GRATITUDE LIST

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-s actually seeming to care about me today
-s actually saying something really sweet,maybe one of the sweetest things he's ever said
-being strong
-botox
-getting an update on payment from agency
-sweeping
-lysol wipes
-going to yoga class and the gym lately
-pretty pictures of me
-female privilege
-how excited my cats get for cat treats
-taking iniatitive
-art
-sunshine
-flowers
-having great taste
-doing some reading
-music
-moisturizer
-baby wipes
-white vinegar
-having my doctor appt all set for friday
-working more
-laughing
-finding my hyaluronic acid lip filler gloss
-inspiration
-cuteness
-my femininity
-healthy digestion
-fasting
-those helping ukraine and russia
-masculine energy

[buttercup]

-drinking more water
-being smart
-being passionate
-making more effort
-reflecting on my feelings and processing things
-going to yoga class tonight
-how cute my cats are
-mobile editing apps
-that i can look beautiful
-ordering new lingerie
-that S said a few things unlike him that were beautiful and not like anything anything he's ever said to me shortly before he stopped speaking to me
-clean clothes
-sweeping
-finding a new TV show to watch that's been very entertaining
-healthy digestion
-makeup
-beauty
-baby wipes
-botox
-white vinegar
-music
-art
-discovering cool new things
-writing positive messages on sidewalk with chalk
-blankets
-sunshine
-meditating yesterday
-moisturizers
-colors
-my pretty pink shoes
-compassion
-compassion for self
-my humidifier

[buttercup]

-people making a positive difference in the world
-people trying to help ukraine
-my love for my cats
-trying to stay strong
-confirming a lot of jobs for next month
-S to talk to
-sleep
-healing
-surrender
-feeling better physically
-showering
-changing the litter box
-cleaning some garbage
-blankets
-the breeze from the window
-unique beauty
-clorox wipes
-baby wipes
-colors
-connection
-hope
-inspiration
-unity
-having goals and dreams
-the goals and dreams i've accomplished
-having beautiful eyes
-mobile editing apps
-having beautiful photos of myself
-fashion
-passion
-drinking water
-clean clothes
-having beautiful features
-being productive

[buttercup]

-drinking water
-drinking less soda
-my lease being extended
-getting my first month of rent after it all being pre-paid with rental assistance paid
-utility assistance company finally calling me and leaving a voicemail
-face wash
-hand wash
-showering
-joggers
-having great style
-putting some extra effort in my appearance the other day with makeup and styling
-my new ukraine support bracelet
-being in the know on trends
-makeup
-skincare face masks
-face rolling
-getting a bar cart
-getting cat grass which has a lot of benefits for cats and them liking it
-being productive
-confirming a lot of jobs
-journaling the other night
-my new journal
-new goals
-processing and healing things
-reflection
-inspiration
-beauty
-unique beauty
-feeling a surge of new energy like it's time to move forward
-kind people
-having female privilege
-having a compassionate heart
-being loving
-b cat when he cuddles with me
-clothes fitting looser on me
-ideas
-reminding myself anything is possible
-reading
-blankets
-unity
-moisturizers
-retinol
-botox
-my beauty
-yoga
-my body getting more flexible again
-fashion
-great cinematography
-art
-having great taste
-the breeze when the window is open
-compliments

[buttercup]

-rags
-sweets
-drinking water
-vegan food
-having a nourishing meal today
-iced almond milk lattes
-laughing
-walking
-how cute my cats are
-sunshine
-springtime
-trying new things
-good skincare
-moisturizers
-blankets
-fashion
-great cinematography
-great personalities
-hot guys
-compassion
-fashionable guys
-having desires
-inspiration
-my beauty
-my beautiful new bar cart being put together
-walking past my former apartment and how healing and needed it felt
-healing
-being passionate
-my face slimming out
-having beautiful eyes
-lighting and lights
-fashion photography
-getting a new phone charger

[buttercup]

-entertainment
-my new favorite tv show
-moisturizers
-good skincare ingredients
-having beautiful eyes
-botox
-yoga
-feeling better
-happy moments
-art
-food
-vegan food
-buying a certificate for an ipl facial
-rebuilding my life
-my lease getting renewed
-accessorizing my bar cart
-sleep
-drinking water
-drinking less soda
-clothes fitting more loosely
-pleasurable sensations
-blankets
-socks
-fashion
-drinking energy drinks the last week
-rags
-saying thank you
-me and m's husband getting along better
-colors
-ideas
-creativity
-newness
-evolving as a person
-cleaning the place some
-my delicious cake i have for breakfast
-iced almond milk lattes
-sunshine
-lighting

[buttercup]

-memories
-cleaning and rearranging things
-lights and lighting
-b cat laying my arms sleeping for awhile
-having more energy, motivation, and wellness to do things today
-moisturizers
-compassion
-journaling
-someone wanting to hire me for first job thing i do
-cuteness
-reflection
-entertainment
-a lot of jobs coming up
-my gold sharpie markers
-having beautiful eyes
-having a kind heart
-learning
-blankets
-joggers
-night skies
-cat grass
-inspiration
-beauty
-animal activists and animal advocates and those who are kind to animals

[buttercup]

-compliments
-sleep
-confirming more jobs
-my pink neon lights
-my cats
-water
-makeup
-attractive pictures of me
-skipping meals
-buying trendy things
-face wash
-cleaning products
-cleaning the window of a lot of dirt
-yoga pants
-music
-dancing
-entertainment
-humor
-rearranging things in my living room
-newness
-beauty
-inspiration
-art
-cuteness
-relaxing
-being creative
-learning
-blankets
-cat hugs
-colors
-light
-my pink end table

[buttercup]

-my pink neon light
-retinol
-clean clothes
-cleaning out a lot of garbage
-standing up for myself
-white vinegar
-blue raspberry celsius energy drink
-the blondie sweet thing i ate today
-m's husband taking me to get some things from the store
-an assistance program opening up i am going to apply for
-blankets
-newness
-playing with flash photography
-fashion
-cute designs
-love
-wit
-my allergies lessening and feeling more better physically
-going for a walk last night
-hair ties
-inspiration
-stretches

[buttercup]

-trying and succeeding in making strawberry infused water
-socks
-paying the rent today
-iced lattes
-no longer owing electric company over $500
-everything working out when i had to give most of my rent money to get my power back on
-a friend giving $150 out of kindness of his heart
-getting a check early and more than expected
-seeing M's husband today
-picking up some groceries
-white vinegar
-sweeping
-taking out the garbage
-makeup
-going for walks
-sunshine
-the breeze
-having a fan in the house
-beauty
-inspiration
-compassion
-hope
-blankets
-positive affirmations
-flowers
-my lips still having some fullness
-my beauty
-being very smart
-being creative
-water
-moisturizers
-good ingredients for the skin
-having great taste
-looking young
-having goals and desires