Nursing babies

[susan]

Been awake since 2.38 am and am whacked!
I'm giving myself 10/10 for effort even though it ended in failure. It's Saturday so not a problem.

Yesterday 6-7 pm 1 hour NEWS including bringing energy up to the crown . Also working brow.
Bed at 10. More NEWS . Fell asleep.

Woke up but didn't open eyes straight away. Was just wondering if hubby back from work yet. Opened eyes to see the time and FLASH!! Like 2 live wires put together . Big electrical white flash infront of me.
No noise, no headache. Was this another Strobe? I've only ever had them within the brow with eyes closed.
I wonder if it was just a co- incidence that I opened my eyes at the time it happened and I thought I was seeing through my physical eyes?
Checked clock . 2.38am.
So now I'm in the mood to have a go.

1st attempt....NEWS ending in circling feet and looking into brow.... Hot...turn over on my side .....
try to look ahead.. feeling dozy....falling asleep when jolted awake with a vision of me with a blade in my hand but my neighbour has moved and I cannt continue until she turns round again. People are looking on.

( I spoilt the attempt by moving)

2nd attempt.... Started just the same ending with just trying to stay awake and looking into brow....start to doze off when again.. Jolted awake with a dream vision of me having cut someone on the foot with the blade and it was bleeding heavily...I'm trying to stop the bleeding.

( I have an understanding that blood loss represents energy loss and the need to work on that area. Well I had forgotten to continue stirring the feet as Robert suggests.

3rd attempt..... As above but realy tired and hot... tried to stay still...dozing off when awake with a jolt again seeing someone's foot and circles going round the bottom...

Okay I couldn't be bothered to circle feet I'm too drowsy.

4th and final attempt and just dozing off deciding I need to get some sleep when I see a policeman placing a mobile phone on a podiatry foot tray.

I think this is pay attention! Keep the energy going in the feet.I think of a policeman as higher authority.
Then I see a group of army people looking at me all with their arms up displaying a sign with their hands. I had been reading Dontco's post on Mudras but even though I don't know anything about them I had been looking. Had to look up which one it was they were showing and it was the third eye one.

Gave up, just dozing when I see a pair of wide looking shoes( I have wide fitting) .
one is black and one is white! And thought ..test run.

I realy realy feel I've had assistance here but am whacked.
Going to try again over the week end.
I award myself 10/10 for effort.

[susan]

Still not the success I'm looking for . Very similar result to last night but I think I know where I went wrong this time.

1st attempt....
11pm ...Bed NEWS fell asleep . Not surprised after last night.
3am....Woke up to the song Old Lang Syne and thought the words ' Let's do it in order this time'.

So 2nd attempt.....went through the order I've read Robert suggests, made conscious effort not to turn over and cool enough not to overheat. Fell asleep.
Woke up to the song Too Much Too Little Too Late To Try Again With You by Johnny Mathis and Denise Williams.
Saw a black cat facing me with a jig saw piece sticking out of its ears but there was no picture to the piece . It was blank. Thought 'No Flowers'.

From this the Johnny Mathis song speaks volumes and the cat. I spent all my waking time raising energy then was too tired and went to sleep. I didn't leave enough time whilst awake to just clear the mind of thoughts and focus behind the lids.
Plan shortly 4.30 -7 final session. Got busy week ahead so this will be it I think for a few days.
If anything it's still good energy raising sessions I'm putting in.

This is what I'm going by.
Roberts Astral Dynamics 1999.
Higher level projection.



32. Higher-Level Projection

Higher dimensions are similar in structure to the astral dimension, but exist at much higher levels or vibrations of consciousness. Like the astral dimension, each is a completely separate dimensional area, although they can all be said to occupy the same space. Between each level is an intermediary area, or buffer zone, similar to the color-tinted buffer zones that divide the major planes of the astral dimension, but wider and harder to traverse.

