Nursing babies

[susan]

Flying dream with magic tricks.
Woke up about 4am, raised energy then circled bottom of feet over and over and over . Could feel energy travel up legs. Full body circle taking the whole body in one swoop as fast as I could. Finished just circling feet over and over again until I fell asleep doing it.
Woke up . Recalled dream.

I'm flying hovering near the ceiling of a room where there are two men sitting at a table in an adjoining room. I decide to stay up so I can make a quick getaway if they are not friendly. I enter the room and approach lowering to the ground as they Dont seem bothered about me.Next thing I know I am sitting opposite them at the table but the table is now outside. Behind me is another air show taking place. Statues flying up into the sky. It seemed to be in the distance. I remember jokingly sticking a pen in one of the men to see if it would hurt. It didn't, it just went through him. I remember asking him how I would find my way back here again if I wanted to come back and he told me to just think of this place and I will find my way.
Another part of the dream was me sitting in a room with a few other people in what was like a shop. 3 other people were behind the counter. One by one my group were asked what kind of ice cream they would like. This was magic. We were being shown how to create something out of nothing. They were all given their chosen ice cream but when it came to me I didn't get asked. I was missed out.
Next the group including me were shown how to create puppies. A dog was just lying there and someone put their hand near the dog and produced a ball. Threw it over to me and it suddenly turned into a big bouncing dog.
This is all I can remember from the dream but points I want to note.
1) I turned around to see the airshow. I didn't have 360 vision. However during consciously induced OBEs I don't always have 360 .
2) The 2 lessons were on materialisation.
3) I didn't get an ice cream because I was dissapointed in myself last night when I went to bed because I knew I had had more than my 1glass of wine that I have been keeping to. ( still only half a bottle but I was dissapointed in myself for failing)
So this wasn't me just landing in astral and communicating with who ever was around.
The two men may have just been conjoured up for my benefit to experience the difference. I felt nothing from them. There were no feelings of friendship, joy, fear, nothing. Just contact.
I may not be getting this right. It's a difficult one because I seemed to be with other students learning about materialisation but the bit with the two men have me stumped.
Well it's logged anyway.

[susan]

Discrimination
This seems to have been the theme for my light sleep from 7am- 8.15am.
In physical I'm not aware that I do discriminate in any way but maybe there is small part of me that does that I'm not aware of.
The first bit was lovely like watching a child's cartoon.
I'm at sea on a boat with someone looking out to the water and a seal is half out of the water in front of us and starts singing in a male voice. It was lovely, as if for children , it sings something like " follow me and come and see what the heavy boys are doing to us here". I woke up and thought how lovely this was but then to the meaning. Almost a dread followed incase this was going to continue on a theme of giving up eating sea life of all kinds. I've given up meat but will not give up fish. I need to eat something other than vegetables. Dozing back off then saw a horrible sight of guts all over a floor and a lot of big heavy cleavers chopping This all up and blood splashing everywhere and picked up " the choice is yours".
This has me awake now but I could then remember a dream from earlier in the night and it has someone cutting something and producing blood from it and trying to put it on my lips like red lipstick. I run away, I don't want it on.
I went back to sleep very slightly and had singing again and saw a teenage dark skinned young man on the dance floor with a very young white skinned girl. She was very young. There was singing again but I've forgotten what it was.
Thoughts.
The two different coloured skins could emphasise discrimination.
The age difference could cause disapproval which could be seen as discrimination.
The fish could be seen as I've decided to give up meat a while ago after heavy nudges from the other side which didn't stop till I gave it up.
Have I discriminated towards still eating fish.?

[susan]

Bit of a headache this morning and yesterday. A little too much brow work, will lay off a couple of days.
Other morning I had flashed up in brow a small hexagonal looking thick wooden wheel with spokes and picked up " try spinning the wheel."
So I do a lot of bouncing the ball but tend to just finish circling the feet .
Have put together recent advice I've been guided on.

1) ' Raise the garland with the level of the cadence.' ( increase the speed of the circles, faster)
2) ' Lie straight, focus on each chakra. This will activate the energy centres.'
3) ' Try spinning the wheel'.

So yesterday focused mostly on brow imagining a heavy wooden wheel in the brow area with a small handle that scratched my forehead as it was being turned. This was hard and very slow moving. I couldn't increase the speed, almost slow motion.
Did some more this morning and surprised to see how the speed has increased. It is becoming easier. Also I'm changing the colour as I'm doing it . I think this make take over from my usual coloured vegetables I practice with .
However I need to do this with all chakras if I'm to take the advice and not just focus on the brow.

[susan]

I have just realised that for the past month I have been frustrated at not getting out of body but in actual fact I've had almost continual advice given ( inner voice) with my experiences being from a dream state.
Looking back in journal, 7 th January in dream state in a boat with someone in a cave the other person taps on the dirty water and a lovely white dolphin emerges and she tells it to JUST LOOK AND LISTEN ( this isn't the normal kind of everyday dream so it got my attention)
The advice recently has been on how I can increase energy. What to do. I've never needed this advice before or been given it and I've been projecting for a number of years. So why now?
Early hours of this morning I was awake and decided to do little energy work but to stay off brow due to too much previously and slight brow ache. Fell asleep. Very restless night. Woke up hearing
" STOP TALKING AND JUST LOOK BETWEEN THE EYES.
So I did but was too tired and fell asleep again. Woke up dissapointed that I had fallen asleep feeling I was failing tonight.fell asleep.
Woke up to
" BUT WE ARE COMMUNICATING MORE."
So going back to 7 th January advice, then yes, I think I am being directed more towards using the brow and listening.

