-reflection. to this day,one of the many heartbreaking things of what ex best friend did is that he used loa to get me out of his life. the irony that i was the one who taught him loa and sending energy and he used it at times to help me and i even encouraged him to practice it,and he used it to get me out of his life. it's very sad. and then i think about the pain of how unwanted he had made me feel for so long. i never really knew how much he hated me,though he tried for so long to show me. but all that we had been through and all that i had thought at the time he had done for me,made me believe of course he loved me a lot.
-the feeling that by the time i come back from my trip in december,i will be a new and different person.
-coffee
-lemon bars
-compliments
-managing all my jobs today
-finding out today my first job was twice as much money which was certainly a mood boost,especially since i've been feeling impatient with my savings goals.
-all the money i'm making this weekend
-the job offers today i got
-money issue from one company i worked with getting resolved
-blankets
-heels
-yoga pants
-my style
-my favorite leopard print sweater
-that the night started to get a little warmer
-taking the train again the other day which is huge for me
-TV episodes on hulu i've been watching
-style
-job offer from primary career that was good
-dental floss
-m putting money in my account today and yesterday
-my phone
-M's husband giving me an emergency phone charger which is a charger you use without an outlet.
-the skincare products i've been using
-lavender
-feeling in a nice mood for a moment while on the way to work today
-great alcoholic drinks
-trying new things
-stretches
-relaxation
-my meds i take
-my outdoor cats