Nursing babies

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Did it have anything to do with my male energy? If it did I didn't want it because I feared it would give me dreams that would lower my moral and make me feel dirty.

I must misunderstand that, being male, and if I didn't I don't want to go there.

But you say

I felt that if there was some truth in these male / female energies merging this was turning me against my own male energy and I didn't want it.

Yes, it's a little muddled but I see the deeper truth. As a musician/artist seems I have always been comfortable with my feminine side. Oh, I put on the bully-bully, but it's only cover. On deeper thought, I think I know what you're saying. The men's socks, too big, are salient to the interpretation. That you are in a communal gathering with even a celebrity points to a very positive aspect.

You are doing well. Maybe that's why I like your journal so much.