Nursing babies

[susan]

This was posted 30th January 15

Don't understand why I dreamt this but I woke up instantly from it with a lump in my throat.

Dream,
I'm lying on a wide road sunbathing when a double decker bus comes nearer. A child runs out into its way and I quickly warn the driver about the child. He misses it and gives me a wave in thanks then does a 360 degree circle with the bus very fast.
I notice that the bus is so packed full with people that they are almost hanging out of the window with suitcases going on holiday and very happy. Then in horror he's gone too fast and the bus topples onto its side. This is horrible, worst thing to happen.
People running over to help so immediately I'm in emergency mode. I run up steps to an office to ring 999.A man is on the phone just smiling at me . He couldn't have been calling for an ambulance because he wouldn't be smiling. I keep repeating 999 ambulance. As I'm using the phone I'm thinking of the blankets in the bedroom next door. I'll take them outside . They'll need them.
Woke up with a lump in my throat.
Dissapointed because I was in the middle of about to help people/ relieved because it had only been a dream.


I could be way off track here but I picked out some key points here.

Lying sunbathing.
Holidaymakers with suitcases going on holiday happy.
A tragedy happens involving the people.
Emergency services needed.
Someone just smiling, not caring, just standing.

A month ago I told my husband that I picked up one morning that there would be some sad news about our holiday. Forgot about this , he just reminded me.

We are booked up to visit Tunisia 2nd August- 12August
It may not have been meaning this but there is food for thought.
Anyway I have no intention of cancelling.
All my husband's family will be there and I will not allow these poor misguided terrorists dictate where I go on holiday.
Get the sun cream out!


Update.
Looks like I have no option now. Holiday cancelled by tour operator.

[susan]

I've missed out on some wonderful words all because I hadn't made sure I had pen and paper to hand.
This morning in that semi stage when a thought came to mind. Just about 5 words.This was followed by some more, then some more. I now had 3 short sentences I was recalling and thinking how wonderful these words were and infact would make up my own signature at the bottom of a post.went to bathroom then study. No pen. Decided I'd remember them in the morning. Wrong.
All I remember is the meaning I took from these words and it was something like this..

"The destination is not the importance, but the journey.
What we do here on earth leads us to what I want to see, the destination."

These words are clumsy but try to give my understanding.
When I think of some wonderful experiences I've had many have followed something good I've done . Whether it was to give good advice, want to do good for people, have a wonderful day giving out lots of comfort.
Even bitten my tongue when verbally attacked.

So the more effort (or maybe there should eventually be no effort) we put into our daily lives to help others as well as looking after ourselves will reap rewards.
But we know this already so maybe I just needed a reminder .

[IA56]

I've missed out on some wonderful words all because I hadn't made sure I had pen and paper to hand.
This morning in that semi stage when a thought came to mind. Just about 5 words.This was followed my some more, then some more. I now had 3 short sentences I was recalling and thinking how wonderful these words were and infact would make up my own signature at the bottom of a post.went to bathroom then study. No pen. Decided I'd remember them in the morning. Wrong.
All I remember is the meaning I took from these words and it was something like this..

"The destination is not the importance, but the journey.
What we do here on earth leads us to what I want to see, the destination."

These words are clumsy but try to give my understanding.
When I think of some wonderful experiences I've had many have followed something good I've done . Whether it was to give good advice, want to do good for people, have a wonderful day giving out lots of comfort.
Even bitten my tongue when verbally attacked.

So the more effort (or maybe there should eventually be no effort) we put into our daily lives to help others as well as looking after ourselves will reap rewards.
But we know this already so maybe I just needed a reminder .

Thank you Susan, we need a reminder now and then for sure

Love
ia

[susan]

Fatigue slowly lifting. For days now when trying meditation Im just falling asleep. Trying to raise energy doing NEWS and within less than a minute my mind goes blank and I forget which chakra I was doing so decide to go to sleep. Saturday afternoon just lay down and slept.
I'm always finding another reason for this, work, hay fever, heavy lifting, gardening.
I think it's time I just accepted that some of this may be due to energetic change within the body.
I read this is expected.
Last night before sleeping I wondered if I was about ready to get back to news and meditation without falling asleep and eventually try for an experience of any sort.
Woke up to a lovely lullaby being gently spoken.
Something like " fly high my baby, like a bird in the sky".
5am.
Back to sleep.
Woke up to a voice like mine as if announcing with urgency.

