Learning to become self-aware

[newfreedom]

Having made changes : net curtains in kitchen are completely open, whenst normally they would be closed, even though they are not full length of the window.

Blackbird male, blackbird female on ferret wire fence barrier facing each other, never seen birds sitting on this wire fencing barrier before.

stopped me in my tracks, i had become lost in thoughts as i continued to do physical style chore / duties.

then i noticed a dunnock, a bluetit & another small bird in my back garden: i was able to appreciate & remember 'this part of my life still existed' ( i was a garden bird watcher as a hobby at age 10yrs & would use a cool pair of binoculars my grandparents had bought me to study up close the birds that visited- it was a passion of mine )

After this experience i became blank & was completely cut off from what i was meant to be doing & also completely cut off from the 'functioning space that had become mine over the last semi- difficult processing days i had been immersed in.

After some seconds my memory returned & i could continue physically with what i had been doing & my connection to my 'functioning space' returned

Thankyou wild Birds xxx