Nursing babies

[susan]

25/7/15 I wrote that whilst slowly leaving body I heard my husband mumbling as if talking in his sleep.
The words he said were personal but directed at me. As if he was talking directly to me. A deep concern he had.
The other morning upon wakening I had a thought but once again this was as if this was him talking to me.
The subject was the same as if he was sharing a deep concern he didn't want to talk about.
No dreams recalled involved anything related.
Yesterday whilst awake in physical he blurted out his concern saying the exact same words he had said the first time.We weren't even talking of this.
What it boils down to is I'm thinking or receiving his thoughts but as if he was talking to me , but one time the words were not spoken with the vocabulary he would use. Eg ( ' you are living my worst nightmare')
This is where I have wondered before if this is a more evolved part of him putting the thought in my mind.
Is this how intuition works?

Couldn't be bothered to do anything early am with time to go before getting up but recalled dream where I'm on a bus and a lot of people are getting off .( no faces to recognise) These were friends I was saying goodbye to.They were leaving me. ( I'm sure I've had this before)

Woke up to a part of the Beatles song.... " get back to where you once belonged".

[susan]

This morning as I woke up I heard a single musical note. Nearest musical instrument I can liken it to would be a flute.Recalled dream and nothing related to music.
This got me recalling times I've woken up to music.

I've had known songs sung by the artist and in those cases the words were very meaningful.

I've had a male voice choir sing very slowly and gently.

"""""" gentle tinkle of bells

""""""Buzzing of bees ( recalled this time a short scene where bees were involved.wondered if this was just internal noise picked up and then creating a scene of bees)

""""""" a dream where the colours were exquisite and sounds indescribable.

"""""""" today, the flute.

This had me googling most of today wanting to read about sound in the form of music.
Basically I read that sound is a vibration. The vibration of a plane have sounds specific to their own frequency.
In this case I would imagine the courser the plane the heavier and corser the sound.
Does this mean that when spirit is in a particular plane the sound is carried and heard constantly?
Don't know but found a few descriptions of planes and their sounds associated with them.

As Robert wrote there is no signpost telling you where you are in non physical.
From beautiful energy colours to magnificent sparkling silver, easily distinguishable but the more I read the more I realise that not everyone puts the same name to which plane of existance their consciousness perceived but they can agree upon descriptions.
Sound does seem to be agreed by most .
This is one description of sounds relating to various planes.

Sounds
13. Supreme Sugmad The All Loving Glory HE UUUUUUUU
12. Sugmad Sugmad-Living Reality HU - music of god
11. Sugmad World Sugmad Lok music of universe
10. Anami Lok Anami Lok sound of a whirlpool
9. Agam Lok Agam Lok music of the woodwinds
8. Hukikat Lok Hukikat Lok thousand violins
7. Alaya Lok Alaya Lok deep humming
6. Alakh Lok Alakh Lok heavy wind
5. Soul Sat Nam single note of flute
* Etheric Saguna-Saguna Brahm buzzing of bees
* Causal .i .
4. Mental Brahmanda Brahm running water
* Subconscious . .
3. Causal Maha-Kal-Par-Brahm tinkle of bells
2. Astral Sat Kanwal-Anda roar of surf
* Etheric . .
* High Physical . .
1. Physical Elam thunder sound


From 7 upwards I've also read these described as a continuous HUUU, thousand violins or a million voice choir.
What I've noticed is that I've recorded hearing these sounds here in the journal in ascending order before being aware of the relationship to planes .
Tinkle of bells
Buzzing of bees
Single note of a flute.
So why oh why oh why cannt I remember anything related to these planes.?
This is as if I'm being teased or just barely skimming the outer edge with no recall.

[susan]

Was looking for something in this journal here yesterday. Didn't find it but found this.

QUOTE=susan;131598]Pregnancy is back . Walking into a church where a woman is sitting with a man behind her . He puts his hand on her pregnant bump and smiles , laughs and starts singing.


This was picked up and posted 11/11/14.
2 weeks later my son broke the news
Baby Alexander was born 11/08/15.
9 months to the date.

For a while now Compassion has been the focus of my attention.Vivid dreams of someone dropping a baby in the river but concern about how that person felt. ( this was not the one where baby was lowered slowly by a man)
Also when I was in a classroom setting and transported to another room and became the little girl. I was told I was there to understand why the little girl was behaving as she was.
I was to become her and did ,therefore could see how she perceived things.
This may sound confusing but is absolutely clear to me.
My challenge in physical life was to mediate between the two parents and not take sides towards my son.
If I had not paid attention to my dreams I would have been bias towards my son.
By analysing vivid dreams this has helped me through the nine months and in turn has helped my son change his extreme horror of parenthood and being trapped , to a very proud father.
There is much that I cannt write here. It just wouldn't be right but we talk of lessons and challenges in life. Well without doubt by seeing this as a challenge and being aware of every word that came out of my mouth, by understanding the mothers feelings as well as my son's all I can say is what a brilliant way to steer me towards the art of compassion.
Ready for the next one.

