GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

-relaxing
-logic and practicality
-calming perceptions
-ginger ale
-reorganizing some online things which felt like a relief of energy
-booking more work
-hairclips
-sweating alot during steaming
-skin smoothing out and toning up and looking cleansed
-smores oreos
-socks and slippers to care for my toes which feel damaged
-stomach being nice and smooth
-getting some work done today
-finishing up my book
-my nails and hair being in amazing condition
-an amazing bonus meditation i did last night of positive visualization which actually put me in a good mood and made me laugh more since then
-great inspirational spiritual teachers
-utilizing and remembering the power of emotions,sex,and feeling attractive. i've been adding warm elements to my life because i realize my energy has been more cold the last few years and the importance of those things with manifesting.
-how cute this cat is.today, he meowed at me while asleep
-reassurances
-going outside to look at apartment to see things to feel safe since i had anxiety about someone could break in easy here this morning
-hot tea and how relaxing it is
-letting go of clutter
-letting go of old ways of doing things,and distractions to focus in on new reality creating
-secrets
-doing affirmations in my notebook during the morning when i had anxiety attack to get me tired enough back to sleep. it's actually very helpful this method i've been doing lately.
-the affirmation i say to myself when feeling anxious of "i deserve to be here."
-feeling generally much more safe lately
-transformation
-openness and going with the flow
-water and drinking a nice 1 liter of it upon waking
-body flaws being drastically reduced and body looking more toned and smaller today
-having made it one month now living here
-clarity and quiet after finally getting rid of distractions. i now feel calmness,increased intuition and insights coming to me,more empowered,and no longer in a rush.
-my vision
-feeling more of an inner optimism that doesnt need to be declared or exaggerated
-this forum and the 11 months i believe it's been that i used this as a gratitude list and place for reflection. alot has changed since i first started it. i was in a lovely home in a neighborhood i wanted out of and just becoming lulled by a mysterious bad boy who spiced up a very hard year for me. well,it's been real. i'm amazed i kept this up for that long.
-newness
-a new month being here now
-mercy