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**susan** · 2nd January 2016, 05:22 PM

KRISHNAMURTI?

I want to remember this name so logging it incase.
This afternoon I had a break so googled ' observer is the observed ' and listened to an 11 minute u tube
talk on this by this man Krishnamurtis. Loads to listen to and the one I heard was about 'THOUGHTS.'
It was very good and inspiring.
I've just decided to put another one on to listen to whilst ironing instead of music and had a quick thought to try writing something on notes as its been a while.
I asked what should I listen to on u tube?
Closed eyes and this is what I wrote.

Hindu k guy k but

This man was born in India and when I saw a picture of him when young he looked Indian so I just thought he was Hindu.( daft but I did) From my quick search he did not fully associate himself with any particular religion.( makes sense )the point is I thought he was Hindu.
A lot of his work out there to read.

**susan** · 5th January 2016, 07:10 PM

Had a picture show viewed in the brow this am. 3 scenes leading into each other. Not a continuation of a dream as it got my attention first before starting.

6.35 am. Decided to start raising energy from feet upwards, brushing, stroking stirring. Up legs to 1st chakra. Could feel my legs tingling all over. Worked my way up to the heart and got no further when felt energy from base chakra move up as far as heart/ throat area. Been a while since felt this. Continued up the chakras then just circled and circled feet.
Very soon I see what looks like a white circle spinning in the brow but at a distance. I've seen this before. This gets closer to view but there was like a silver clip in the middle. This got my attention because it was like an imitation paper chakra. ( great for getting my attention, like the ballet shoes before being shown what was concerning my aunts death that day)
Focused on this when vision screen goes fuzzy. Then a scene appears and I see 2 famous actors from years ago on a train. I'm trying to think if their names and see that they start to wrestle with each other. This scene then fades but very quickly a new scene starts up. These are people in army uniform and there seems to be a battle going on.( there was no colour to any of these, just black and white.)
This one also fades but then the most vivid black and white. I'm watching in deep black space and a spacecraft opens its doors suspended in space and out flies people in armour and start fighting. When I saw this one starting up I had the feeling it was going to frighten me but knew it couldn't harm me so saw it through to the end. Some came close but then it ended very abruptly. Pleased at that.

So , I was pleased to have perceived something in the brow but it wasn't exactly what I would have hoped for. It didn't take me long to understand why.
On Sunday I had been listening to Krishnamurtis on U tube. I became very disturbed at his advice to not get involved in any religious order, that so much was just money making and controlling.This was heavy going and very thought provoking so decided to go slightly lighter and watch talks in Buddhism. I viewed this differently this time. All I heard was Buddha said this, Buddha said that, we are to do this or that.( I love being around them as they give off such peace and calmness) but found myself feeling that I was being lectured to instead of deciding myself.
This man also took on a discussion with religious leaders of different religions in one clip. He was very thought provoking but would not be swayed off track to his beliefs.
My mind was all over the place Sunday night. Admiration for the man, but feeling there was a little arrogance there stating his own view as ' THIS IS HOW IT IS'.
I felt disturbed all day also .
So these 3 scenes were all fighting scenes. On a train, on land and in space.
Was this letting me know that when the mind is in turmoil through the day we will experience the same turmoil whether in the dream state or OBE. We create our own wars within dreams.
I think this re-iterates the importance of not attempting any kind of exit whilst the mind is disturbed.

**susan** · 10th January 2016, 06:47 PM

Deepak Chopra has helped me understand more about the observer role which was pointed to.

He talks of Cosmic Consciousness and the different stages.