Just want to add
Will be seeing baby Alexander for the first time this week-end. Like most doting grand parents I will be doing the usual " oh aren't you gorgeous, give me a smile ", and all the rest but there will be another silent question I'll be thinking.
" just who are you? Do you remember anything of where you've come from? Do you know me? Have we met before? " I expect we have. If only babies could talk before it's too late.

[susan]

Posted the other day

The entire entity (1,000 of us) shares a telepathic higher consciousness. After being fragmented and having completed the experience of the physical plane they later reunite on the astral plane.
The entity fragments do not all come to the physical plane at the same time.some will forge ahead and others will follow later.

Does this explain why I pick up messages from my husband when in that liminal stage or just leaving body as if he is talking to me in his sleep and sometimes it is definately not the vocabulary he would use. .
" I love you more each day with the sadness and excitement". Sung and later that day it had great meaning.

" please open up to me" . When I felt I was being pushed to start talking about my experiences.

" your living my worst nightmare".

I had wondered at the time if this was his higher self communicating with me.
So maybe this is as it says above from " MICHEAL'S TEACHING'S.

Telepathically we share the same higher consciousness .

[CFTraveler]

Telepathically we share the same higher consciousness .

I think so too, in a way at least.

[susan]

This morning, waking up a few times so much going on.
One scene that flashed up so quickly as a dreamlike image but came and went so quickly.
A dark graveyard with a couple of tombstones then a massive ANKHA black symbol still in the graveyard.

This journey started one morning just wakening up to see a white background with hundreds of small black ANKHAS in front.
I didn't know what they were and had to look them up.
Their back again, and this is the day after picking up the thought that ' Archangels were mistaken for God'.


I'm back, just googled and found a site explaining that Ankha symbols are often found with funerary images. ( just love all this mystery)
My ignorance in subjects can make me so excited.

[susan]

Found this written by Dr C George Boeree writing on Carl Jung's Theory.
( not sure how much of this was his own thoughts added)

The outer world is called maya, meaning illusion, and is thought of as God's dream or God's dance. That is, God creates it, but it has no reality of its own. Our individual egos they call jivatman, which means individual souls. But they, too, are something of an illusion. We are all actually extensions of the one and only Atman, or God, who allows bits of himself to forget his identity, to become apparently separate and independent, to become us. But we never truly are separate. When we die, we wake up and realize who we were from the beginning: God.

When we dream or meditate, we sink into our personal unconscious, coming closer and closer to our true selves, the collective unconscious. It is in states like this that we are especially open to "communications" from other egos. Synchronicity makes Jung's theory one of the rare ones that is not only compatible with parapsychological phenomena, but actually tries to explain them.




So whether reading Jung's theory or the Michael's Teachings they both agree on a collective consciousness . The point I want to note is that although I was experiencing I didn't fully understand why I was getting what I was getting and needed that extra help from Michaels Teaching for it to make sense.
Someone trying to rush this learning process will go loopy.
When I picked up the Ankha symbol again this made me realise there is so so much to learn from writings to be able to understand the experience. A vivid dream can be worked out. Words spoken are meaningful.
A riddle can be worked out but there are some things We just have to learn.
To experience only isn't enough. I need to learn.
To learn only from books isn't enough. We need to experience ourselves so we can judge what we read whether we are going to believe or dispute.
I want to learn more on symbology. Ancient geometry, after all when I perceived the black and white cubes, hundreds of them before seeing the silver city and Angels I was so engrossed in what I was looking at that I never worked out what the cubes represented. Someone somewhere wrote of entering these beautiful shapes and they spoke to her meaning I think that she instinctly knew their meaning.
I think some reading on the hierarchy above may also have been hinted.
How do I divide time between meditating, energy raising and reading?

This morning in the liminal stage picked up
' in school dropped down dead.' ( school= learning. Dead= afterlife)
Also saw a finger slowly turning a page from the bottom .

[susan]

Currently on holiday. From notes.Sunday 6 am.

