IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

Very strange Dream:

I was visiting my fathers mothers sister, I Went there with my fathers sister. She was living Deep into a swamp in a very Little hut with only one room. I noticed this when I looked down to my aunts legs, the water was up to half of her caf, she had rubber boot on her, but I was bare footed??...I asked if she ever felt afraid to live alone, she said that ske felt sometime but not often....she wanted us to see the salt-sulphate heap like a mountain what she had on her yard....we Went out to look at it...and it was huge...so White and Beautiful....I here noticed I was barefooted so I asked if it will sting if I have small injuries on my feet´s, but it did not...I did find very Beautiful angel figurines White as the salt-sulphate was, so Beautiful, I asked I could have them, and she said yes, everyone take something from the heap so go ahead.....

In this episode I was with people who gave me a pipe like indians have, and a drum....I do not recal more of this but when I visited my father I was showing him what I have bean doing ...and I sound like an indian when they sing....and did drum also, my father turned his back on me...here the Dream ends.or I awoke myself....

.I got this image out of this Dreams....God has 2 poles....+ and -...North and South....up and down.....If I can use this image...then it would be....Angels up and Indians down....Angels are more only energies without shape or form....and Indians who worship or care for nature...these energies are more solid and come to form ....then the Angel energies...so to speak.....

[IA56]

Last night Dreams was so stressful...I had 3 kittens....they where in 3 different stateges, one was allert and showed good surviving skills, the second was showing Little less surviving skills...and the 3:th did not show at all surviving skills....so I gave the second to my mother to help me to keep it alive, but to my surprice it turned to a dog pup??...I had not time in the Dream to go into trying to understand....I hurried to take care of the 3:d kitten it did not show any awakeness at all...it was total limb and so Little...like only 5 cm big....I felt it was dying, I took my finger and put it into the running water tap, and put a drop into his mouth but it did turn to be a bubble and I tried to blow it away but it did not go away, now I feel it will suffercate...so I took my finger and wipe it away, now the kitten did take a Deep breath and was totally awake, looking at me and laughing....??...I did laugh so loud that I awake myself...

[IA56]

Very strange Dreams....

I was in Africa...and I had offended someone...I had someone with me, not sure who....but I told the person that we have to leave...we Went like a rest room...when I closed the door it was those where the door is like half meter from the ground....I hold the door not to let anyone in...the one who I had offended (not my oppinion, but others) had changed to a bull....and I hear the bull pushing the door with his horns...and soon there came Another bigger bull but they did not be able to force the door open...I was able to defend myself....

Here in this episode I was with women who told me that their sacred cow wanted to bless me...and to my surprice the cow was very old and was not able to walk..they like dragged her infront of me....I had also bean stolen clothes and now I saw a women having my blause on her...I told the one I was withl....and I told whom I was with...that I will tell when I see others who have taken my belongings so it will know .....

Still pondering this Dreams....hm....

[IA56]

Last night Dreams was so strong that I have huge head acke and I feel like I am real sick??

The Dream was that I was somewhere like a brothel, I was in chock to see what was going on there...so I started to bless and this did make men angry, that I was there to release the women...so the men did turn against me and it was so many that the energy from me did be so heated so the cars did melt....I was fighting men from all countries...the most horrible fighters was from Kina ....so I had to awoke myself....

I did also Dream that I was involved in some kind of cult....we had to dress in long cloacks when we did go to meetings...I do not remember what we where doing on the meetings or what the cult was for....The last thing I remember was when I was going again to some meeting, I did awake when seeing the other persons back...and I backed out so to speak....

I feel sick...yack!!!

[IA56]

2 nights ago I dreamt that a Child an infant was dropped from the shy and it was coming in such a high speed that I was not sure I could Catch it Before it hit the ground.....I was able to slow it down so the hit was not that hard to injure the Child.....When I looked at the ground around the Child, it looked like millions of Eye laches??...I did at once awake me from the Dream, it was too wierd to stay in the Dream, because of the strange objects what I was not able to understand and it awakened fear in me??

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In last night Dream I was in hospital...I had so many tube´s and cord´s hooked into me...so I did get help to wash my hand´s...I have never bean washed so clean before and that stuck with me and I was in such an awe.......when I told this to a male friend...he did go...hrmph....in anger??!!

[IA56]

In last night Dream I was to a kindergarden....there was 2 Children with same name...the only difference was that one had dark hair and the other was blonde.....The kindergarden staff was going to send the blond girl to wrong parents....she ..the Child....did look at me and said: Please do not let them send me away to a home what is not mine....My mother is at school and will later come and get me...please help me...so I hade very hard to convince the kindergarden staff to let this girl go with me...I said I know her mother...(I did not, but I believed the Child)....here I awoke myself, it was so intense and hard to be in this Dream for some reasons I am not aware of.....

[IA56]

In last night Dream I dreamt that I was observing from above and looked down, I saw me and 3 wolfs running, first I was surprised that I was accepted by the wolfs and did not have to shape-shift at all, and then I felt...I am not that kind of energy....I am formless or in human form...

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In last night Dream I was on a doctors appointment, he showed me a name of a medicin (it was someting with A...do not remember now) he had written it on a piece of paper and showe me...asked...have you have this medicin Before...No I said...he wanted me to start with it....but my body did react with making me faint...I fall on the floor...I did awoke me here from the Dream...

In real Life I can´t eat a nervpain med....it is like an chemical castration of me...the Dream is showing how Little still doctors know about med´s...I am still so afraid to say NO..so still my body is helping me through fainting or make me fall to the floor, trying to tell doctors...what I am not able to say by Words....my body can´t eat all Chemicals and survive...

[IA56]

Last nights Dreams is an result of many and several Dreams what I was not able to understand...but it is a sum up so to speak...not that I have any solution but that I am made aware of this issue...The Dream Went like this....

I had an dialog with someone...He/she asked...How are you....I answered I am fine....oh yeah the voice said...and showed me a snapshot..me among others....you are fine the voice continued....I looked at the snapshot and not an smiling face to see....fine the voice said...

This made me aware of how we communicate ...when asked...how are you...you supposed to answere ....I am fine...and you??

I have tested this to really say how I feel in the asked moment...and made people uncomfortable...and next time I meet them they avoide me to all COSTs...so much for telling the truth

But what I was made aware in the drem was to solve the inner issues ....and now it escaped what I was trying to say...