Nursing babies

[susan]

Babies are back.
Woke up holding a new born baby wrapped up in blankets when it opens it's mouth and to my surprise it said
" Who Am I "?

[CFTraveler]

Wow. So what do you think?

[susan]

CFTraveller, I wish you hadn't asked that question. I am so comfortable writing about my experiences but when it comes to interpreting I feel a junior,even though I have my own thoughts.
Here goes... For the last 2 years at least since feeling closer to the other side and feeling more strongly about the possibility of being more than just " Susan" I sent out in my thoughts , wishes , to know more about myself and who else I have been.
When I experienced the hologram of a young boy posted above this was my belief getting even stronger. After going on holiday and feeling so distant it had me wondering how much of all of this could just be my imagination.
But I knew it wasn't . Authors suggest having an open mind and not fixing on one set idea. I've kept this on mind but the answer to your question is that I believe this was me finding out by (my self , higher self, other side) that I AM on a journey finding out about myself.
After saying this if nothing else happens this has all been nonscence.
Ps. Thank you for your offer to pm you . My Jurgen Ziewe book has arrived today and my other will arrive soon so it will take time to get through and thank you.

[GMAN12]

This is my opinion. I think that it is possible at certain times in your life you will get these dreams. Breaking the veil one experience at a time till you figure yourself out. I look forward to reading more of your journal! It is very interesting.

[susan]

Just a little add on here.
A recap....
***** .OBE d above body then staring into brow area got tunnel vision of hologram of young boy in period costume( long white curly wig and red velvet jacket)

***** OBE ,( I think,because of the scenery although I recalled it like a dream and had no exit awareness) the slightly older boy whom I loved from the bottom of my heart.

***** Dream of the photograph (and had previous hints by dream that I would be shown a photograph) of the battle field where a young man was laying dead amongst other bodies and I felt immense sadness.

*****. Dream of little boy AKEO.

All males, now if anyone upstairs is listening and can help it would be nice to have a balance here . A girls name would be lovely.please.????

[susan]

My mistake I've been given a name Marion before.

[susan]

AKEO.
I think I've had a continuation of the previous nights dream.
I woke up thinking the word AKEO. ( personally I've never heard of it before)
Recalled dream straight away.
I'm waiting in a back room with other people for someone to arrive.
He comes . It's my oldest son and he's carrying a young child about 2 years old, a boy. He had brought him for me to see for the first time. I take hold of him and say how lovely he is and ask what his name is.
My son says AKEO, he then repeats it a second time and says it very slowly like AAAKKKEEEOOO.
I woke up at this stage. I find it interesting that for the last 2 nights I wake up just at the point of getting the question " Who am I ?" and last night a name. This was a dream.there is no comparison to an experience a few months back whereI was taken to a young boy to meet and immediately loved him from the bottom of my heart and this stayed with me for many days after ,and the scenery was not solid,more transparent and shimmering.
Back to AKEO. I've googled this and it is a male name but I couldn't find anything about it's origin.People to this day are called by this name so it could be any century. I'll just accept what I got and not try to guess at things.( would have been nice to find out though)

[susan]

Dream but was it a continuation of AKEO.
Woke up just at the point of looking at the face of a young baby I was holding. It didn't have good skin,it was flaking all over the face.
Recalled 2 dreams.
The first dream was just a mish mash which I know had contents involving things I had read about in the newspaper.
The second dream was completely different. I'm looking out of a square window in a house. The house is made of wood and I get a feeling of poverty. The house is in the middle of a river and its getting dusk.There are high mountains in the distance and bad weather ahead in the sky.I sense danger ahead and men are getting out of the water. They were to the left of the house and had what could have been like large lobster pots they were holding by a hook at the top of each one.A father and son are in the river still.

Don't remember the rest ,just woke up to looking at the face of the baby.
I wonder if it's possible to hypnotise your self into waking up holding babies???

What I didn't understand at the time and regrettably left out was at the end a speeding modern train came in the scene travelling so fast from the direction of the mountains towards and passed the house in the river.
I think now this was to mean that a devastating storm passed through so quickly.

[susan]

I've hesitated with posting this one but after thinking that spirits can take on any form then there may have been a reason for this . I was dreaming and I was on my own,nobody was around me.( this is reflected in my writing on occasion when I'm getting nothing)
I'm sitting down leaning against a wall when a group of people come towards me and joins me by sitting to the left of me. It's the next bit that seemed strange. A female came right up to me and sat to the right of me but was directly facing me and she was smiling at me. She was lying on her stomach with her arms just the way a horse would. She had long hair but also a long face which looked almost a bit like a horse which made her look strange to look at. I remember thinking this in my dream.I'm just wondering why I would make up a character like that in my mind ?

[susan]

Golden threaded universe.
I am currently reading Jurgen ZIewe's 'Multi Dimensional Man' and I love his style of writing. It's one of the best books I've read but what I am encouraged by are the similarities of experiences.
A few years ago in my paper journal I wrote of viewing behind closed eyelids an exquisite fine gold threaded universe,so fine and sparkling with golden planets and gold lines like thread seemed to connect them.
I have just read today that Jurgen experienced the same.
He describes" ......unfolded the universe in front of me. A vast space opened up, and a giant symmetrical web made from golden threads, each junction studded with an enormous golden sun. Each sun casting off golden patterns, which interacted with each other."

He writes of being with a group of friends that he appears to know but not in physical.
I am currently experiencing the same,( I'm sure many are on this site)
Just love his book.