" Susan, I've heard there's going to be a death this month. Could it be a baby?"

This unsettled me because my son's girlfriend is expecting a baby next month but the medics think it will come anytime now. There were health issues at the beginning of the pregnancy.
This was heard so clearly.
More time I've had to think of this I realise that everything I've picked up has been a riddle that needs working out. This makes it more genuine . Effort has to be put in to working out the meaning.
My speeding fine, why children were inside a hearse, thunderbirds are go.
They come in hints. This was a statement that upset me but I don't think it was meant the way I took it.

[susan]

The Death of a baby had been playing on my mind.
Back to 45 mins energy raising and only got 20 mins meditation done when I got all excited. I remembered another time when I got the death of a baby but that time it was visual and stored in an old black diary when I was posting on this site but was not posting on this journals section.
Looked it up and this is what was written .

JUNE 2012
Baby.....tiny.... newborn.....it was poorly....may die.

NEXT NIGHT
I see a man standing in a river holding a baby in his arms. I see him from his trousers downwards.
He slowly lowers the baby into the river saying " It's gone"
I could still see it breathing. Why did he put it in the river when it was still alive but he says it's dead?
I didn't understand and in that same night the vision was repeated just before wakening up and I see him put two fingers into the baby' mouth.
Although on paper this reads as a bad thing I felt compassion from this and that the man was gentle in his holding and lowering of the baby.
My text book suggests ...Birth and Death, a good sign of awakening to a new level of awareness.


Well I'll just have to wait and see but I don't feel disturbed now.
Interestingly I've started reading from a site by Dr. Suzanne Lie @ Multidimensions.com
A lot to read but describes her understanding of the

Unconscious
The Conscious
The Superconscious.
Through her descriptive journey of different stages of realisation it then leads to talk of the Pleiadian Arcturian.
This is a route I have not followed but can not dismiss the encounter I had on what I perceived as a space station and the people who met me in white. Deciding at the time that my senses were responsible for interpreting the energies that were infront of me , why then didn't I make them look like spacemen with space helmets on as I would expect in physical. I remember so clearly what they looked like and he had such a warm gentle voice.
The fact is this was not a dream .This was a consciously induced Out of Body Experience where someone was behind me, had taken me there to meet these people. They were waiting to greet me.
So if my senses interpreted the energy infront of me then they must have been energies different to the usual energy that my senses would interpret into a human or an animal.


I have to be very careful here not to have come so far only to go down a complete wrong road and completely off track.
I shall read this with interest but try to leave all doorways open.
Just see what comes.

[susan]

Woke up to " take your skates to your wings".
Recalled dream but have forgotten now . It was a busy dream but I remember right at the end I'm ice skating avoiding obstacles when someone comes behind me and is skating behind me . As I weave around objects they are in complete harmony/ synchronicity with my movements.

Another dream was me being shown something.I couldn't make out any features to the person with me but I'm being shown a beach full of people sitting on the sand.
One half was completely in shade, dull. The other half was lovely and sunny. I comment on it being a shame for those people in the shade. Then as if the sky had been a drawing used as a prop in a theatre it slides across to reveal a full sunny sky beaming sunshine on all the people.

I think this is to do with the worlds population. Those who are still in the dark and the hope that one day everyone will be enlightened.

[susan]

Although I seem to be going through a rest period,( possibly due to events in physical life being a bit demanding, but pleasantly demanding) last nights dream was one I think worth noting.

None of the characters in the dream had features to recognise, neither family members nor TV characters to link up with.I usually find these are meaningful.
Dream.