Each major level of consciousness corresponds with a particular dimension, and each has a subtle body to match it. Higher levels become progressively more abstract and complex in nature, as do the levels of consciousness associated with them. We all reflect, to a greater or lesser extent, an energetic facet of ourselves into all higher dimensions and levels of consciousness, at all times, just as an aspect of the astral body is constantly reflected into the astral dimension (see chapter 2).

The strength of these reflections, and their effect on inner and outer realities, depends greatly on the energetic development, intellect, spirituality, and natural potential of the individual.


High-Level Technique
To project into a higher level, aspiring projectors must first raise their energetic value to harmonize with that level. This is best done before the exit, but can also be done during a projection, and can happen spontaneously. The most effective way of reaching higher levels - barring natural ability - is through the practice of consciousness-raising meditation, energetic development, and other related spiritual practices.

The generation of a high-level projectable double is affected by the level of consciousness, by the active configuration of primary energy centers, and by the quality of energies they produce. The higher-body generation process is therefore limited by the projection mechanism's ability to generate the energetic qualities required.

Projecting consciously into levels higher than the mid to high astral, say past the high fifth or lower sixth astral plane, takes either a high level of skill and development or strong natural ability, or both. A projector usually needs to be proficient at both consciousness raising and energetic stimulation to do this. There are, however, ways to achieve this that take advantage of latent natural ability.

Ideally, an aspiring higher-level projector needs some experience with projection. However, it is possible to begin right here and use the following procedure as a stand-alone projection technique. If you have failed at projection using other methods, try this. It may suit you and work better, even for a very first projection attempt.

Note: All the skills and techniques required here are given elsewhere in this book (see parts 2, 3, and 4).
Stimulate feet and hands, as per NEW system, then use a full-body circuit for ten minutes or longer.

Use a deep physical relaxation technique, then attain the full-trance state.

Stimulate all primary energy centers.

Use extra brow and crown center stimulation exercises.

Raise energy through the whole body, including arms, and up through all primary centers in one smooth action to the crown center on the IN breath. Hold awareness in the crown center and feel energy flowing into there all through the IN breath and all through the following OUT breath. Flick awareness back to feet and repeat at start of next IN breath. This exercise is designed to draw and accumulate energy in the brow and crown centers.

Continue the above exercise for at least ten minutes, or until you start seeing a color suffusing or tinting your vision behind your closed eyelids. Purple is the best color to see for this, but any bright primary color is a good sign. If you see nothing, continue with the next part of this exercise anyway.

Using your body awareness, generate a continual "Aummmm" sound in your heart center. Imagine it and feel it growing stronger and stronger in your heart. Once this is established, slowly move this awareness sound up to the throat center, and from there up to brow center, and finally spreading to the crown center. This is a fairly deep tone, as if vibrated softly in the back of a mature man's throat. Feel it humming there and let this spread and fill the entire head. This sound may continue on its own accord, or even spread through the entire body, or it may not. If you can hold this tone without too much effort, try to continue it throughout this whole projection attempt. If this part is too difficult, try to hold the "Aummmm" sound in either the throat or brow center only, whichever is easiest. Just do the best you can with this for a few minutes, then proceed to the next part of this exercise.

From behind your closed eyelids, look for a distant point of light, or a small pattern of light that is brighter than any other you can see. This may appear as a tiny bright dot, star, or multicolored structure, or even as a geometric pattern. It may also appear as a distant scene, single or multicolored, as if seen through the wrong end of a telescope. Gently lock on to and hold this target firmly in your mind's eye.

Shift your awareness toward and into the target and feel yourself moving toward it. Feel yourself as being there already inside it. Imagine and feel a strong spiritual love connection with the target. Love the target and want to be there with all your heart and soul. Use the point shift technique at this point and feel yourself moving directly toward the target. Rope or other projection techniques can be added or alternated as necessary.

