IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

This morning I was on several levels (can I say like this?) I did in my dream be walking on ice and slipped backwards and my whole body did jerk I hear this converstion I wrote in another thread us having an thelepahtical conversation..I hear this voice saying...Interested about core things and I answered absolutely and at the same time I was thinking half awake whitch embroidery shall I continue today....my brothers 50 yrs gift or my other brothers sons son´s gift, he is the newly arrived into our family
Interesting indeed.

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that I was sitting in someones kitchen, and she said something I do not remember now, but I answered that it might have to do something with my dreinage tube, and at once I had said that I started to feel strange, my sister did look at the drainage tube and lifted up it so I could see it too....it was a lot of blood in the tube....I started to think what could it be, I have got a new med and I was thinking if it do affect my kidneys...but then it shifted to another dream...

where my sister was flirting with a unknown man for me...but my ex bf was sitting there too, and for a demostrating me that she does not care for my bf and like flirted with the other guy, but in my world is the same...she is married and this kind of behaving I hate, so I did not show any motions and I did not feel anything but tiredness, will this not ever end....so I went into the kitchen and when my sister did not get out the wanted reaction in me, she did come after me, now she looke little bit emarresed in her face and was little bit agitated when she continued to tell theire plans and I was listening politely....

[IA56]

I had a interesting experience last night....I have noticed that something are keeping me from to reach a deep relaxation, and this I was very aware last night, (I was tensed up from inside of me, I could feel this very clear, but I was also thinking if someone outside could like project that I tensioned u?)..I was doing deep breathing and I could time to time feel that I did get deeper relaxation and then suddenly I have very much high vibrations and first I did not remember it is to get out of body wibe´s..I suddenly remembered one of my friends telling me that if you form your fingers to triangel and hold it in front of you, it is a banichment also....so because I did not remember the out of body wibes but thought it was some intruder I started to try to put my hands to form the triangel but gosh how difficult that was...and suddenly I see my left had making a tringel with the tip upwards and my right hand making an triangel with the tip down wards, and both triangels did not have the bas but was making this is it a romb when two trinagels is put togeather with the bases towards eachothers and tip´s pointing up and down??

Now I also remember that during the 2002-2006 when I did feel something was be done to my body, I did ask that why are they drawing cabels from my head up-wards and from my base-chakra down-wards, and me being like an transformator in the middle and a the energies going through me, I was terrified and they did smile to me and they worked very fast so they would finnsish the work before I could stop them and not let them do this, because of my fear and not knowing for what is this done, and makeing me to partisipate without me knowing in what....so strange, can someone answere to me what this was about??

[eyeoneblack]

I can't really offer much, Ia, but you asked me to so I'll say what I can.

Seems to me you are conditioned to expect malevolent intentions, even if a benevolent and kind person/entity has come into your 'space'. I was replying to WhiteMonkey about a laughing wizard which was translated by her as evil. I suggested the laughing Wizard may well be a friend making merry of her shyness. Likewise, if you could do a flip-flop on your expectations you may find a whole new and kinder world out there.

Ok, then that's my two cents....

Love, Richard

A dream segment, afterthought -
Years ago when I was a member of my first 'dream site', I had what was for me a water-shed moment in dream where I was confronted by an assembly of thugs. I knew they were bad news but I had to get through them. When I was just about free of the situation one of them put a knife to my belly. He hid what he was doing from the others and spoke lowly to me about the danger I was in.

I called out to the others of the gang and said, "Hey. This idiot's got a knife at my stomach!" One of the others called out, "(Name) leave the guy alone." My tormentor backed off and I was free to finish my mission to rejoin my 'Princess in the Tower'.

I never again felt fear or threatened by negs/demons - I would cast them aside or out-wit them, but I would win. Often just ignoring them was effective.

[IA56]

I can't really offer much, Ia, but you asked me to so I'll say what I can.

Seems to me you are conditioned to expect malevolent intentions, even if a benevolent and kind person/entity has come into your 'space'. I was replying to WhiteMonkey about a laughing wizard which was translated by her as evil. I suggested the laughing Wizard may well be a friend making merry of her shyness. Likewise, if you could do a flip-flop on your expectations you may find a whole new and kinder world out there.

Ok, then that's my two cents....

Love, Richard

A dream segment, afterthought -
Years ago when I was a member of my first 'dream site', I had what was for me a water-shed moment in dream where I was confronted by an assembly of thugs. I knew they were bad news but I had to get through them. When I was just about free of the situation one of them put a knife to my belly. He hid what he was doing from the others and spoke lowly to me about the danger I was in.

I called out to the others of the gang and said, "Hey. This idiot's got a knife at my stomach!" One of the others called out, "(Name) leave the guy alone." My tormentor backed off and I was free to finish my mission to rejoin my 'Princess in the Tower'.

I never again felt fear or threatened by negs/demons - I would cast them aside or out-wit them, but I would win. Often just ignoring them was effective.

Thank you Richard for your input.
Yes I can understand it can seam as you write, but then there is not easy to try to tell the situation I was in with the very strong energies comfronting me, and the energy was so strong that I had so hard to move my hands/arms to make a check up, to try to understand what I am in front of...and you did not even say anything about the symbol as I tried to picture out, I think that the strong energy and the symbol is what is the carrier of the situation, yet you only want to say about my malevolansy because of your own experience with me, and this is miss guiding you in your interpretation...
Maybe you could give your input about the symbols now?? Please

Love
ia

[IA56]

This is the figure the triangles are supposed to form when they are passed togeather....I had the upper triangel to the left and the neather triangel to the right.....and I did understand that they shall give this picture when they are togeather....and I also felt that when I am able to do this...join them....then there is starting rather interesting things to happen...

So you who do understand about the elementas and directions of energy, please give your input, please.

Love
ia

[NightWalker]

Lol Richard knows ur dreams well!
Yes the clutter one. If that was my dream I would take it that I Was maybe looking into too many things and getting disappointed because I couldn't find the answers all at once and along the way forgetting to enjoy the journey with those I was sharing it with. Just what comes to me anyway Anyway enjoyed reading some of ur dreams

[IA56]

Lol Richard knows ur dreams well!
Yes the clutter one. If that was my dream I would take it that I Was maybe looking into too many things and getting disappointed because I couldn't find the answers all at once and along the way forgetting to enjoy the journey with those I was sharing it with. Just what comes to me anyway Anyway enjoyed reading some of ur dreams

Yeah it seam´s that way he knows my dreams well.

And yes, simplicity is required really and I think it is starting to be more of that from now on...and thank you for reading my dream diary

My cry sister

Love
ia

[IA56]

I dreamt at august 14 that I was looking out of my window (from my room where I lived between 9-13 yrs age) I saw a very big tree and I said to the tree to come closer so I can touch it, and it leaned towards me and I could touch it, I was so happy and surprised it heard me...It was very old tree with no leave´s what so ever and it was twine like you can see from the rain-forest very old trees...

[IA56]

Last night I got a good laugh in my dream it was like this.....

My mother was visiting me and we where in the kitchen ....my grandchild A was also visiting me and it was late but the door bell rang and A was expecting her friend to come over for a visit, she had forgotten to tell that my mother was on visit and she will be in chock to see that A has a friend who is a boy it is a no no in my mothers world because she do not understand that boys and girls can be friends she is always thinking the worst to happen....so when A is opening the door I did draw the curtains what I had instead of a door to kitchen to remind A that mother is here too, and the boy did come and also did see my mother, this boy did know how my mother is so he did so surprising mimic with his face what made me laugh so I did awake from the dream....it was totally so talkativ how the reality in my life is...haha.....