Hi again Sahasraawaken.
You say you raised kundalini, but can´t it have something to do with that you feel this upset as you do??
Yes, it will be very interesting hear what RB will reply to you
Maybe you should do the chakra screaming what was decribed here before, I do not remember who it was, but that might give you some release of your frustration.
I would tell you a funny story but I am so crappy teller but a good laugh would be good for you

Okay, stay cool

Love
ia