Hi all. I need to try and clarify what stage I was at in the projection process if any. I feel im close.
So, I come home from work, headache and tired. I decide I havent got time to do a full practice so I'll spend 10 minutes on energy body work.
When I've finished. Im in this state where I cannot move a muscle or open my eyes (sleep paralysis??) But I can hear everything around me. I am aware I must be asleep. And seek to test it by opening my eyes.
Then I decide to will myself to float. I am shouting "I WILL PROJECT. I WILL ESCAPE" I automaically focus on my third eye, I start to feel full body buzzing, I feel my focus sort out go as if I am looking out my third eye. It all comes to a climax but little mundane thoughts start to crop in. I ignore them as soon as they start. then I seem too... run out of energy? It just stops...
Now I try the rope technique after a quick check to see im still asleep. This time I even get the sensation my eyes and vision is about to pass where my physical eyes would be again it stops.
Now I feel as if I am laying at a slight 10-20 degree angle. Head and shoulders slightly to the right. I get too warm and try to open my astral eyes. I open my real eyes and wake up.
Two things
1) is what I described sleep paralysis or a trance state or?
2) What does this all meand and why did I seem to "run out of gas?" Almost like I couldnt go any further.
Any helpxwould be great. I feel im so close yet something is missing.
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