GRATITUDE LIST

[buttercup]

-the chocolates M got me yesterday
-getting out of my gloomy mood i was in for a bit earlier
-that i'll have my bike soon
-water
-being given more money
-getting money put on my card to pay a bill
-M saying she wants to start paying more each month on my bill so it gets paid off quicker and so we are going to start doing that and to remind her Wed because she is going to send money to my card to pay it
-confiding my feelings a bit to M's husband about things like my paranoias and feeling like i don't deserve all they're doing,etc
-getting pizza lunch from my favorite pizza shop in old first neighborhood i lived in on my own today
-the way the air felt today,very fresh,as if it was about to rain
-taking a nap in the early evening
-my stomach getting flatter
-how beautiful my flowers are blooming
-M making me protein drink again
-getting my room cleaned a little more,and organized a little more tonight
-getting some of the things done on my to-do list today
-meditating and adding more items to my intentions to send out to the universe list
-having a young look
-all going well and confirmed with things i had set with jobs so far
-applying to more jobs tonight
-from the contrast of no longer having the volunteer position because of the drama,realizing that volunteering at a gym front desk is something i'd like to do,and something that excites me as a resume builder or being front desk as a job and since that,thinking that maybe i can find more opportunities like that,and since then seeing more and more things pop up that say looking for volunteer help in exchange for free classes which is perfect for me so i can get experience working front desk
-comedy and laughter
-the very friendly,skinny white and gray cat who greeted me today. she was so nice!