IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was visiting a Place where I will start as a trainee...I was shown around and the owner did take me with him to eat lunch so he did present me as the new trainee who will soon come and work here.

I did also eat strips with shrimp sallad, it is with much calories and I was advised not to eat it, I know I have to loose weight.

[IA56]

In last night Dream I had buy a house, it was near a see, wonderful surroundings. I Went out to the water I found a nice Place and was thinking, that Place will be my special Place. I Went around and behind the building and I did see a tandem bicycle, oh I said I want one too, the person who did own the tandem did take it and I asked where he have buy it. He said he can take one for me next time he come back. Yes thank you I said, how much do you Think it will cost. He did not answer. One neigbour to me a man did say that I shouldn´t buy anything from that man, he said he will charge me over price, he said he can fix a tandem bicycle much lower price to me. Okay I said. I Went inside the house and now I noticed that there was not any clothes rail, it was only very long Nail, several. So that gave me the feeling, there is so much work to do.

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I was going to visit my father who had moved to a new nursing home (in real Life my father is in so good shape so he can be moved to a new nursing home, he has got a new room to move in about 4 weeks, we all are so happy) I started at the first floore but he was not there, I did go on to second floore, not there, now it was time to lunch, so I Went out to eat and I did buy a fritter to have with me to him. When I came back to the nursinghome I meet one I knew and I asked if she did know on what floor my father is living and she answered the 7:th floor. Good now I know where to go.

In this seequenze I was in a Winter landscape and what was strange was that the bunnies was so large like houses?? Never seen this kind of thing Before.

In this seequenze we have to stand in line for something, do not remember but it was fight over who was first, I did stand more back I do not like fights.

[IA56]

In last night dream´s it was like a summoning of my reactions in real Life...Like how I react when my bf did not keep the door open for me but did shut it in my face...or to feel ashamed when Walking with me, or we being somewhere and he said I should sit down and not go besides him so not they would see we where together....etc etc...the whole night was like this, because there are so many occations when this has happened with men.
In the Dream I did not bother about it, I just did leave him every time when this kind of disrespect was done against me, so somehow I Think this is healed now from the hurt I felt when it did happen in real Life.

[IA56]

In last night´s Dreams I had some odd seequenzes...Like...I had like a jelly boll and it was a Child in it, when I hold it it did develop and grow so I could feel it, so it was dependent how much love and care you gave the "Child" it did grow faster and developed.

In this seequenze I did take a bike, it was brand new, it took a while when I did know how to use it properly, like it took some time to find where to put the light´s on...and how to put gears in...and so fort...it was very odd when I entered a Railway station I did like carry it like a part of myself, I used my legs and like hold the bike up between my legs and took the stairs up and found a elevator to use it, and on the other side I did ride the bike like an bike is to ride.....

In this seequenze I was in a house and infront of the window when an christmas tree did fall from the sky and the St Clause did show me one list with something written on, but I did drop my focus and started to Think the meaning of this, and did not see what was written on the list....

In this seequenze I was in a house in the cellar when I see an horse and a wagon as in 1800 Century, I did open the "house" for them to drive through....and I followed them and I meet my sister and she asked if I will help on the field, so I reminded her that I have never done that as you remember I was Always making the food, as you know....so I did look when they did make the horse ready to go on the field...

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was floating on my tummy, first it was hard to cope whith the poking on it, but after a while when I was supported to let it happen it became more delicat and soft and now I felt like fingers pushing my tummy and I could easy feel it was still hard to be still, but when I started to hear tone´s it became more easy, I could focus on the tone´s and soon I started to hear a melody, softly and gently and so wonderful, did all this come from me and my body?? wow....

In this seequenze I was Walking with a women who had no selfconfidence what so ever, she was afraid to frighten other´s, she was so sure she was a monster. I do now see a big pitpull aproaching us and I do not feel fear at all (this is very odd and rare, I am so afraid of dogs and specially pitbulls) the dog do first only see me but when he/she does see my friend, it litterally did get pale and so afraid, it sounded like it called for mother, and my friend did say, see, now you see, I am a monster. I told her that she is not, she has so big Power that it do frighten everyone, and that when someone do be frightened they start to say evil things, like spread evil talk, but it does not have anything to do with you. I know how kind and afraid you are yourself. But you have to start to know yourself more and know your Power. I know who you are.

[IA56]

In last night Dream I had a black panter he was so near me, I was ?♥n my house with the door open, I did get into panic when I noticed the black panter so near my open door, I in panic closed the door, I was so nervous that it was very hard to Close the door and lock it....but this seequnze did repeat it self and the panter was further and further away from the open door so I could feel when I was in Control to Close the door in Peace, ...so i said in the Dream...do you see...it is like a training opportunity to learn me to not panic and act controllingly in a situation what is dangerous, so I can feel in Peace and in Control....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was in the wood´s to change to swim suit...when a Brown bear did poke on my back, I did not be at all in panic?? and my heart rate did not raise...?? The bear did find a Place where people had left food after camping and the bear did find bone marrow and eat it and started to talk??...asked where I was going, I pointed at Buildings furter away and said, I am going to that school...and started to go at that direction...the bear did let me go...when I was at a good distance I run...but when I did come near the school building a huge cat like animal did jump nearer me, (I had have this in Another Dream) and when I looked at Another way I saw many both wild and tame animals, like hippos and bull´s ...I did understand I was surounded by animals, they where everywhere, where I turned my eye´s I saw animals.....oh I get it....we are but animals....

[IA56]

In last night Dreams I did get healing....I was watching a Group of people giving treatments to people, I could see I had sicnesses in me too so I asked if they could help me too, and one women started to treat me, she did put me on my back lying on the ground, she did mount by half lye on me holding by my sholders and like rocking me up and down, she said, you ought to feel like you are in an elevator, and yes I did feel it....then she pushed my legs towards my stomach and a huge fart did occure and it did smell so awful and I felt huge relese....then she did put her hand and pushed it under my ribbs and I did both see and feel a black bloubb and she said a latin Word and I did also in the Dream understand it´s meaning, and the Group did feel happy to have find such a rare fault to practis on....

This seequenze I met one old work-frind she had a new boy-friend an healer, he wanted to give me an treatment, I did Think my friend did allow him to treat me...he took me with him...and I could see in his Eyes a flash go off, and when I looked at my left I could see his Eyes become total black...and I was not sure if he did be dark or light...but I was not afraid...from his Eyes did com e a strong light and I felt a light Electric force hit me...I Went back to my friend and she was on the phone, I was happy to tell her about how I felt about his treatment when she did let me know that he is a jerk....I was totally surprised, I did have a huch about this but now I did get it confirmed...she did end her relationship to him....

[IA56]

Lately my Dream nights are so filled up with Dreams so it is impossible for me to remember them or to bring any order for telling them, this does of course compell me, maybe it is such a mess that it has to come up this way first and then slowly when I have processed them more they will be remembered.

I only remember this from last night Dreams, or I Heard someone say...the beast is catched and put away...the feeling I got was that what ever I have feared and what have made me freeze is now taken care off so I can go on with more security and ease....Thank you whom ever it is or was for letting me Breathe freely.....Thank you!!