If the above method cannot be made to work, I suggest that the secondary full-body circuit be used for half an hour or more, added to step one, and that step five also be continued for half an hour or more. This is often necessary to provide the quality of energies required for a high-level projection. If, at any time during the above process, the brow center strobes, and you see a heavy flash of bright silver-white light in your mind's eye, go straight to steps eight and nine and complete the projection.
When you succeed at projection using this method, you may experience any of the normal variety of projection-related sensations, or you may feel none at all and just find yourself instantly there inside your target. This method will always cause a higher level of projection than would otherwise be possible.

Usually I feel a moment's disorientation, a brief upward-falling sensation, a flash of light as my brow center strobes, then I suddenly appear wherever it is I am going.

( not following to the letter)

[susan]

Woke up through the night aware I was loose and seemed to be just above body. Mid to heavy vibrations and very loud engine noise.Tried to focus on noise and vibrations but so tired I just fell asleep again.
Taking a mouth full of apple cider vinegar with manuka honey every morning. Apparantly good to help de - calcify pineal gland, ( don't know if I need it but every little helps.)



Tuesday am.
Had to stop NEWS last night. Legs were on fire and wanted to scratch inside of legs. No rash visible this am . Went away when stopped energy exercises.

Woke up to seeing a drawing of a kings crown with red arrows pointed upwards and thought the words
" the move".( these two words are relevant)
last night had sent out a request/ prayer for help in something that so far has me thinking that what I want will not be possible. For the last year I've wanted to do something but I've ended up with very clear indications of this not being possible, or to be more precise 'She was very brave to do this because.....'.When I decide to ignore this I end up getting more information re-confirming. But my understanding is that nothing is set in concrete , so I'm going to keep asking.
So I see this as work the crown and information may come through.

[susan]

Instruction upon awakening this morning seemed to suggest some reading I think.

Picked up .." LIFE IN THE FIFTH".
Then I saw the screen of my I pad with its numbers for keying in the code and a card swiping it.
This was followed by a blank screen with a long floaty line being drawn across.

So my code for access to I pad is keyed in, then swiped? Don't know .The long floaty line didn't form any shapes so could this have just represented the action of reading written words.


Edit 22/2/16
And when I'm not thinking about the question- the answer comes. This is about previous post 15th.
Although I will not completely give up hope, too much has suggested that this is something that I must accept. I have faith that somethings are out of my control and something good will come out of it in time.

[susan]

"IF YOU ADD THE LAST NUMBER TO THE BOX TO REMOVE IT 1571".

Woke up to this instruction. This was one of those formal type announcements. Woke up quickly as if with a jolt. When this happens it's usually something to take notice of.Dream recall vague. Time 3.08. Got up to write down for morning.
Tried little energy raising but fell asleep. Woke with a jolt again and thought," It will be worth it"and I see someone putting a handful of pastel coloured miniature chocolate Easter Eggs in my hand.( I've had them before.)

SO..... By following the instruction of adding the last number To the box I can have it. What is IT ?
I think it could be the mystery, knowledge, information.
*****1571 is the telephone number in the UK to find out the last caller.**********( my mistake, corrected in next post)


I want to bring in FIBONACCI'S code now related to sacred geometry.
1,1,2,3,5,8,13,21,34.....etc.
Each number in this sequence is the sum of the previous two.
As the sequence continues the ratio between each number gets closer to 1.618.The Golden Ratio also known as PHI.This ratio being found throughout nature. Apparently, according to Genesis 6:15 NOAH was instructed to use this ratio to build the ARK.( could explain why the other morning I picked up the name NOAH EDMUNDS , I think just a bit of humour as we have a tv personality called Noel Edmunds)
This ratio is also referred to as the building blocks of nature.

Back to 1571.
1+5=6 but if I add the last number to it (1) I have 7. So it isn't exactly Fibonacci's code but the idea is the same.
I think by following my interest in this area I could gain something that would be worthwhile.

