IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night Dream my sister tried to talk over me to me to change my mind to her favor. I said to her, let me be, I do not want, why are you all the time dragging me down...let go of me...and I left her and walked up the stairs and she Went into the opposit direction, I felt a wonderful relief that I finaly dared to put down my feet to my sister.

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was asked by my mother to beat her carpets...I have Heard that the Church had a Place you could do that, so I told mother we have to go there with the carpets....When we come to the Church and I asked if they have a Place where to beat the carpets and he said Yes....he took me to a sellar where he had the consol of it, and he carried it up to the balchony...when I Went to fetch the carpet-beater and I came back to the balchony my mother was ironing a blause, I get so angry at her, why are you ironing clothings now and here, that you can do at home....I knew I had to fetch one more carpet and I Went in anger to get it, Before I Went I told one ex bf to me who now was with us, to start to beat the carpets.
My brother had moved to the same building and was living beneath my appartament, he did have the carpet what I Went to fetch.

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I met my sisters mother in law (dead) she had come to collect her things because her husband (my sisters father in law died for one week ago) she knew that no-one do respect the things she have made (chrocheded counterpanel etc) in the Dream I was doing a counterpanel to single bed, so she did wonder if I wanted to have her´s.....

In this episode I was to an old working Place, they wanted me to learn about all the king´s...they showed me several places where I could collect the information....I asked if I could make a list once and for all so in the future it will be easier to get the information about kings much easier.....

In this episode I was still at the same workingplace and they where a bit irritated for me not understanding at once how to invoicing ...the list´s with the info was to poorly listed, so I asked where the exact info is...they said...they just know...but I said...I am new, I can´t know this, why not write it down day by day, so even a new empoyed can work independently and do right??

[IA56]

Last night Before leeping I saw a man, dark hair, not so old, looking at me and being disapointed?? I got a feeling that someone is having an Eye on me for some reason?? I would very much want to know who he is??!! Come forward and and tell me who you are and why you are holding an Eye on me??

[IA56]

For a longer period in my Dreams have bean so confusing that I have not known what to make out of them, but last nights Dreams did sum it up to my understanding, and it was to see what desires and fears I have....and also how I am as a upbringer or likely....and to see my morals too.....so to give an example...I did see a very masculine women ...and she did become an attractive man (to see if I fancy women or men) here was to see if I judge love between same sex....and also what I fancy myself.....as an upbringer my son was Little and this masculine women did want to play with my sons phone...he was taking pic´s with it and did not want to share it, so I did say to him....what´s the matter with you...and he did share his phone....but I did not force him to share but have made him understand that to share is good....etc...

[IA56]

Last night Dreams was so hard for me to be in.....It started that me and my son was in a boat axident, we tried to send a sos signal with the sos-fire-craxers or what they are called, but non did work, there was a man who tried us not to make such a noice about our axident, he did want non to notice...but I was loud and he sugested that he has arested my son for fun, I did not understand how that was relevant at all?? We have bean in a axident and he want to arrest my son???We need help and he want to make more harder for us???? suddenly it was a Wheel-chair rally, he did put my son in a Wheel-chair and pusched him down the hill, it was Winter and it was slippery, like a ice-scating ground, so I did sat down on the ice and down I rusched after my son, but he did dissapeare, I started to ask people if they have seen my son, but no-one had....I was in panic and so sad. I met some people and asked for help, they took me to a building and the code was 13, I asked if they know the way back to the Harbor, they did but soon I was in a new Dream....it was with my relatives, my sister was making a feast dinner with lobster, the weird thing was that we did "break in" to this house, (or we did get one advocate to break the padlock of the door) because my sister was sure we will win the case (no clue of what) we where all together and my grandchildren was small , the girl did say to me...hola auntie...and I was so pround and surprised that she did speak spannish, (I studied spannish as Young, do not remember a thing though)...I had a room with too bed´s and I asked my grandson if he like the bed, and he was so surprised that it was his bed....
it happened so much in the Dream it Went rather quickly from Dream to Dream....and there is so much more...but I try to see the Deep meaning of it and it is a sum up again...to see what forgivenes does when it works and is done properly...I though have hard to put this in word´s so it make´s sense...but I do understand the meaning though, and it is what Counts.

