Nightmare
I feel like I am experiencing something large. Something so much bigger than me that my consciousness has a hard time even fathoming it's existence. It's being incoumpeses so much yet at the same time it is largely non existent as well. It's so alien to me and yet seemingly a part of me as it's awareness is focused on me. I get the feeling it is probing my mind for a way to explain its existence. It pulls from inside me my concepts of "alien" and "universe" and somehow places itself outside those concepts. So far things have been fine. We seem to be learning from each other and it even speaks to me saying "I do not know of you... This is interesting." it said it as if it were god looking upon something it did not create. But then I do something I know deep down is wrong. I attempt to define this prescience into words. And I do it forcefully I can't remember now how exactly I defined this entity but it was so wrong that I felt like that mire thought was in a way an attack on this entity and this caused such an extreme fear response in me that it woke me up. After that I was paralyzed with fear looking into the darkness of my room dreading the possibility of seeing something there. Something alien. It took me a while to build up the courage to move and type this up on my iPod. This was nothing like any nightmare I have ever had. Most are violent and play on the animal fear of being attacked or hunted. This was on a whole nother level.

What do you all think? This has shook me up pretty bad.