In plain old English.
Once again I'm being encouraged to focus on Ancient Geometry and the mysteries of the Universe.

I'm still thinking back to being told a while ago " THE CODE WAS NECESSARY FOR THE PLANET".

[susan]

I just want to correct something but making this as a new post incase anyone who read the last post from the uk saw the mistake.
1571 is the number to receive any messages left for you on the phone.
That fits in even better for my understanding.

[susan]

Monday 4.28am.

"CHOOSING THE WILL TO LIVE IMAGERY SENSORS PROVIDE?"


Heard this as I woke up. It was a softly spoken voice.
I had gone to bed with no intention of trying anything as had busy day ahead but I had sent out a request for some words of wisdom to help me improve my clairvoyance and clairaudience.
Tried to make sense of this. On Sunday I had been practicing auras seeing with colourful flowers. Pleased with the merging of beautiful colours and that some were spreading 2 feet away against the white wall. Had been thinking that I realy wanted to step up the visuals and try to incorporate day time working life with exercises. Not just after work. Would love to see people's auras through the day.
Last night took another look at the words. I think this could be aknowleging my wishes. It's just a strange way to put it but then that shouldn't surprise me.

Tuesday3.20am.

"YES I THINK YOU COULD BE RIGHT!".


I then see an I pad with the same looking pen drawing a long floaty line across the screen that I had seen and posted a few days ago.
I think this was confirming my thoughts on the previous post on sacred geometry.

( back to edit this mistake. The previous iPad with the pen drawing a long floaty line was connected to ' Life in the 5th.')
Back to sleep, not trying anything.


4.20am
Woke up to same soft voice


"WAKE UP! AUMMMMMM SHAMPOO."


Didn't take long to decide that shampoo is massaged to the head so I see this as tactile action to stimulate the crown. The AUMMMM surprised me as this was something I had decided not to bother with even though Robert suggests this as posted in previous post. I'll read up more on this to find the benefits, after all I got this for a reason.

So to sum up from the last few days.

a) Sending out requests for advice before sleep brings results but it could be a day or two in coming.
The voice could be said to be me but I've learnt the difference between a very strong sudden thought and hearing a voice. Sometimes the voice is very matter of fact tone but not the last two days.
Mostly it comes as a riddle

b). Advice to make the choice of trying to develop seeing energies.
When raising energy in the crown and meditating try tactile massaging actions and start using the AUMMMM sound.

C) learning.
Ancient Geometry.
Learn my Divinity.
5th Dimension.

[susan]

My questions about sound/ vibration during meditation have been answered.
Samwise very kindly linked a book by Samuel Sagan( in the meditation section) and it is just exactly what I need right now.)

He talks of throat friction describing how to breath using a sound coming from the larynx when practised properly. This sound produces vibrational energy. By focusing on both this and the third eye this quitens the mind leading to a tuned in state of consciousness .The simultaneous awareness leads to resonance then vibration between the two.
There are claims that practicing seeing auras may be boosted when combining throat friction with vision.

So there you go....picked up to use the Aummmmm...... but also noted that advice comes in riddles .
Intended to find out more info on this as I had decided previous to this not to bother with sound.


I posted this in psychic experience section a few days ago. Want to bring to journal as it's all part of the journey,

6/3/16
This afternoon I had an experience I want to share here rather than the journal incase someone wants to try it.
Having the day to myself I decided to practice auras and other spiritual related learning.
After about an hour of this I got a mirror and placed it infront of me to check aura.
Looked for a while seeing vaguely just the one colour needing to focus eyes each time because of blinking. Just when I decided that was enough I looked at face in the mirror. First thought was could do with a more flattering mirror, ah age is creeping up, could do with some eyeliner on.
Then I got more inquisitive and looked seriously into my eyes. Just who am I ? I remembered the phrase I picked up one morning that I have on my signature and said it silently looking deeply into my eyes.
" look into your eyes and I see mine".This person is seperate - but part of me.
I felt the most profound love fill me just for 5-6 seconds. I did it again and the same thing happened.
Whether this was a connection to spirit or a connection to my own spirit it certainly wasn't what I was thinking at the time.


