s.

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that I was looking at a wall and on that wall was a little bit of cloth and on that cloth was full of small insects like lice or maybe more like flat and light brown and tre centimeter long...my reaction was that I was thinking if I now go sick...my associations to these bugs was negative and making me feel to become sick again

[IA56]

Well, last night Dream has many aspects of my self and of my bf.....I find it very clear symbolism for the first time I can say...It was very chaotic...If I did lift up a cat it shape shifted to a Child...and vise verse....The Child showed to be my bf...and I was so happy and I could say to him....is it not wonderful...we starting to understand so well...and he was happy too...but then his father did interrupt and marked that we have to move on...we can not stay there and only be happy, there is work to do...so as well as it is my self aspects and I am sure it was our higher self who did make us understand to go forward....I have no abillity to tell the feeling and the knowing in the Dream...with this absurd symbols...yet total clear.....haha....I feel so wonderful today.....

[IA56]

Last night I dremt that I was visiting a place and had to go to bath-room..the door was strange or the locker to the door, door did go invards and could be opened but if they did not know that the door go invards so they try to pull it outwards and then the locker will keep the door shut and closed....so I was very compelled over this door so I had to drop it for to go forward...and I sat me down to the toilet and my poo was so messy and I got it on my fingers and hand, so I had to try to find a shower to clean me up, I did not have any towel so I said to one who was with me to give me paper sheets to dry me with...it was very chaotic whole dream, people as old co-workers coming and going and saying things I had hard to understand....
What symbolism is poo??

[IA56]

I am all tears here after my night Dream...it started with me and my bf sleeping in a bed on a hotel...and I woke up and had a naked Child on my right side, I awoke my bf and asked...WHOs Child is this?? He said..no idea...now the Child did Wake up and directly fansied my bf...she like jumped with her hands on his genitals..my bf is very embarresed and like want some help from me...I calm him down by saying..she do not know what it is..so please do not mind...but now the Child started to grow and showed sexual interest and now I start to worry, and I like say asking my bf ..do you Think she has bean abused...and we like observe her to grow and now she is like a prostitute..and saying like L´amore to my bf all the time...I say to my bf..who is she?..My bf now get dressed and planning to drive her at home...I get so angry and say...if you drive her I breake our relationship...he want me to calm down and Sayed...Then you be all alone and cry...I looked at him and said...You will also be alone without me...is it Worth...I tell her to leave..but she is so sure my bf will go with her...my bf now goes to bathroom and me too, I Close the door to put her outside, but the door is not solide so she can peak in...and this makes me fuourious...I say to my bf to say to her to leave...but he tries me to let him drive her at home...but when I shout to her...I Count to 5 and if you have not left then I call police...and my bf said wispering...thank you....and I took my cell phone and tried to call police but did not be able to...and here I awoke my self it was so hard to be further in the Dream....

[IA56]

Last night I did awake my grandfather from the death??...My parents did tell me that grandfather had died and they wanted me to come with them to give our farwell to him. I did come to his house or my mothers childhood home, he was in the bedroom and first the door did close infront of me, and I started to cry because I wanted to see my grandfather, the door did open for me and I was able to come near him, he was lying in the bed he was almost ash pale and I did touch him and he opened his eyes, I did become so happy, and I asked if I could come very near him, yes he said, you can come and lye besied me in the bed, I did be so happy...he did fell to sleep and did awake with a big burst and his hand did wave so harsly that I fell on the floor and I did grab his arm so I dragged him with me on top of me on the floor...we did get help from my parents to get him up and I was thinking all the time...so good my parents are my whitness that he is not dead....and I remember the feeling my parents felt when I touched my grandfather and he did awake ...my parents was anoyed that me being right about there is no death.