i am trying a different approach in writing. but i keep on writing broad lead-a-ways to bring the topic back in toward the end. but basically, all three "lectures" read like i was scolding Gemma, but wasnt, just read that way. i wrote a comparison between The eye of horus, all seeing eye, hand of judgement, hand of fatima, hand of mariam, hamsa...yeah it was a blow out.
tryin to lighten up a little, dont seem possible though.
anyhoo. busted a huge obstacle for me today. woohoo. first time since 83, i smoked some [You know]with friends at a (hippy) music festival. wanted to last year, but didnt. then regreted it, so this year, busted. still high....whew. still be there, but for the storms and flash flooding. caught us a break in the rain and scidaddled. had to walk out 3/4 of a mile, tree covered pitch dark muddy road, with all kinda stuff to carry and a cooler on wheels to pull. had a blast.
Gemma, the whole topic boils down, after much deeply personal lesson, to it's outcoming finish creed, "turn the other cheek". this is because we are hard put to understand our/the deep intentual origin, and this symbol for protection may also outcome as wrath that feels to protect by calling down judgement upon another, which is why one utilizes the symbol to begin with in avoidance of the evil eye upon themself. that'd be why you were advised to study further, or beyond just accepting the symbol alone.
this may be more about what's coming out of one's mouth towards others, thus this one is advised, as to have said, "if you're going to carry on like that, you're going to require protection". like tellin folks to wear protection when having sex with more than one partner, thus warding off stds of perhaps the surprise pregnancy. like that.
stuff like this, always seems as if we've earned something, by being good. however, it is more often a message that is quite the contrary, indicating come-up-pence. a form of discipline, not to harm prehaps, but definitely to hurt enough to bring about the personal change requiring one to become faithfully true, which requires no protection, unless of course you ask for it in a specific time where you have no doubt about the need. yet, that's a good call from understanding the need, which is also the intentual origin. as "need" is not otherwise understanding, nor is one connected to their personal intent reactively operable without their awareness. might say that awareness and understanding are one and the same, as being aware...one also understands where or what they are looking upon, and therefore navigates as it is.
it's like Einstein productively touched within himself...need, necessity...the mother of invention. yet, others took,take and will keep on taking from his product creating destruction. the difference, einstein was contemplating for all in kind, others were superficially thinking to grab for themselves as a grouping of common self-interests. reciprocally, the intent cannot but meet "it"self, face to face. caution is the by word, always self-examining toward uttermost intentuality. so, it's not who am i, but, where am i? where is my ideation and my ideation's investing interests? a who does not require an ideation, for a who is a predispositionment, therefore, who is any one but them ding dang self?
Who am I? I am Me, of my Self being mine for Me.
"What the Father has given Me is mine, and no man can take this away from Me". ~ Jesus...paraphrase
understood, this gives way to a mine, not unlike Solomon's Mine...
H'Self, the self, or even given as a garden of, as Geh-Tzem-Ani, where Ani indicates Self
H' = Ha = The [the genuine article]; H'Self|fleS'H
Gospel of Thomas: 29) Jesus said, "If the flesh came into being because of spirit,
it is a wonder. But if spirit came into being because of the
body, it is a wonder of wonders. Indeed, I am amazed at how this
great wealth has made its home in this poverty."
so, everything any one needs, they came into the world with, aye...even AS. therefore, as the world with them has delivered them again, the need has become, unclothing unto originality...predispositionality, unlearning, not carrying a ding dang "thing", as it is, they as one are everything having been humanly birthed as nothing, that from that birth within everything, that within them first is, they come to...conscious awareness of.......everything ~ nothing ~ everything, simply because everything became as a cross to bear just as did they as everything [hOMe]...come. make place and place same [tzemani], make your self home, as well, make your self at home. tzemach
Tzeman or zeman ~ time, namets ~ delicious; "It is not that which goes into a man that delfiles him, it is what is coming out of him" ~ Jesus, paraphrase. the vicariousness of our nature is beyond animal, may be beastly as the sole beast within nature's givens; however, this beastlyness is what is coming out of us, if we but understand, to therefore, make peace with from within to, as "coming out" outcome from which is to be as our delicious income. our collective obe
Coming Out of the Dark: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzO11KQLskM
imagine coming out with peace held from within, such that...that which had been without, is now that which from within coming out...is Peace...as Well. i'd drink that well water, wouldnt you? ya see, the House is a bicurrent affair, torid perhaps, but none-the-less an affair of the heart. "Where two in one house make peace, a mountain may be moved" ~ Jesus, paraphrase.
dreamer and the dream, self-same, or tzemani. tzemach, or same-brother/sister. all children of one god, one spirit, being one in body, familial, therefore familiar, as in the image of. the soul is considered feminine, yet also is the flesh given of the mother, in the womb beginning as female, to then either stay as female or exact as male. the sole of a shoe is there to protect upunder the foot, the rest of the shoe gathered upon the sole is given to cling the whole of the shoe to the foot. therefore are two working together: protection and clinging, clinging first that protection upunder fixedly stays. is this not how every child upunder it's parents is ever within secured safety?
The Human is a Spirit ensouled [fleshed out] within a body. InDwelling, OutWelling. what is your water like?
songs with good content, they seem contradictory, however, they speak the same message...
Hold On, We're Going Home: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dls6lgpBDyY
Holy Grail: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ns6r0WNLaYQ
choice, ya know?
tis a mighty leap of faith from 555_________777, but ya gotta own it, ya gotta love it even as "it" seems marked as enemy missing the mark. 5 is the number of life, 555 implys thrice born, birth indictates entry into new life. 7 is the number of finish, thus is the FINISH of three as well. in the twain are the redeemable's redeemed as redeamer, toward the re-dr.eamer, physician heal thyself ~ 8. dream8....dreamed8 as ONE8 [888] place, one self...etc. everything~nothing~everthing; Y - convergence 888 the hand in the hand of one choosing.
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She is upholding everything from upunder, He is downover, Christ is the Head of the Bi-Current Affair, that affair to be Under-stood. Life is a ZigZag affair.
and, gettin the point of that 5 inch heel is for every man to get, lest her unknowable mystery keep him ever of himself alone undone; because she will conquer him right in his own nether-region. ZZ Top, LEGS: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vduBtNIvv-c
and he fell upon one knee....aye, and they together fell on both knees to get down face to face with their child, to as children...play.
there ya go, for what it's worth,
Tim
sounds like good advice CFT. thanks
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. The thing with talismans is that they work best when charged with intent, and that means attaching emotional intensity to ideas you have about the protection you desire. The ideas of reference should make deep personal sense to you. The next thing you need is a well developed imaginative power and an ability to resonate with a sense of will, purpose and authority. Then know what power to call upon and evoke - a holy name of power - and attach to your chosen talismanic material. Its best to take the time, energy and effort to make the talisman yourself. 
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