Kundalini Program

[BDeye]

You got a way of saying things ButterflyWoman, makes me smile and think.

. But learning how to manipulate the environment/reality is something that takes a while. Or at least, that's been the case for me. I am lucid pretty much all the time (unless I want to slip out of it and play along with the dream scenario, which I often do because I'm already here, may as well get into it), but precisely how to consistently alter the reality is something I haven't mastered.

On this note, I don't reckon I'm awakened and wouldn't say if I was. I do however (have for most of my life), hear and feel the universe talking to me, through events and occurrences (still waiting for a big voice in the sky). Sometimes I "hear" this universe better than others, sometimes I don't want to listen (petulant child that I am).

Changing the universe or my reality can sometimes work surprisingly well. I often find I have to position myself in the path of least resistance to effect the changes, but they generally happen. Sometimes just a small request (bordering on subconscious) is needed. The universe gives me a thump here an there, reckon I deserve it sometimes. I do feel though a love in everything it does (sentimental garbage?).

[Eyeswideopen]

Butterfly Woman, I don't think when you talk about your experience is confusing and I certainly don't think it's weird. I actually find you very interesting and would love to know more in depth stories. Perhaps the audience was way back, now there are so many people looking to wake up, evolve. Particularly this forum as we are here learning about alsorts of things including awakening.

I appreciate that you may not want to go into detail but personally I enjoy your posts.

[ButterflyWoman]

Thanks. I can answer specific questions if you have them. I just don't have a lot of drive to write out stuff on the fly, if you know what I mean. If I think someone really wants to know something specific, I'm not adverse to sharing it.

As for saying you're awake, well... I used to say I would never call myself "enlightened" and I never have. I don't even know what "enlightened" is supposed to mean. People have all kinds of weird ideas about it. Oh, once you're enlightened you float on a lotus with your chakras spewing out a rainbow spectrum of love and flowers and unicorns, tra la! So I don't say that, I would never.

But being awake... to me it's just being lucid in a dream. Hardly anyone has lucid dreams on a regular basis (yes, people who hang around HERE do, but this is a very minority interest site!), and hardly anyone becomes lucid in the reality-dream. Every time I test it, to see if I'm still dreaming, I find that I am, I find that I know what's going on, that I know who and what I am, and so forth. Yeah, I let go a lot of the time and just slip into the dream and go with it, because as far as I can tell, that's the purpose of being here: Consciousness is playing games with Itself. So I play because, well, I'm designed to be a character in the game. But I know I AM a character, I know I'm a bundle of experiences that form a network of thoughts, memories, beliefs, etc. that create a specific, unique point of view through which Consciousness is experiencing this, through which Consciousness is dreaming. I'm a figment of God's imagination, and I know it. My reality is shaped by the unique point of view that is this material mind/self, that's the way the game is designed. So I just be it, and Consciousness gets to continue with whatever Consciousness is doing (growing? developing? playing? dreaming? all of the above?). That's what I mean when I say "awake". I mean "lucid within the reality-dream". I don't mean mystically enlightened and surrounded by lotus blossoms and choirs of angels or whatever other silly thing people might imagine.

In fact, every single time I've had a big OMG type breakthrough, I've always been surprised by how non-eventful it all is. Chop wood, carry water, you know? Only I know that I am just Consciousness dreaming that I'm me, chopping wood and carrying water. Or, in my case, doing laundry and cooking meals.

It's still extraordinary, of course. Lucid dreams ARE.

[BDeye]

[BDeye]

On a Kundalini note, more the physical side. I went through a period a few months back where my brow and base were quite active, but this seems to have shifted to my heart center. Any insight into what this means?. A step back or sideways maybe?. This is more of a physical vibrations, energy work type of question. Been getting flying dreams again, been a while. Any insight would be most welcome, not life or death though, just curious.

[ButterflyWoman]

On a Kundalini note, more the physical side. I went through a period a few months back where my brow and base were quite active, but this seems to have shifted to my heart center. Any insight into what this means?

*shrug* Just areas that need energetic attention, I would guess. It moves around and does some work here, and then moves there, and then backs off a while, then moves in over here, over there, and so on. Not unlike a sculptor, really.

You know, I used to get flying dreams ALL the time when I was a kid. I mean really, really regularly. For me, they were about being able to do something unusual, something special. In many of them, I'd fly up to my mother to show her I was flying and she'd be busy doing something else and refuse to even turn around to see what I wanted, and she never saw me flying. When I write that down, it is so incredibly... poignant. And obvious, too. (And the "something special" I could do was see, think, perceive, etc., in ways nobody else seemed to do. Partly I suspect it had to do with my innate mysticism. Partly, I was a lot smarter than my mother, whose strong suit was never thinking or reasoning, and that's not an insult, it's just an observation.)

I suspect dreaming has different subtle meanings for others, but it always seems to represent doing something unusual, or having unusual abilities, or maybe just wanting those things. It really does depend on the person; dreams are very personal.

[BDeye]

Cool, thank you.

[Archimedes]

Does anyone have any updates on the release date of the Kundalini program and if it will have an initial special offer price?

[GMAN12]

Robert said at the end of this month, but didn't specify a price as of yet.

[Archimedes]

Thanks for the info GMAN12