GRATITUDE LIST

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-being convinced the disaster last night that occured had to have happened to bring me and D together again. Enough times something external happens to bring us together.
-how gorgeous D's eyes are, and attractive he is
-how sweet and polite D is and seeing he wasn't affected by what happened and seeing he had things i gave him out in the open on display in his living room
-that maybe D does care
-xanax
-going to the gym today
-not being so scared of my landlord anymore
-epiphanies i've had lately
-beautiful weather
-night skies
-hope
-swedish fish
-sweets
-coffee
-having beautiful eyes
-beautiful things
-my hair color
-being smart
-calming down and seeing things more objectively now
-ideas
-my talent
-fashion
-having a kind heart
-knowing my heart's desires
-naps
-my acupressure mat
-my venus dimples
-having nice curves
-M's husband coming in the middle of the night to help
-feeling my feelings
-self compassion
-feeling more romantic lately
-inspiration
-having 3 upcoming jobs
-being considered attractive by others
-my new travel size lint roller
-music
-blankets
-finishing painting my nails
-makeup
-trying to drink more water
-learning
-starting case notes last night

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-laughing
-humor
-seeing M's husband today
-seeing a wolf today
-coffee
-vegan eggs
-my anxiety meds
-other people thinking i'm beautiful
-being smart
-my hair color
-makeup
-heels
-working yesterday
-having nice eyes
-getting a new selfie for social media of myself
-cleaning products
-self compassion
-sunshine
-beautiful weather today
-stretches
-trying to push through with life
-having a unique personality
-looking and seeming very young
-drinking more water today
-sleep
-cleaning and organizing the bed
-having nice lips
-my acupressure mat
-fashion
-beautiful things
-doing a little reading
-listening to some crown chakra music
-learning polish
-being a friendly person
-doing laundry
-buying crushed red peppers
-my neighbor letting me see her place today and being nice and normal
-relaxation
-reassurances
-listening to advice
-connection
-connecting with others
-new experiences

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-getting my screening done and finding out valuable info
-the stuff for D coming in the mail
-my unemployment state funds and how long i have left for it seeming to have extended
-massaging my scalp
-massaging my face and neck
-sleep
-coffee
-starting to get close to being on a better sleep schedule
-cleaning
-kundalini yoga
-my beauty
-having beautiful eyes
-having a nice personality
-drinking more water today
-my creativity
-my thoughtfulness
-prayer
-wearing heels today
-doing laundry today
-taking out the garbage today
-my chanel crystals cup
-my talent
-J emailing me to follow up on some ideas of his own for our upcoming project
-drinking hibiscus tea today
-ibuprofen
-massage
-my femininity
-blankets
-ferrum phossum tissue salts
-my thoughts becoming more rationalized and calmer
-more affirmation D has been checking on me lately since around september
-being empathetic
-being smart
-relaxation
-self-compassion

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-things to be grateful for
-prayer
-healing
-shopping
-confirming more jobs lately
-M's friend randomly gifting me money today
-healthy digestion
-tony's chocoloney sea salt caramel chocolate bars
-going to the gym today
-showering
-having beautiful eyes
-my abs getting really sculpted
-God
-tenants unions and the unions i've been having help me
-having a kind heart
-being someone who fights for what's right
-water
-clarity
-getting my new internet assistance from the financial assistance finally set up today
-having an attorney for my case
-yoga
-music
-discovering interesting and cool new things
-art
-creativity
-ibuprofen
-sleep
-having a warm apartment
-my sense of style
-supporting small businesses
-smiling
-cleaning products
-cleaning
-that i've done a good job fixing my purse
-cuteness
-hyaluronic acid
-doing some reading today
-doing some write-ups last night
-laughing
-moisturizers
-makeup
-pillows
-blankets
-reassurances
-calmness
-having a baby face
-nightskies
-sunshine
-awesome phone apps
-baby wipes
-self massage
-being open-minded
-inspiration
-evolving

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-ibuprofen
-coffee
-seeing and talking to m's husband today
-my white claw t-shirt
-having a nice backside
-face rolling
-shopping
-my thoughtfulness
-great design
-seeing H cat today and the other ferals
-getting my bracelet today
-getting my phone call done today with lcbh
-my bed of nails
-my glycolic acid body serum
-my beauty
-cleaning products
-getting on the discounted internet plan
-having another job tomorrow
-having beautiful hair
-D's eyes
-realizing I have in my eyes a similiarity to D's
-having interesting culture and background
-having goals
-models
-tissue salts
-getting money deposited into my account today
-clothes fitting nicer today
-having great bone structure
-having an eye for content creation
-water
-music
-beautiful things
-finding my prada sock that had been missing for awhile
-making a dentist appointment
-catching up on things
-prayer
-learning helpful new things
-colors
-creativity
-reflection
-getting homeopathic meds for H cat
-baby wipes
-yoga
-positive news articles

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-showering
-working today
-having a nice face
-my bed of nails
-my hair color and having nice hair texture and attractive hair
-my lips
-sleep
-cleaning products
-kindness
-compliments
-activism for positive changes
-great design
-supporting small businesses
-hairties
-smiling
-water
-kava tea
-makeup
-cuteness
-my last action to tell D im done basically
-blankets
-prayer

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-yoga
-cleaning products
-the tenants unions helping me
-beautiful things
-water
-making efforts to pick up the pieces
-root beer
-hummus
-getting my place much cleaner
-seeing a black cat in my neighborhood again and putting cat food out for the cat in case he/she seen it
-comedy
-being an interesting person
-hyaluronic acid
-creativity
-being smart
-my laptop
-my phone
-self massage
-sleep
-apple cider vinegar giving my skin a nice glow the other day
-being beautiful
-having nice lips
-having nice eyes
-finishing my recap tonight
-opening a new checking account
-blankets
-doing some reading tonight
-moisturizers
-cuteness
-music

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-creativity
-great design
-help and support
-reassurances
-getting my unemployment put on the unemployment card
-water
-going to the gym today
-yoga
-vegan food
-blankets
-pillows
-making efforts
-having a ride to my appointment next week
-being a nice person
-mailing my dad a holiday card
-having beautiful eyes
-tissue salts
-shopping
-M giving me a leopard print scarf that looks like a poncho that i like a lot that she bought for me
-doing laundry
-getting this place cleaner
-opportunites to bette myself
-letting go of D and processing it all
-healthy digestion
-baby wipes
-being smart
-prayer
-calmness
-humor
-beautiful things

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-water
-m's husband coming by to see me
-joggers
-yoga
-the tenant union guy coming by today and changing my lock for me and also giving me a pin from his union and some papers about their cause
-comfy socks
-having nice curves
-making my phone therapy session today
-being smart
-touching up my hair color
-confirming more jobs and meeting my income goal of working for this month
-cleaning
-bathtub getting cleaner
-copper sponges
-root beer
-beautiful things
-fashion
-sunshine
-ideas
-pillows
-blankets
-deciding to get a little christmas tree and some ornaments for a creative project to play with by going very unique it
-great designs
-having great taste
-hyaluronic acid
-music
-laughing
-hope
-having a kind heart
-my beauty
-having nice eyes
-fabric refresh spray
-perfume

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-self compassion
-tackling problems one at a time
-going to the gym today
-confirming jobs today and exceeding my earning goal for the month
-coffee
-finishing the bath tub and putting the new shower curtain up
-new ideas
-sleep
-having a new lock on my front door
-having a kind heart
-feeling more positive
-makeup
-having nice lips
-water
-seeing my body get more sculpted
-being productive
-making a self hypnosis audio recording
-inspiration