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    Garden birds as a source of 'Reminders, remembering, re-orientating, alertness, comfort & support

    Having made changes : net curtains in kitchen are completely open, whenst normally they would be closed, even though they are not full length of the window.

    Blackbird male, blackbird female on ferret wire fence barrier facing each other, never seen birds sitting on this wire fencing barrier before.

    stopped me in my tracks, i had become lost in thoughts as i continued to do physical style chore / duties.

    then i noticed a dunnock, a bluetit & another small bird in my back garden: i was able to appreciate & remember 'this part of my life still existed' ( i was a garden bird watcher as a hobby at age 10yrs & would use a cool pair of binoculars my grandparents had bought me to study up close the birds that visited- it was a passion of mine )

    After this experience i became blank & was completely cut off from what i was meant to be doing & also completely cut off from the 'functioning space that had become mine over the last semi- difficult processing days i had been immersed in.

    After some seconds my memory returned & i could continue physically with what i had been doing & my connection to my 'functioning space' returned

    Thankyou wild Birds xxx
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    Bird sim synchronisity gives Support

    Time: 11.15 am ish

    So i am breaking down with the stress of my issues impacting apon me, when i notice through my window a female chaffinch land in the tree. I feel supported

    This 'breaks' my impending fall in to overly-deep-breakdown.... and so i don't

    Who'd of thought that 'crying without end' would ever be the prefered method of coping what cannot be coped with.

    i have to be so careful not to fall into that cycle...

    when i got up to take a closer look at the birds through my window, on our lawn was 2 female chaffinches & one male. A few seconds later a blue tit flew into our biggest tree.

    It seems like a few years since i last remember seeing chaffinches in the garden xxx

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    Energy amplification, new experiences, more active life with increase in potentials, aids in recognizing the spiritual and physical aspects of all things, helps you recognize your own voice, sporadic and tenacity and the ability to be quick and observant. Finch teaches to awaken to your surroundings and aids in the connections to family.
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    Receiving Information

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    I was on the AD site a couple of days ago, browsing through written material offered here & i gained some understandings.



    • The best advice for myself right now is 'PRACTICE'
    • My GOAL is to keep my 'MOOD UPBEAT'


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    Understandings

    i experienced 'keeping completely still' so as to remain SAFE

    The Sim Synchronistic connection / symbol was a Woodpigeon.

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    1 pm ish:

    I am veiwing a picture of Hilter on the yahoo home page & i am given a feeling sense / vision of (myself ?) stabbing myself in the forehead makes holes in my head making it look like a colander. I explore the vision & am shown i am using a pen to stab the holes into my forehead.

    So - an image of 'Stabbing myself in the forehead with a pen when looking at Hitler'.
    ...interesting

    An aside note:
    My son studied Hitler as a part of his University course in History

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    Every body is Kung fu fighting
    Kung fu fighting
    (lyrics) - Cee Lo Green

    No Bravery - james Blunt (lyrics)

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    Date: 3/01/16

    Time: 10 am ish - Bird Sim support:

    • 5 starlings
    • 2 jackdaws on the telephone wires, that across above our garden.


    Helps to bring balance & stability to emotional response
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    Word Pattern - Trapped-in a-House with morons
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    Time:1.30pm ish
    Word Pattern -It's Distressing
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    Time: 5.15 pm ish

    • Word 'tick' - kill me
    • sim sync - police siren could be heard coming through the open window from outside
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    ADDED NOTE :
    Date:approx. 9/01/16


    • Most important Help word for me from my spiritual guidance was the word 'Open'
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    Re: Learning to become self-aware

    • Word Pattern: Come closer


    - brings forth the visual memory of the 'childcatcher' - Chitty, Chitty Bang, Bang.

    Time: 7.20pm
    i spoke quietly to myself the words ' i am stuck on this island without any Love or admission of Guilt' - this 'stopped me in my Tracks' as i examined the 'meanings of what had just been spoken.

    It broke the 'Distress' pattern i was 'rolling' in
    ----------------------------------------

    Time: 8pm

    • Word Pattern: stupid people


    Time: 8.20 pm
    • WP - i'm FED-UP being ill
    • WP - i enjoy Learning


    Time: 8.30 pm
    • WP- it's annoying, i can't find my WAY out'
    • WP - i'm stressing
    • WP - i'm getting irritated now
    • WP - Help me - causes me to see a visual of me getting 'headbutted !'
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    Subtle energy & Film Healing.

    Time: 6.45am:

    So i am about to launch into another endless cycle of physical crying, triggered by 'something' that i can't remember now, my mouth opens wide & my head tips back to begin the ENDLESS release, WHEN a subtle energy pill in thrown into my mouth & i see the film scene from Scary movie 2 where the priest throws a pill into the possessed girl's mouth. (at 54 secs.into the video)


    THIS CUTS / BREAKS THE GRIEF CYCLE, PREVENTS IT BEING STARTED

    - i donot cry, but instead come here to write it up.