I'm going up some steep stairs with someone and it's quite dark. As I get to the top I can hear people snoring. I pass a comment that people here are asleep. There is a receptionist at the top who directs us
where to go.
I'm sitting with my companion in almost darkness at the side of a large corridor. Eventually a lady passes.She is young, modern dress and is walking towards us and then past us as if she hadn't seen us but she was almost like sleep walking, almost dazed like.
A young man is walking behind her just following her. I think he was trying to get her attention but remained behind her. They both walked past out of view.
Next thing someone we knew came towards us and I got all excited telling them " we saw her, we saw her. She was a ghost".
The other person asks if we communicated with her and we said "no we didn't".

That's all I remember of the dream . I had stayed up till about 11.30 watching a film ( not of my choice)
It had killing in it but nothing to do with spiritual matters.
I would love to think this was some kind of training and not just a wishful thinking kind of dream,
But time may tell... Or not.

[susan]

Wasn't going to bother with this dream I had last night as I have so much happening in physical but I think I need to.

Dream

I'm looking after a small lion cub in my back garden making sure it doesn't get out when I notice it has found a hole in the netting keeping it in and it rushes out.
I run out to catch it before it can do anyone any harm because they will see it as a lovely cute cub but I know it is very powerful. Next thing I'm running towards these people who have found it and it has turned into a full grown powerful lion.
End of dream.

So this morning over coffee reading Siriustar's post I thought to post and ask what type of powerful meditation it was he used but first I didn't know what the galactic alignment was really about so ,not wanting to show my ignorance too much I googled it.

888 Galactic Alignment ' Lion's Gate'.

Between 26/7/15 - 12/8/15 whilst the sun is in the astrological sign of Leo ( the Lion)
Portals open allowing Galactic waves to bathe the Earth with light keys and codes and assist in the evolution of the planet's next cycle.


I'm sure this dream was concerning this event as I can think of nothing in physical that it connects to .
Also was the short dream posted above 25/7/15 where the beach is full of people and the sun is only shining on half the people on the beach and then the sky moves over to allow full sunshine on everyone, also connected?
These two dreams also occurred 25/7/15 and 12/8/15.( or early hours of next day, not important.not going to quibble over few hours)

So pleased Siriustar posted what he did or this lion dream would have been left out.

[susan]

Whilst reading Robert' ' Treatise on Astral Projection'( revised edition) he describes each plane as he experienced although pointing out that there are no signposts saying where you are.
This got me recognising some experiences I've had and intended to go through journal and pick out one or two to see the similarities.
However that will be done later.
I found myself looking at different websites explaining their understanding of the planes of existence and not always agreeing.
This got me thinking of the bigger picture and just how much we can have different belief systems.
And ' Where does God fit in here' what is it? Does IT exist.
Some bible bashers may feel pity on those who don't believe in a God. Problem is, until I know what 'IT ' is I don't know if I believe in 'IT'.

I stumbled upon ( with my fingers)
MICHAEL's TEACHINGS, at Michaeleducationalfoundation.com
This is reported to be an entity claiming to be channeled from the Casual Plane. What I like about what I read was that the teachings are not meant to be a belief system but a scource of information that encourages students to continue to question all beliefs.
I want to post here what I read as this explained so much to me and answers my question. Who or what is God.

TAO
The Infinate Soul. The total consciousness of the universe. The whole of which we are part of.
Western philosophy known as GOD.

http://www.google.co.uk/imgres?imgur...FcO6Ggod_ZADWg.
Symbol of Tao.

Ego. I'm always hearing that we need to loose our Ego. What do we need to loose?
Our belief in our separateness from the universe and Tao ,(God)

So how are we connected? Or how were we connected?

Tao, God is the total consciousness of the universe, learning its own lessons and dealing with its own game plans. The motivational force is that the universe wishes to know itself.
The universe creates games through which it can have new experiences.
One game is ' the experience of separateness.'
The physical plane is used for this by experiencing a separate body, identity and consciousness as separateness.
All activity within the universe is governed by individual and collective choice.
Individual parts,( called fragments, or Essences,in other words US )of universal consciousness agrees to enter physical plane. Approx 5%, of which we are part of. This fragment ( US )experience ourselves as separate and limited, moving through 7 planes of existance eventually returning to be united again with total consciousness of Tao ( God) . This being the Cycle of Experience.

