For whatever reason, your initial 'frustrated' thread seems to have become a debate in belief systems/worldview. Now, I'm all for challenging worldviews, and do it fairly often, but at the moment I do not have the inclination to jump in and debate- that was not my purpose in involving myself in the thread.

I simply want to give you a series of exercises for you to follow on a weekly basis, and for you to report any results/difficulties/experiences that you may have, and go on with that, if you are willing and able to do them.
The reason I am doing this is because I think I can help you project (sometimes a sounding board is a good thing) and an individualized plan is more helpful than anything else, provided information is flowing back and forth.

If anyone has any opinions or whatever, please use the other thread. Thank you.