Hello,
I'm a new member who has for over a decade been tortured (literally) by invisible "bugs" (though I can vaguely see their typically astral oil-on-water-type "energy signature" as they escape from my skin, shooting off in response to my scratching*), depriving me of my sleep and dragging my life down into hell. Actually, things are not as bad as they used to be, but that's not saying much. And there seems to be no end to it. In spite of lifelong (and current) vigorous health (notwithstanding the sporadic abuse of alcohol which initially resulted from this torture), I am now unable to work more than four or five hours at a time because I haven't had proper rest. I am involved in very demanding writing and research projects, but I'm not up to the requirements of sustained concentration and a full day's work. I try to get naps, but usually this doesn't work because the "bugs" won't leave me alone. My Circadian rhythm is being regularly disrupted, and my energy level prohibits living the active life I've always lived.
DISCLOSURE: There attacks (and other extremely serious psychic attacks) were precipitated by the sustained practice of sex magick, along with the considerable intra-vino use of methamphetamine. No "black magick" on my part whatsoever was involved. I have tried all the banishing rituals and magickal weapons I know, and nothing works for very long. I know that I opened a portal to some very nasty entities, and obviously without adequate protection. And though I have succeeded in ending most of their attacks, the "bugs" persist. Without going into more detail, I strongly suspect that I am the victim of a rather powerful curse. I'm still working on possible counter-measures -- but meanwhile, I'm very tired!
Thanks in advance to anyone who dares tackle this one --
Voluspa
*Note here, as a matter of "subjective evidence" (contra the "delusional parasitosis" diagnosis that seems to be the knee-jerk response of the medical community), that I can also very definitely feel these things shooting into my hand as they are evicted. ( I have further compelling evidence of their non-delusional nature, as well.)
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