IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I was to my mother to see her bedroom, she had it re-made, I was surprised what wall paper she choosed, it was striped in beige, in both light and darker colores of beige, the room looked longer and narrower than Before, I said to mother that the wallpaper has changed totally the room, and she said, yes she had to do it twise, the first wall paper was too comfusing so she feel´s this is better for her...

[IA56]

In last night Dreams was so bizzar sequenses so I woke up total exhausted??

One Dream was that I was watering my plants, and I had a very big flower like a palm tree, when I looked into the jar it was planted in I saw a pond and big fishes swiming in the pond, I was thinking how can this be, but did not understand, soon I was in a new Dream where a girl did shower with all her clothings on, and she did put the shower on me so I was souked weat, I ran out and shut the door and told a couple that my appartament is going to be ruined.
This couple asked me if I can drive a car they have to get some furnitures from the store, I said yes, if some of you know the way, and the man said he did know...now a phone rang out in the open air, and they wanted me to talk because the man who will lend the car do not lend to them, he do not trust the man, so I took the phone and told that I was the one to lend the car, and now all was okay....now I was back to my appartament and there was some strange plants, what showed to be bugs, and I told my son to help me take them out through the open window, they tried to come back inside so I shut the window quickly......
oh..there was much more but I do not see any Point on going on because I can´t see any coherense...and I am so exhausted still...???

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was washing clothings to everyone. My brother and his wife come to collect theres clothings, there was also sheet´s, I asked my brother to help me with them but he fell to sleep, and his wife learned me new way to do them by myself. I told her that I have to Clean out all unnessesary items, I had stuff everywhere, items consumed the air totally...

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was with a man who asked me to be his partner in some kind of bicycle-competition. it was like a Railway rail...but the bicycle had wrong tyres, so had to change them...he instructed me how to strech my legs from the groin joint to loosen them up so I wouldn´t get cramps while we sit up on the bicycle and start the competition...

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was visiting my parents, both where total drunk, I tried to fix things, the doorbell rang, and one total stranger entered my parents appartament, I was in chock so I let it happen, he had gold coins and he did put on my plate and mothers, I just watched but was in fear, I felt, it might be stolen, out he Went and now one ex bf to me come and he started to dance with my mother, I tried to tell him to be careful, and not to make her too exited, so I Went away to see if it will calm down. He come and fetched me and have me in his lap, soon he farted and it smelled so bad, so I was not able to sit in his lap anymore...here I awakened myself.....

[IA56]

Last night I had again a strange Dream, I am not sure I can put it in word´s right, but I give it a try....
I was guided by someone (did not feel if it was a women or a man) the person did show me very large bunnies, they had a colore of dark gray almost light black....the person said I would be safe if I hide me among them....so I did lie me down...I did know that someone will rescue me soon....the bunnies did move around and soon I feel a bunnie put its buttox on my face...and did go with his needs on me...it was horrible...and when I looked at my sholder the fesies was pink?? soon I hear my name called and a White bunnie did tell me to rise my up, but I was not able to do so, my muscules was so weak so the bunnie had to help me up....it showed that he was a shapeshifter and I said to him...are you comming with me...but he said, he had to shower and I did really understand because his back was in total sweat.....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was with 2 other person, I had to go somewhere very quickly so one red horse, huge horse, appeared and would help us with a ride, the 2 persons get up to the horse like by magic, so one of the persons did mistrust me to be able to get up to the horse, but I did, so he said, I will never doubt you again. The horse was not as our horses, the skin of the horse was like galloon??
I jumped of the horse and now I was with my son and a women, we did find a bicycle and we took it, I did pedal the bicycle and we all 3 where sitting on it??...suddenly I did see a Childs backpack, and a dentist card, on that card was the parents phonenumber, but Before I could call the parents, I had to Count Eye-lashes on a person who has many Eyes, the last Eye had so many Eye-lashes so I did estimate it to be 75 without counting and I did feel that I was now allowed to call the Childs parents, the father answered the phone and I told that I had found the backpack and told where it was, I was in hurry for my school, I had changed from the echonomy course to pshyhology course....I begged the father when he reprimend the son, not to be fysical with him, only firm on Words...he promised...but soon the son did come to get his backpack so all was well, I was worried that something had happened to him, so I was so happy and releved to find him in perfect Health.

[IA56]

In last nights Dreams I was in a new building, I lived there with my new bf....he had a friend also living in the same building, we where to visit him when I noticed bugs all over the Place...I told my bf that we have to call to a sanitation Company to come and Clean up...my bf told his friend....now you see what happens, your "pets" have multiplyed and invaded the whole house.....the friend said, but I like them.....I asked how the adress is pronounced...but my bf did avoid to answer, I had the sanitation Company already on the phone and he avoids to tell how to pronounce the adress for them to come...I was suprised how hars I was with my Word to my bf....I said...I am in shame and disapointed in you...so he said...tell them it is called ....The Calmness....I was upset and said, tell me how to pronounce the adress....I had to hung up...and now he Went out, and I after him...he did send a taxi to guide the sanitation Company to the building....I was now content with his action.

[IA56]

In last nights Dreams I was in a new building, I lived there with my new bf....he had a friend also living in the same building, we where to visit him when I noticed bugs all over the Place...I told my bf that we have to call to a sanitation Company to come and Clean up...my bf told his friend....now you see what happens, your "pets" have multiplyed and invaded the whole house.....the friend said, but I like them.....I asked how the adress is pronounced...but my bf did avoid to answer, I had the sanitation Company already on the phone and he avoids to tell how to pronounce the adress for them to come...I was suprised how hars I was with my Word to my bf....I said...I am in shame and disapointed in you...so he said...tell them it is called ....The Calmness....I was upset and said, tell me how to pronounce the adress....I had to hung up...and now he Went out, and I after him...he did send a taxi to guide the sanitation Company to the building....I was now content with his action.

OMG!! This is really a big issue for me...I Always Think others know...like I here want my bf or his friend to tell me how to pronounce the adress, I try to pronounce it but I am so unsure if I say it right, and I try to get the men tell me, I Think men know Always more than me who is a women....this I now see and feel in every fiber in my body...this is big for me....wow..I had this already in my childhood, I remember how I like haunted my father to tell me things...and when I was a teen he become so angry with me...and shouted....please...I do not know Everything...and I remember how my whole World crumbled....I felt so un-protected....I had Always felt my father was lika a God for me...and now he fell down to be a regular human....My father is dying, my sister and my Brothers are with him, I am not able to travel to him, because of my economical situation....but this issue I am sure has to be solved so I can let him of the feeling he failed me.....he did not...I am so happy to have had he as my father, he did his best, and I see how wonderful he is in his trying to please me...Thank you!! Go in Peace. I love you.

[IA56]

My father is dying, my sister and my Brothers are with him, I am not able to travel to him, because of my economical situation....but this issue I am sure has to be solved so I can let him of the feeling he failed me.....he did not...I am so happy to have had he as my father, he did his best, and I see how wonderful he is in his trying to please me...Thank you!! Go in Peace. I love you.

My siblings is with my father, they have found water in his lungs and heart-sack..he is better for now. I did not know that he had fell of the bed and had pain in his hip....my father come to me, I thought he was leaving this World, I did walk with him but soon I saw his back and he limped his left side, I know that he was to the boderline...he had said to my sister...it is not easy to come here, but it is as hard to leave here too.....so I want to ask for your support for my father to make him better or easier to leave the Earth...I need your suport, thank you all!!!

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ia