[IA56]

In last night Dream I did see my father in a very good shape (in real Life he is very ill)

The next seequenze I was putting the rugg away for a Little girl to go on the floor?? but she did it on the rugg, I did not get angry or anything just wiped off and washed up the rugg...the Child was so surpised that I did not Yell at her, and I was surprised that she did expect me to Yell....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was with my good friends, Brothers, but when they Heard that I was going to marry one for them one unknown man they turned hostile against me, and did make my Life a living hell.....

[IA56]

Last night Dreams started that I was aware me being in my body, and I know that I must have been loud that could be Heard if someone was awake near me. It started I hear a voice saying to me to let it happen, I asked what to happen, to let the souls go to the light through me...I said okay, and it was overwhealming experience, and it did feel like it did never end, but it did...now I hear the voice to calm me down and tell me also let this happen, and I said okay, I felt that I was taken out through my legs, and swisch up we Went, I did not see anything but I could feel we did travel very fast, I asked for sight for me to see, and I did get it, I could see a man in a very strange helmet and strange clothings, we did land somewhere and there was many others, he did leave me on this area with others, and he did go somewhere I did not know where. One Young man dressed in total black clothings, like a black cloak or coat, he did look around him when he approaced me, he asked me something what I do not remember now, but I do remember that he said he was not allowed to talk to me, we did be so diffrent and he was someone who was not allowed to approach me?? I did look around and I saw trees and I did want to see what kind of trees they where, oh so Beautiful butterflies so Beautiful colores, soon I hear a hallo, I looked around but did not see more than butterflies, I asked if it was some of them who said hallo, yes of course it was, and the butterfly said that the new commings never hear or see anything, so the butterfly was so happy to be talking to someone....I tried to ask and the butterfly did tell me that all the animals talked, I looked around and I did see a dog and I approache him, and yes he talked also, he told me what he called but I do not remember now....now the man did come to get me and took me to his room, it showed that the man was a doctor, and he looked at me for my reactions now when I know that he has taken me for his task to try heal me....I was of course happy....after we talked I Went out to the area and could see others whom I recognize and was happy to see, it showed that I had an appartament there and when I Went around and looked someone had used my appartament for a party, and they had broken a big bowl whom I have got when I left a Company and I got it as a "thank for good work done present" I did know that the bowl was very expensive, I was of course sad to see it broken and that they had not either cleaned up the mess after them, I saw glas splitter on the floor.

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I was with my grandchildren and my sister was to take the Children with her to visit her, I did give clothings I have buyed and I kissed both Children and they both said to me to write, they said they will write already in train and wanted me to promist to write a letter when I come home.....
...This seequenze was also that I saw my grandchild the girl to sit widspread leags so I Went to her and pushed her legs together and said, it is not good to show your privat parts even you have panties on you, that can be misunderstood, there can be men who will take advantage on you, she said, this started when she gave me a pill what made me this way??
when I thought that I did come home I was so surprised that I did be to the Childrens mother´s home, and I was surprised that she wanted me to help her to get a man out from her home...he was drunk and did not have any shoes, I asked her if she has some old shoes what was my sons from the period she was with him, oh, she said, yes I must look, but he had put her shoes on him and I looked that he had so small feet´s that my sons shoes would be too big for him, I hoped she can give him her shoes so he can go home, it was Winter and walk barefooted was no option. She wanted me to take him to railwaystation, I was compelled why this was my responsibillity?? I said, he has to get some Money to the tikets, I do not have any to lend to him....here I awoke myself......



I feel so confused after this Dream, I woke up like with hangover???