After main sleep , small short dreams.All different in topic. ( none included characters that I recognised.)
After recalling these and working with them I found areas in my daily life I could improve upon.
Thinking to myself that I would try to remember these points ( one being a time when I was agitated with an elderly resident who was becoming very demanding asking constantly in a very loud voice for me to do something when in fact I didn't even work there and it was not my job to do that.)
If this had been in my dream I had to think why? and I realised that my response could have been handled better.
So, deciding I could try to be more helpful and patient at times 2 royal blue birds flashed up. Thinking how lovely these were and certainly never seen any completely covered in this beautiful shade of blue in physical before, then suddenly a wide gold/ white path with a low wall around the edge quickly flashed , and I thought the word 'TRUTH'.
Another one of the dreams.
*** My willingness to embrace all religions.? I think. Not too sure on this .
( young Jewish boy, sitting down . He has his hat on.I'm standing at the side of him . A ceremony is to take place and a parent needed a volunteer. I offered but an adult member would rather have someone within their faith.

Monday 5am.
Dream with Dream characters recognisable from telly when suddenly....

" YOUR BODY IS THAT OF THE LORD'S AND EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE JESUS'S FACE WILL COME DOWN AND SHOW WITHIN YOU."

Wow, this was like an announcement interrupting a dream. There was no familiarity with this announcement. Just like a formal statement being read out. Very clearly perceived.

Have had time to think on this one.

This reminds me of the time I had been working in a care home and came back after a wonderful day interacting with the residents. My day had been filled with so much laughter working with them that that night I had a beautiful dream where we were given cards that turned into gift tags and we were to give them out to people and when I turned them over they had beautiful pastel drawings of a man's face looking as Jesus is depicted in drawings.
At the time this had me think that I was to take my joy and the love I had felt that day working with them and share with others.( instructed to send out the cards)

[susan]

Still holiday. No meditation nor energy work .
12 months ago I would never have dreamt that I would go on an all inclusive holiday and miss out the alcohol. I came with every intention to drink wine.After all this is a holiday. I usually tolerate any cheap wine hotels give us but after a few sips I feel my senses changing. I'm not so alert and don't like it so stop. Tried piña colada with alcohol and prefer the taste without.
So there we have it 12+ months on and vegetarian with no tolerance to alcohol.

Dreams.
I'm in a swimming pool to a large house I'm looking after for a couple when someone is at the side of me. We both look in the same direction and this was the bit I liked.
I see a group of people fly up into the air and get closer till they seemed to form a shape and dived into the water.
Then this big whale leapt out of the water looking so powerful and I'm saying to the other person,' look, isn't that clever, they've even formed the White of the whale showing on the underside as well as the black colour'.
Then as it was in the air the whale fragmented into all the individual people that had formed the whale and they just flew away in different directions.
Just as this happened the person next to me said ' I'm pleased 'and I see a half empty glass of red wine in her hand and throws it away.
Woke up.
So yes , this was me and how I was pleased with my self about the wine but it was the formation and break up of the whale that has stayed with me and got me thinking more on the merging of energies of the individual fragments (me, us.) that formed the Cadre, that Michael refers to in his teachings.

All remain their own individual being but can group together to form one mighty big group energy.
Just imagine how powerful this could be if ( God, total consciousness, the whole, Tao or whatever people wish to call IT) all came together as one having finished its work , plan ,game )on earth.

[susan]

I have to ' FIND YOUR INNER CHILD.'

I picked this up as I woke. I think I can understand why I got this but did a Google search first just to make sure that I was on the right track.

Whilst on holiday I was watching young people having such fun. The pool game was a sheet of rubber floating on top of the water and they took turn running onto it and trying to get to the end before sinking.
I wanted to have a go but was too embarrassed . Everyone else was younger. I imagined doing it and that was as far as I got.
Evenings at the end of a show everyone was encouraged to get up having fun dancing .Iwatched them.

I suppose I've forgotten how to let myself go and how to not care looking silly.

This reminds me of a couple of years ago when I went with some friends to a Buddhist meditation weekend retreat and took a LAUGHING class. We were on our backs with our legs in the air. I was a child again and nearly wetting myself with laughter. It didn't matter what I looked like because we were all doing the same.
I used to see myself as a bit childish. Finding fun in something that others wouldn't. I felt I was being encouraged to act my age . Grow old gracefully.

Found some lovely quotes about finding your inner child.

'After a while the middle aged person who lives in her head begins to talk to her soul, the kid.'
Annie Lamott.

The most sofisticated people I know- inside they are children.
Jim Henson.

So, like a forgotten fire, a childhood can always flare up again with us.
Gaston Bachelard.

Anticipate the day as if it was your Birthday and you are turning six again
Mike Dolan.

In my soul, I am still that child who did not care about anything else but the beautiful colours of the rainbow.
Patina Gosh.