Eyeoneblack, Stop thinking about what you haven't.!!!!!
Okay life sucks and you feel that what the "norm " should be, you don't fit into, but then many who haven't got this site must feel the same but we don't hear from them.
"Divorced ,----- So you are not living a lie by continuing with a relationship that was not right after a while for you. ( maybe you could see it maybe you couldn't but it was so.)
"Fertile options" If I understand you correctly and understand what I read in Kurt Leyland the " sex" issue could indeed be an issue for advancing further than possible in the afterlife. Get over it . It's mainly a physical issue.
" Your family being good Christians......but have they had the awakening that you have had???
I feel you are comparing yourself to how you feel other's perceive you . ( as a misfit)
I have absolutely no training in in psychological issues so this is merely a Susan to eyeoneblack
Stop thinking about what you don't have.
Think about what you DO HAVE ... "Insight into the other side ". and something so many don't have.(even good Christians)
You are underestimating yourself !!
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