Fragments,us, deciding to come here 1st go to Bardo.
Here entities are formed, groups of around 1,000 fragments,us,all agreeing to share their consciousness and experiences throughout an entire cycle through 7 planes of existance.
7 entities form a Cadre.
12 Cadres make an energy ring.
Most of our relationships will be from our Cadre, members from our energy ring.

So, if I am understanding this correctly, I am a group of approx 1,000 others ( all originating from God)
My group I am in and 6 other groups form a Cadre. ( that makes around 7,000 of us)
An energy ring is made up of 12 Cadres.( 12x 7,000 of us)

A lot here to take in . Sounds incredible but then life is incredible.

At this stage we choose what characteristics we will have.an essence twin may be chosen.
The entire entity (1,000 of us) shares a telepathic higher consciousness. After being fragmented and having completed the experience of the physical plane they later reunite on the astral plane.
The entity fragments do not all come to the physical plane at the same time.some will forge ahead and others will follow later.

Commitment to the physical plane involves working through an entire cycle of experience
Re) moving through different levels of soul perception involving series of lives on physical plane, then moving through levels of 6 planes ( cycles) as you advance towards Tao/ God once again.
The decision to retain full consciousness whilst returning to physical is made by Tao/ God.
When this happens this is called The Manifestation of the Infinate Soul.)
In this case the Infinate soul is not on earth to learn but to teach and assist souls and the entire planet. The Infinate Soul can manifest from any 7 planes of existance in whatever form.
Jesus, Buddha, Mithra and Mohammed are examples.

The normal ( cannt believe I'm writing the word NORMAL. ) process taken by us Fragments is to agree to forget connectedness to the Tao/ God, whilst on physical plane .
The benefit of forgetting allows us to take on new experiences for growth, separateness encouraging growth, searching for answers encouraging experiments with new methods.
As the fragment (us) ages and accumulates experiences on physical plane the forgetfulness wears thin longing to reunite with the consciousness of its entity and the Tao/ God.
This drive becomes strong in older souls as they complete their experiences here.
Eventually the fragment ' cycles off' the planet by not taking on any more bodies here and moves on to lessons on the astral plane.

As you pass through the planes experiencing each one completing the circle you recombine with the rest of your entity, then with other entities becoming more and more merged with total consciousness of the universe , slowly releasing the separateness as you learn and accept they are part of yourself.
In the higher planes( mental, messianic,buddhaic) you are in contact with Tao /God.
1st intellectually, then emotionally, energetically becoming part of the whole , Tao/ God.


Wow, this is so much to take in and digest and play around with and maybe question but for me this is the first time I've had a possible explanation of the complete cycle.
I'm really drawn to this explanation. I've thought so much of self, past selves, higher self but that is as far as I got.
We are told we are spirit/ soul/essence/ being part of something and at the same time being immortal.
Need time to digest but am close to saying I understand what God is therefore close to saying ' yes ' I do believe in God. ( it just might not be the same as someone else's God)

[susan]

Last two hours of short sleep was a lovely dream. Really happy.
Dogs featured a lot. First a small dog is running backwards and forwards excited and pulls at my stockings playing with me.
Then I'm sitting in front of a coal fire. It's not lit then next time I look it's lit. Some massive dogs have now appeared right next to me. They are so powerful and so close that I have a quick thought that I hope they don't get aggressive. But they are friendly.
As I wake up I thought,
' So now Science....Mind....intuition'
Awake now this had me thinking of the atoms, molecules, ether and bits I had read about yesterday but there was a lot to digest and I found it a bit complicated.I want to try to understand this and will try.
However I wonder if the thought I had picked up could have been,
' So now Silence....Mind...intuition'
After all this is what I'm having trouble doing.
Silencing the mind . I suppose this is the only way I will develop intuition.