5th stage according to him involves the alert witnessing of all the different roles the body and mind play at all the time, with a clear separation between body and mind.Being a Detached Observor of the Roles Played.He examples the roles he has played in daily life. For me it would be child,mother, wife, cleaner, cook, fixer, organiser, counsellor, nurse and on and on and on...... This is the body mind but Have an awareness that my spirit is not the roles I play in body.
My spirit is an alert witness of the roles I play. Whilst it may be my destiny to play an infinity of roles I Am Not these roles.
The detached observor ( me) of the role has woken up, even when sleeping.
We can be engaged in a role to currently perform , even passionate about the way we perform it but detached at the same time.
He talks of the actor on the stage of life with us being the actor, director, everything and everyone.
This all adds up to what I've written over the last few weeks, stage, puppets, Observor.
He also classifies the 5 th stage of consciousness as Christ Consciousness.
( it's easy to feel embarrassed about writing this last bit and I even thought I would leave it out )
But it is just a level of understanding. A level people here reading this is at also.
This will explain why during my holidays in September I received that very formal type announcement.

24th Sept.
Monday 5am.
Dream with Dream characters recognisable from telly when suddenly....

" YOUR BODY IS THAT OF THE LORD'S AND EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE JESUS'S FACE WILL COME DOWN AND SHOW WITHIN YOU."

Wow, this was like an announcement interrupting a dream. There was no familiarity with this announcement. Just like a formal statement being read out. Very clearly perceived.

5th Dimension also referred to by others as the Mental Plane.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=b22VMuHQ3UU

**susan** · 16th January 2016, 10:32 AM

Tuesday am, very TINNY words heard upon wakening.

" higher intelligence communication".

3 short dreams could be suggesting this but it's the tinny voice I'm interested in. Why sometimes a low droning kind of singing or maybe a tinny sound. I've had this before. Maybe something to do with vibration. Will have to look up see what I can find.
Very tired physically and mentally this week with work. No meditation or energy work carried out. Will try 2 hours NEWS this afternoon. Must get back into it.

**susan** · 22nd January 2016, 08:52 AM

" KNOW YOUR DIVINITY".
Clearly heard upon wakening this morning.
Also 12.03 am .I heard my mobile phone alarm go off so loud but when I checked it it hadn't. It was still set for 8.00am. Too tired to try for anything. Back to sleep.

Yesterday.

Multidimensional Man back out of cupboard and watched u tube talk by Kurt. He talks so much Of Annie Besant so googled book with intention of buying next day. Woke up to dream of me walking into a large hall and asking for an entrance ticket to the hall where we were going to listen to the Dalai Lama give a talk.

**susan** · 23rd January 2016, 11:39 PM

I like this man but he's not keen on New Age or Aura Focus.
I get his point though.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=fs8zCOeKFss

**susan** · 25th January 2016, 06:22 PM

Been spending much time looking through u tube talks by Krishnamurti ( great person to keep you grounded), the guru posted above, Dalai Lama and younger generation advising ' How to open the third eye.'
unfortunately Krishnamurti mocks the Gurus of today. The Guru mocks the New Age People and people who want your money. Sunday discussions on tv with different religious members and they all argue their point that they are right.
However I did listen to a few from the Dalia Lama( mainly because of my dream where I was going in to a lecture) and I did enjoy his talks. He makes me laugh. A Good one on u tube on stage with Russel Brand of all people. ( tried to copy and paste but wouldnt paste)

So coming to the conclusion that there is no one person to follow who will guide me and give me advice without criticising anyone else's methods or reasoning , I realised that there is .

ME!

In my dreaming mind or semi lucid state I have been guided in many ways and indeed reprimanded when my thoughts have not been so good but never has there been any mockery of anyone else. Everything has been focused on how I can improve my health, improve my exercises for the third eye. Improve energy exercises ( to raise the garland increase the level of cadence) . How to understand from someone else's perspective. I've been rewarded when I've done some caring work .

I am my best guidance , therefore because of a dream last night I'm going back to focus on geometry.