The dream recalled may have just been due to a conversation on this forum a few hours previously but I'll log it anyway.
Dream.
I'm late and have missed a trip out. Told the teacher is coming back this afternoon to take me out on my own on a river trip.

[susan]

Dreams last night I could understand as being my deep thoughts as to my actions . They had TV characters in them that had recognisable characteristics I saw in myself. However there were some bits I don't understand.

In a small cute cottage and come downstairs to find the coal fire which is lit has been alight all night and the coal ( even though the size of the pieces of coal are large like logs) has been piled up to reach the ceiling and this seems dangerous. They could fall and cause a fire. I try to move the log size coal pieces as it wobbles.
That was all I remember to this section. Don't know if in fact there was any more to this.
Thoughts.
I know when I'm raising energy I've been noticing how quickly I feel the energy fill the whole lower body when working feet.Circling the chakras is not the same impact but I read that this is normal.
I was cautious in drawing back from the brow. Thing is I've had a few strobes in the past and if I did end up having another one it wouldn't frighten me because I would understand what it was .
Was this thought of the fire possibly being at a dangerous height me realy having a fear of the energy I'm working on.
I don't think so.
Any thoughts on this welcome.

[IA56]

Hi Susan,
Was the coal piled inside the fireplace or outside it, you wrote it reach the ceiling, so I got the impression it was outside the fireplace??

Love
ia

[susan]

Hi IA,
The fire was in the fireplace with a chimney above it. It was a big wide fireplace but I still felt it could topple because of the height.

[IA56]

Hi IA,
The fire was in the fireplace with a chimney above it. It was a big wide fireplace but I still felt it could topple because of the height.

Okay, it feels that you really are frightened of your own force, it was so huge (wide fireplace with coal big as loggs who will burn long time and with fierce fire) if it had bean outside the fireplace, the you would have seen your force coming outside of you.
But in the fireplace it is in you. Wow.....Susan...you are a Power force, really . Good for you!!

Love
ia

[susan]

I think I've had a history lesson last night going back to an era when I was around.
Woke up to

" YOU MUST BE REALY ANCIENT THEN?"
" YES MY DEAR".
Tried to recall dream but absolutely nothing came. Went back to sleep. Woke up to
"OCTAVIUS HAD HIS OWN ( SUNS?) ( SONS?) AND GODS?

I had to google OCTAVIUS this morning and came up with
Gaius Octavius, Born in Rome 63 BC- AD 14. (76yrs )
His mother was the daughter to Julius Caesar's sister.
Upon Caesar's death the treasures of Egypt fell to him.....Conquest of Egypt 30BC.
Did not have any sons of his own so adopted two of his daughter's sons as his own, to be his Heirs but they died early so he then later adopted another.
This was the time when rulers were frequently worshipped as Gods.
So that said, why do I feel this was a history lesson connected to an era when I was alive.?

I decided a while ago events can be hinted at,

****just the other night was told a teacher was going to take me out on my own on a river trip.( river Nile ?) 9th Feb.
( this wasn't to be with other students but was maybe something specifically related to me.)

****an air show behind me with statues going up in the air. ( at the time these statues reminded me of the ones I had seen in a
Vault which I entered and the White statues came to life.People and animals. Had me think at the time these were prominent
people from history books and I may be learning about them at some stage.( 15thJuly 2014)

***** a possible past life recorded ( 17th August 2013) Egypt, river Nile to the left, pyramids, Elizabeth Taylor on top of the pyramid
Who I thought at the time represented Cleapatra as she had played the part in a film. Feeling of being banished from the land
and leaving a woman whom I loved and would never see again. Being down under the sand in a room where honey was
stored and was told it lasted for thousands of years.

At the time I felt Egypt was very prominent in my experiences.
So here we have OCTAVIUS, emperor, involved in Egypt around the era of Cleopatra.
I think this was me learning of my past , going back to a previous life and learning of the rulers and how it was in those days.

What I didn't record the other morning was a very short dream where I was walking down the aisle of a coach and turned round a corner of the aisle and it turned into a plane looking first class. 2cosy looking leather beds were available but I went to one of the two chairs , opposite, to sleep in. A brother figure followed into the second chair. They were realy cozy and snug. Realy felt like first class.
I didn't take the beds because they were for our parents.

I never had any interest in history, but we all have it. If we believe in reincarnation then we all have history. We just don't know what unless we are guided with information. I think it would be very rude of me not to learn more on this era.
Need to add am getting a click inside the head as if between the ears upon wakening before hearing the message. Read of this beforebut never experienced it before

[susan]

" SO THATS WHY THE CODE WAS NECESSARY FOR THE PLANET".
Woke up to this but once again absolutely no dream to recall.
So frustrating because this one had me stumped until this morning when I had to do a bit of googling.
Possibilities.

1) I was once again getting a history lesson but the memory is stored deep in me and won't be recalled till I pass over .( like the meeting at the space station in space)

2) someone on the other side is just having a bit of fun with me and maybe wants to see if I'm going to believe it.
If that's the case I'm dissapointed because I realy was on a high working out the previous post which I truly believe. The voice that came through was very gentle and loving.

I googled code and planet and just came up with computer games. The Da Vinci code came to mind so googled it. ( which I never read or saw the film) knew it was fictional but seems to have stirred emotions within the religious groups.
All I'll say here is that the previous night for certain was a lesson.
Also that the time frame of Octavious's life was during the birth of Jesus.BC- AD