It sounds like this woman sparked psychic abilities in you, in much the same way as a ringing tuning fork, when brought close to a silent tuning fork, will start to ring in resonance.

This shows that you have potential for psychic abilities.

But you will have to get yourself to a stable place of mind before you can do anything useful by way of training for and using psychic abilities.

Potential is always variable. There are no fixed futures.

Anyone can change their stars if they believe they can do this.

Belief is the key ingredient. Belief based on personal experience.

My best advice here is for you to focus on your self, on being healthy and sound in all ways. You need a solid place from which to start a new life.

be well, robert