Dream.
This dream contained a member of my family . I'm watching my brother-in-law jumping from one edge of a cliff onto another edge of a cliff with a steep drop down. I'm watching with someone. The shape of the cliffs resembled the outline of a Pine tree.( not far apart)
I'm watching this from the sky.
Now me and my companion land on the ground and observe a small dark skinned young boy ( he crops up from time to time) standing infront of a large blackboard where he has people listening and watching him.
As he draws on the board he doesn't use chalk, instead he is using an AXE! As he draws with the axe he is cutting through the board. As I watch the tears I realise his tears form shapes, triangle. Square etc.
In the dream I say to someone ' why is he breaking through the board?"
The person replies ..." I haven't a clue".
Woke up.

I had to think on this one but is the last statement actualy a clue. It's been a bit since looking at geometry

**susan** · 5th February 2016, 10:54 PM

I have to start somewhere so keying in relevant words that I feel I'm being encouraged to learn about,
' Geometry ' and
' Divinity
has had me search u tube. Learning the mathematical equations, the shapes, the exactness of nature still had something missing then I found this one on U tube. It's an old one some clips seem very old but it gave me what was missing.
Instead of learning the Geometric patterns within nature within the universe , I needed to understand first how the shapes were formed and this one explains.

1) Everything in existence is energy and the result of a frequency.
2) Ancient geometric patterns symbolise ' how energy flows and manifests itself'. That's why certain flowers grow the way they do. The energy that manifests itself obeys precise universal laws.
3) Substance of the universe is consciousness
4) The higher the tone the more complex the pattern.

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PpQTF_46pks

20 mins into..... Effect of sound on matter
25 mins into.....Sacred geometry found in water droplets using the right sound frequency.
38 mins into...Fibonacci's scale
40 mins into.....The brain uses the same maths to decifer the sensory world that it does in the making of
a hologram.
...... Intelligent design of the cosmos
....... Divine imprint.
51 mins into......DNA.
52 mins into...... Digital link between emotions and genetics.
An individual living with fear is limited to the number of antennae available to them
compared to an individual living in love in a higher frequency.

**susan** · 8th February 2016, 09:23 AM

Back to school.
The best way to learn for me is to write it down so I can go back to it and digest again.So have started a folder drawing as I learn.
Every time I come to the meaning of a symbol I get drawn back to first address this from the beginning.
Pythagoras, Plato, Aristotle.

Pythagoras " Reality is mathematical in nature"
All is Number.
The Golden Ratio".
PHI.

Plato considered PHI as the key to the understanding of the Cosmos.
So out comes the compass again, retractor, pencils and a very much cleaned up chopped up rubber.A lot of rubbing out even just drawing the 5 pointed star.
It's hard to stay away from the easier stuff , just learning the meanings but I need a thorough understanding first of the background. To learn the connection to shapes in nature, the musical note, vibration, formation,or at least as far as the capability of my brain.

This is fascinating and challenging but if I have the occasional symbol thrown my way , and if ancient geometrics is known as a form of communication I want to know immediatly what it means .
( of course this goes hand in hand with the theory ' energy flows where attention goes.'
I want to see those black and white cubes and vortexes again.

https://ancientexplorers.com/wp-cont...moto-water.jpg

Is this true? I don't know how reputable this site is but the thank you and prayer and I love you they are exquisite.
If anyone knows this to be fake please let me know so I can delete and be more careful infuture.

**susan** · 12th February 2016, 09:31 AM

Woke up at 4 am just seeing a scene very quickly dissapearing.
A massive sparkling silver ship docked in a sparkling harbour.Im heading towards it with some people to the side of me.
Awake now. There was no other colour to this and I couldn't recall any dream at all.
Beautiful to look at.
I don't know if this could be symbolic or actual but it doesn't matter, beautiful to look at.
For 2 mornings in a row now I've had funny scenes all related to the crown chakra. They've made me laugh but in the past I've been wary of working the crown but since then the last two days I've been spending time bringing in crown exercises. I noticed yesterday that Im seeing the blue around my arm and tree outside as a deeper blue.
Must keep up brow and crown work.