IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

This night I had a dream I was visiting some friends parents..We did end up into her room and I was surprised that the room was so small and it did only have a big bed, as big as the room was? and the walls and roof and the cover of the bed was in orange colore, we did lye down on the bed and the mother said...she does have the view of the big picture...and I was thinking that ...wow...she is tallented...coming from this upbringing and having an understanding for the big picture...I am not seeing it....and then I hear a voice saying...RAW FOOD.

[IA56]

WoW...again a night what I will have hard to express in word´s...but I give it a try....I was sure I was awake and I was conserned that I will be so tired because of lack of sleep, I was touched with a knock on my body, and it was a sleep...my awarness was awake not my body....well this was helpful...but now it started to spinn off to things what I have always hunched but never had the gut´s to stay in and try to get some understanding in...I have always given up...it is so complicated so I have felt it is no use...so it was shown like a lazer beam...I could see to some kind of horison line, but I was aware it did not stop there, it did continue even I could´t see futher...now the lazer beam did become like a measuring instrument/stick.....I did get to feel/know how much the knowing was and how much the feeling was...feeling was way more than my knowing yet I got to understand that it is the knowing what count´s to be understood, if I am not able to put my knowing into word´s the feeling will not be accepted as a knowledge....so how to withen and deepen and make the knowing spread along with the feeling...Feeling will help me to measure my knowing so to speak...it is very good teacher...but not enough.
Now I got to also understand beyond my 5 senses...there is several other for me known but not yet any name for....and it was given me as a knowing by making my nose chooked up...and I was to understand/feel how important to be able to smell is...I do not taste if my nose is stopped up...and if I do not taste I do not have the abillity to flawor or even know anything...like a methaphore...If you do not know what it is and you can not smell it you will not know what you eat...you can be served pure s..t and you eat it because you can´t smell it and therefore know that it is s..t...our mouth does feel the consitense that it is soft..eyes can see it is brown...so is chockolade too.....so by this all awareness fields must be opened so to speak to be able to know the wholeness....
And I was to be aware that this unknown part is starting to open up...yet I have not read or heard about it yet, I can feel that others sense it too but no-one yet are talking about it....interesting....
Now a new kind of shade of curiosioty has awaken in me, or has made awaken...well...I do not know how to even say it.
I did also feel the importanse of symbols....one tiny symbol is so talkative that it will take a whole book to tell about it...wow.

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that I was pushing infront of me a service table, the hotel staff did bring me breakfast to my room and now I was bringing it back with me , it was a service table with wheels, when a man also staying at the same hotel as me, confronted me with a belief, that they brought to me to my room on the service table better breakfast than he got at the hotel breakfast buffe...I felt how infected of jeleousy he was...I looked at him and I said...Don´t be silly...Come with me...now we are going to straighten this out....who got the best breakfast...He or me.....I got two toasted bread with marmelade and a bowl of porrige with butter and one boiled egg.....I am sure the buffe did have more to offer than this.....

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that my front teaths did nearly break, I was able to just and just put them back on place, but I did feel how fragile they where and that it does not take much to really break them....

[IA56]

In last night dream I did get a telephone call....Hallo a voice said....can you hear me....Yes I said...clearly...Ha he said....I am calling from the other side...What??! I asked....I am dead....Are you,....Yes....I asked...how can I know??...suddenly my toes was twisted in a cramp...aha...I said...so this is the sighn when a dead one take contact....??...And here I awoke...

[IA56]

Again a night of difficulty to explain, but it do have connection to my real life happening....In real life I have much brain haze, memory problems like difficulty remember where I did put my glases type of a example....
In the dream I did see small glimses through what my "brain haze" was about....it was about manipulation....like a jeddai thing...I knew I had payed a bill and here was this manipulation done to me and some one took my money what I thought I had payed a bill with, so, how to prove this to be true, who would believe me?? No-one....this has bean happening to me for years....

In this seequenze I did go into a room, I tried to understand what they where doing, but I did not....I entered a room, there was a bunch of people sitting with theire mobil phones and listening...no one spoke they where listening, to what? (I have heard that you can tap into someones phone conversation by having theires number and putting some code to overhear, I have no idea if this can be done in real life??)..I tried to ask one women but she was protending not to even notice me, so I silently went out of the room wondering what this was about?? Did not crace the code, so to speak.....

[IA56]

Last night I had so many dreams that it is impossible to tell....the only seequenze what remained clear in my mind was....A man who called him Hankina Zedek, I have know him in my past, was going to do something spectacular and dangerous...Someone did run to me and told me...I do not remember what it was, but the only memory of it is that it is dangeours...and this Hankia has said he will do it....OMG!! I am scared....I will pray he will be okay.

[IA56]

The only dream I remember from this night is.....I did see at distance a very big bison oxe...huge...someone said it was not dangerous, but I could see him building up anger and started to pace so I said...I will take another path...I will go through this thick forest, my thought was that the bison was not able to run in this forest so I was much smaller and could easely escape if nessesary...my fear rose, but I was able to plane it out when desiding to take another path, instead of staying in my fear and taking risks of danger....I feel I have become more responsible and taking care better of myself.

[IA56]

I dream a lot but it is so complicated that not even details are easy to tell about....but tonight in my dream I do remember that I found earphones those small ones ...outside of an appartament and the door was open into the appartament but no-one at home so I went inside and placed the earphones on the kitchen table....went out and looked if the door lock was that kind you need a key to close and it was, so I did not looked out the one who lived in the appartament, but I closed the door for not invite any intruder who would steal something from the appartament, the one who lived there must have left in a great hurry....

[IA56]

Last night I dream that I was in company with a man, we did be out in a mall...the man did un-provoked start to slap a women, she was in chock and I was in total chock, what is happening, why does he do that??...now I hear her yell....aj...very loudly...and here I awoke....

When I go into the feeling from the dream, even the man did not want me to understand that he knew the women, he wanted to scarry her for some reason....like...she do not have to imagen that he has stopped to controll her, even that he is with a new women, in this case me....I am in chock for not be able to judge in right way men whom I choose into my life...this is very scarring for me.....