-managing to calm myself down a little to be able to sit and write
-this forum
-seeing some good sides to the ugly that went down today
-deciding i am absolutely not buying paint for my room after what happened
-M's husband still being on my side
-hope
-soda and the buddy bars I'm snacking on right now while i chill myself out
-whatever the calming pill was M's husband gave me
-people i texted and emailed while i was panicking
-doing a little online shopping and adding more money to my savings account
-T cat. He always manages to cheer me up. yesterday i was trying to give them all their food and T was impatient for me to put his down,so he tried to wack it out of my hand. lol
-my intelligence
-seeing M's true colors so now i can stop trying to get on her good side and stop hoping she will change.i honestly this she has some hater issues going on towards me,too.
-my bed
-ideas
-my phone
-caring less what others think
-not letting haters ruin me within. i just know that if things don't heal themselves, karma is going to end up kicking ex best friend really freaking hard very soon and chaos is going to ensue and that I am going to end up becoming better and better and get my success despite how low M sees me. He silenced me and because I lived here I stayed silent. What reason will I have to stay silent if I don't live here anymore? I hate him. He isn't even in my life anymore and yet still is trying to control me. He won't win. I always win.
-getting some to-do list writing done earlier
-the internet
-catching up on phone calls earlier
-the weather getting a little nicer today
-inspiration
-music
-social media