So looking through Samuel's book if I had looked into my own eyes in a kind of meditative state and lingered there with no thoughts I may have been able to take this further.

Just need to note now that sometimes when I find myself in deep thought in any room of the house and seem to be coming to an understanding of something I get startled by big cracking sounds . It could be said that if in my bedroom I may be in that sleepy state and physical sound may be amplified. That's why I didn't record when it first started hapenning but today I was fully awake in my conservatory and reading part of Samuels book and as I was thinking something through and coming to a conclusion a loud crack sounded as if the frame. I'm hearing this more and more now and although it can make me jump it makes me laugh as well because it's becoming so predictable.

[susan]

Just had a visit from my cat. ( I think)
Awake, not ready to get up, thoughts everywhere. Planting more veg seeds today, try to pull out some weeds. Day planned. Then once again frustration setting in wishing I could just switch the vision on like a tv. Silenced mind and observed vision. No NEWS this time.

After about 10 mins Thoughts were creeping in producing vague pictures but they were related to my thoughts. I wondered if there was more I could be doing that I'm not. Saw an ariel view of planet earth but instead of the colours you would expect it was a beautiful deep rose/ purple with a pinky tone emanating away from it. Wondered why I made it this colour and just thought if resembled the expression 'seeing the world through rose tinted glasses.'This was as my own thought not like when I clearly pick it up. ( loud crack in conservatory again)

Stared more into the brow area when flickering started up . Focused and waited incase.....
Then I hear something on the wooden floor boards coming near me. It sounded like cats claws. Next thing something has landed on the pillow above my head and is walking to the other side. I'm aware this is small and my husband is just next to me with his back to me.I could hear the purring now and gave out a thought that this was my deceased cat.She was close to the side of my face as if sniffing then walked over me a was lying at my side. I wanted to see her but I had no vision. I took my etheric arm and stroked her. She fell slightly fatter as she had always been a very thin cat but near the time I had her put down she had gone realy skinny. I wanted to see her but all I could see was grey blank nothing.
As I stroked her I felt her paws touching my upper wrist drawing inwards as they do. She was still purring then it stopped and she was gone.

Opened eyes and although I was delighted I couldn't understand why I had no vision. Checked clock 8.20 am.

Thoughts.

If I had fallen into a lucid dream why the cat? She left us about 6 years ago. I've twice since had a visit from her but both occasions I could see her.
I had not been thinking of her . She was not the friendliest of cats as we had got her as an adult and had her for about 14 years but she would never let us pick her up. My thoughts have not been on her.
Also if this had been a dream then I would have produced a vision of her I'm sure.
I knew it was her but couldn't see her. Or this was set up for me .

Not going any further with this one but delighted to have experienced it.
It's recorded anyway.

[susan]

Skin rash on chin has cropped up . I don't know if this is related to energy work but it has just come in the last few days after starting Samuel Sagan's 'Throat Friction ' technique.
I've had this kind of rash before but a few years ago and I always knew what had caused it but this time I'm not using any different products on skin and I'm not stressed.
Co- incidence or not but recently I started focusing on the crown more than in the past and a couple of weeks ago I developed a rash around the temples at the hairline and behind the ears and a bump at the top of the head. Lasted about 4-5 days then just went.
I can find no alternative reason for this so will put it down as Energy related.
Intend to continue with throat friction regardless.
Yesterday morning as I'm waking from very light sleep saw a pair of hands in the prayer position then focus moved upwards to show a woman's face with a brown tanned looking face but it was covered in sparkling stars.
Could not recall any dream. The brown tan of the skin reminds me of the lovely image of the boy I saw lit up by stars with what looked like a turban on or some kind of head gear from years ago. His face was very tanned like toffee.