Interestingly, I have never thought 'will' to be inherent to me,.[/QUOTE]\
That's about it, (will) being applied towards maintaining awareness. Although will and awareness are the last to implements that I find myself with. It either being will directing awareness or the other way around, I'm not to sure. I find that I am still aware but with out a focal point it's more just aware of being aware. Will I suppose is applied to maintain this state. This might sound a bit strange but what I try to attempt is to feel the "shape" of the thing that has been there since birth(maybe before as well), that thing that has slowly accrued a life time of experiences,faculties and abilities. I think I may be blabbering a bit so I'll try and chew on what I'm saying.
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