Richard, if your perception is right then I can relate to this I think.
After experiencing the events not posted on the journal section but the Kundalini section started by DarkChylde .I didn't like it . I was wondering if I wasn't doing enough protection work.This was not my way of thinking or dreaming . Did it have anything to do with my male energy? If it did I didn't want it because I feared it would give me dreams that would lower my moral and make me feel dirty.
I felt that if there was some truth in these male / female energies merging this was turning me against my own male energy and I didn't want it.
However since reading Darkchylde's thread it has me feeling I shouldn't fight this but I could understand what he stated but not what was written.