IA´s dream diary....

[IA56]

The other night I had this dream...

I was in an old lady´s house, you could see what thing´s the home had, it was drawn on the wall with a pen??..but the thing´s was gone...in the kitchen was a window of rombic figure, behind the window was a big cat, I opened the window and the cat entered the kitchen, she was hungry. I saw she had dry food but she did not want to eat it, she demanded me to give her food so I opened a can....

Last night I had this dream..

I saw 2 dog´s without their owner but they had leach on them...first I was little afraid but then I remembered to take control of my fear so I walked calmly but having an eye on them....suddenly the owner come and was so rude to the dog´s, was he showing his personal power?? or that he can do what he want to his dog´s??....I did not like it....

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that my mother died...I did pick up some clothes...on top of the heap was black clothes...some foreign women did put their hand´s on my sholder and sadly said their condoleanses...thank you I said..yes she did dye this morning.

I think I have separeated me from my mother now, what do you think??

In this episode I was walking with people I did not know, some boy of age of 10 wanted me to carry him but he was to heavy so I said, you can sit on my lap when I sit down...we entered a room what was messy, and it was full of bed´s not made, so we sat down on the bed and the boy did put his head on my lap, we did have like a family meeting??...I had a cajal pen what I put in my bra??

I awoke with head acke.

[CFTraveler]

Last night I dreamt that my mother died...I did pick up some clothes...on top of the heap was black clothes...some foreign women did put their hand´s on my sholder and sadly said their condoleanses...thank you I said..yes she did dye this morning.

I think I have separeated me from my mother now, what do you think??

It depends- sometimes there are qualities about your mother that you have stopped identifying with- so the dream about her death may be an indication that you are no longer under the power or identifying with a strong quality that she imparts to you- a control issue or an authority issue, and not necessarily her personally.
But then, I could be wrong, it could also be a premonition or worry about her health.
Only you know.

In this episode I was walking with people I did not know, some boy of age of 10 wanted me to carry him but he was to heavy so I said, you can sit on my lap when I sit down...we entered a room what was messy, and it was full of bed´s not made, so we sat down on the bed and the boy did put his head on my lap, we did have like a family meeting??...I had a cajal pen what I put in my bra??

I think this relates to the whole 'motherhood' thing- the boy wants you to support him, but you need your own support, and the beds are not made (a lot of responsibility thrust on you that you don't want).
Not sure what a cajal pen is, so I can't comment on it.

I awoke with head acke.

[IA56]

Thank you CFT...yes it is little bit of everything you write about...my mother has broke her arm in 2 places and caused an nerv damage so she has a drop-hand now...off course I am worried about her health also.

Cajal is what you make eye-liner on your eye´s....maybe it is called something els in English, I might have made an wrong translation from Swedish...sorry ....

[CFTraveler]

Cajal is what you make eye-liner on your eye´s....maybe it is called something els in English, I might have made an wrong translation from Swedish...sorry ....

Don't be sorry- I just learned something.

[IA56]

LOL CFT...

This night I did dream I was lost in a foreign place and I tried to come home but no-one did know what train I should take to Stockholm...The place name was Maor...I saw a big lokomotiv and klimbed on top of the lokomotive, from top of it it was easy to lokate the building where the tiket sale was, the man who drow the lokomitive tried to help me but when I klimbed down from the lokomotive I was lost again...and it was not so easy to navigate from the ground so to speak...so I did not find my way home this night

[IA56]

Last night I dreamt that I was to my son´s apartment in his bath-room, and there was 2 enterences into it...from the hallway where the elevator was to other apartment´s and the other door into his apartment, so the bath-room was like in the middle...I was not able to lock the door´s so people did enter as they pleased the bath-room, and it was horrible traffic....and in the all my boyfriend did call me on my cellphone and I could bearly hear him, so I was thinking I need some privacy and to be for my self...I did go back to the apartment and now I saw people having a party, there was some smoking pipe´s and suddenly I did also have a pipe in my hand whilst I was walking out of the apartment to the wood´s...but suddenly I had an ordinary cigarett in my hand what I was smoking?( I quit smoking in 2003)...I was compelled that I have lost my pipe?? ..LOL...what is this all about??...The apartment was in first floore or the enterence floore....did this mean it was my subconsious I was in and there is still all this stress???

[IA56]

Toninght I did dream that one person was smoking in my home, I took the cigarett and opened the balcany door and to my surprise it was solid covered with solid wall´s but there was ice and snow, so I threw the burning cigarett into the snow.
I went out to my garden and was compelled how much item´s there where what was not mine??..I did find a laminat sighn and that told me that some-one had used my garden as his company area but was gone now...I did find also a magazin what was like 20 cm thick..I showed it to my son and he said it was his cousin´s, my son started to look in the magazin and I could see it was full off code´s, my son did use his feet´s too, he had page´s between his toe´s too`, I was amazed how skilled he was.
I was walking in the garden when I noticed a little girl whom I was taking care off, she did have her shoe´s in her hands and did throw away one so I said....Linnéa take the shoe and come here......

[IA56]

Hi Thedevil.
Thank you for your input.
I can understand the train reprecent something powerful or unstoppable but tell me more about how you think about the truth??

[thedevil]

No think it would be best if you did that yourself. I don't want to influence your growth too much. Trains are very symbolic. Just think about them and you will start to see meaning and answers. You are your own best interpreter you know. Don't worry God gave you a mind and everything you need to find truth you just have to use it