    I have experienced a subtle energetic pill being popped into my mouth previously too.

    BIG Thanks ..... xxx


    Time: 9.50 am

    Experience

    • Input sim visual: a seagull soaring through the sky
    • Spoken words recieved: birds fly at night & birds fly in the day

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    Time: 10.30am
    WP: Help me out
    WP: But what happens if it gets out
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    Re: Learning to become self-aware

    A Shamanic author you and others may be interested in: Don Miguel Ruiz - The Four Agreements, the Fifth Agreement, the Toltec Art of Life and Death

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    Re: Learning to become self-aware

    Quote Originally Posted by Dreamweaver View Post
    A Shamanic author you and others may be interested in: Don Miguel Ruiz - The Four Agreements, the Fifth Agreement, the Toltec Art of Life and Death
    Ok Dreamweaver, Thankyou.

    i'll have a look at these shortly, much appreciated xxxx
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    Astral Dynamics - ROBERT BRUCE

    Date: 5/01/16

    Time: 12. 10 midnight

    i am sorting my Bedroom AGAIN.

    it is amazing .... really 'mind-Boogling'.... ~~

    Changes:
    • Moving funiture
    • moving 'rubbish' - with intention of 'finding a Home for it'
    • Putting cleaning chemicals on work surfaces
    • pets spaces changing with-in our shared space - i share my bedroom space with our Dog (male) & our adopted ferret (female)
    • having a candle lit, having incense lit, more or less continuously (every time i notice it has gone out)



    i find my copy of Astral dynamics. i hug it with appreciation. xx

    interestingly it has a small round yin/yang sticker to the top, left of the cover picture

    on the first page is written in pencil, the price - £13.50

    Some pages have been marked / corner of page turned over :


    • PAGE 200
    • PAGE 203
    • PAGE 211
    • PAGE 135 (a larger fold)
    • page 431 (has a 'nick' in the top, most likely done by accident /or magic !)

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    Healing crisis symptoms

    Date: 19/01/16


    • cut on tip of middle finger, left Hand
    • the usual gum & teeth agony
    • constipation
    • diarrhea & belly cramps
    • the usual odema in feet, ankles, legs causing agony
    • cold symptoms - running nose, chest cough
    • Heart palpatations
    • clumpsiness / dropping of items / objects from hands (hand looses it's grip & item falls to the ground)
    • limb weakness
    • vertigo
    • forgetfulness
    • short term memory loss
    • confusion
    • irritability
    • an energetic throbbing inside ears
    • lower wind
    • 21/01/16 - 2 x shards of glass in my rt. foot
    • cut knuckle of L hand little finger
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    Re: Healing crisis symptoms

    Quote Originally Posted by newfreedom View Post
    Date: 19/01/16


    • cut on tip of middle finger, left Hand
    • the usual gum & teeth agony
    • constipation
    • diarrhea & belly cramps
    • the usual odema in feet, ankles, legs causing agony
    • cold symptoms - running nose, chest cough
    • Heart palpatations
    • clumpsiness / dropping of items / objects from hands (hand looses it's grip & item falls to the ground)
    • limb weakness
    • vertigo
    • forgetfulness
    • short term memory loss
    • confusion
    • irritability
    • an energetic throbbing inside ears
    • lower wind
    • 21/01/16 - 2 x shards of glass in my rt. foot
    • cut knuckle of L hand little finger

    Out of the above healing crisis symptoms, this phase has had:


    • cuts, nicks & wickow
    • some gum & teeth discomfort
    • some diarrhea & belly cramps
    • cold symptoms - running nose, chest cough, sore / dry throat
    • Heart palpatations less, more subtle energetic heart chakra activations instead
    • less clumpsiness / dropping of items / objects from hands (hand looses it's grip & item falls to the ground)
    • vertigo (alot of dizziness & vertigo at times, very powerful / strong - appears to be connected to 'life' / the physical / simulation triggers
    • forgetfulness - less so
    • short term memory loss - less
    • confusion is gone, some 'blank- mind' moments instead
    • irritability - still strong at times, less so the last few days as i move back towards more 'normal for me' sleep patterns
    • an energetic throbbing inside ears - occasional ear effects, subtle energetic sensationsthe most gentle, but clear ever, so far for me
    • lower wind - small amounts (BAD) because i am HAVING to work on EATING issues & eating some things 'I DON'T eat' / would not CHOOSE to Eat.
    • 21/01/16 - 2 x shards of glass in my rt. foot - no glass / splinters (yet)


    ADDED NOTE:

    approx. half an hr after posting this comment, i managed to get myself the first splinter (i was brushing my foot back & forth on the carpet... for what ever reason ? !)
    Last edited by newfreedom; 15th November 2016 at 02:02 PM.
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